The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 33 Prov Laila (Gugup)

I didn't expect a single apocalypse to slide off my lips and that determined where my life was going next.

I wondered to myself whether my decision was right or not. It was like a dream, a dream that was never in my shadow.

About an answer that just came out of my mouth. Though before I wanted to refuse but I felt like there was a strong impulse that made me answer, that I received a proposal from Andre Lian Chu. A Japanese man I don't recognize at all. He came suddenly and offered a wedding.

I don't know what really happened to me. Everything just flows without me realizing I've made a big decision in my life.

Either it's a good decision or it's a bad decision I made. I just hope this decision is the best for me.

Surely, there was a calamity that touched my heart so much that it made my mind and heart turn away from an initial answer. Where I was determined to reject him but, somehow my heart told him to accept.

I close my eyes hoping it's just an illusion I've created, but it's real, when I open my eyes and look in the mirror. Where my face has been dressed with a simple kebaya dress but looks elegant. Thin makeup is not too thick because I don't like it.

I don't think I believe in all this. I felt like I was in Lamar and getting married. Now I feel like marriage again looks different. Simple wedding that I want, really simple is just a kobul ijab event and close friends who were present in part.

Not that I don't want to celebrate a grand event. Because this is what Andrian and I want. What else Andrian did not have both parents.

I just hope my decision is not wrong and I hope this is my last marriage.

O Rohman, O Rohim, You are the One who knows all my affairs and what will happen to me tomorrow and beyond. I just hope that Andrian is the last mate until the afterlife. Ridhoilah what I have decided, hopefully Andrian can take me to his pleasure. May Andrian be the last man you choose to accompany me to build a palace that had collapsed. May Andrian be a strong man of faith to strengthen the foundation of the household that I occupy for my beauty. I leave it all to you, Robbi...

I chant my prayers at every fast-paced heartbeat as my footsteps step towards the man who just made the pledge to me.

I accept the marriage of Asma Laila Ar-rohman bintu Alm. Muhamad Fikri Ar-rohman with a set of prayer tools and 100 dollars, Cash.

Valid ....

My heart trembled at that pledge where Uncle Fahmi was my guardian.

Twice married without the presence of abi and without the presence of mamah now. It felt completely different but I felt that abi and mamah were with me holding me towards Andrian Lian Chu who was already my husband a few minutes ago.

I looked down in embarrassment while sitting on Andrian's side where Andrian and I signed books and marriage papers.

"Now you are legally a husband and wife, please son Asma kiss the back of her husband's hand? "

Degs...

My heart trembled when I heard the ruler telling me to kiss Andrian's hand.Even I had not dared to look at Andrian's face and now the ruler told me to kiss him.

I nervously turned to face him as I grabbed Andrian's big hand and kissed the back of his hand.

O Robbi, make him a devoted husband to You. So he'll be Laila's intermediary to get your rodhomu. Make him the last husband to lead Laila to your paradise.

A prayer that I cried out in my heart with tears falling on the back of his hand.

Before long I stiffened as Andrian put his lips on my forehead. There was a great vibe that I could not describe by the word. As if channeling warmth and peace in the recesses of my heart.

A beautiful prayer in my hearing made my heart tremble. I still feel like I have a dream that in my life there is another marriage.

"Congratulations, Son. Promise to be happy."

"Reach what you want to achieve and rebuild a palace that collapsed with trust, love and protect each other. Be like the Fatimah who is always tough and patient. "

"Everything has passed, now a new life with him is awakened. It's your choice, son. Then you must be patient if your husband is lacking a lot."

I couldn't hold back my tears when my uncle and aunt gave me prayers, understanding and encouragement. Even Andrian rubbed my back gently as if he was telling me he would never let me down.

"May this be your last marriage. Give your love fully to your husband if you want to be loved. Respect and love him if you want your husband to treat you well. Be a tough Asiah when your husband is shiny. Reach God's rodho together as you dream."

I sobbed in Amira's arms, I don't know what to say. I really can't say. My feelings of haru, fear, anxiety, sadness mixed into one and I shed them all through tears.

"Dear not to cry, ashamed of your husband. Promise me to be happy, and pray for me to come out,"

I chuckled while wiping my tears at the Vienna joke. Between me and Amira it is Vienna that is unmarried. Vienna is the coldest girl between me and Amira.

It feels that the distress in the heart is somehow reduced even though only fear, pain and sadness remain.

This is my choice so I can't be afraid to go any further. I believe Andrian was the last mate God chose to lead me to his heaven.

"Thank you!"

I turned to the side when I heard a whisper in my ear.

Degs...

I was glued when Andrian's face was in front of me. Andrian and I were in the room and Andrian was in my room. It was a few minutes ago that the show was over.

I hurried to break my eyes by bowing my head. It felt like my heart was about to jump out of place when Andrian's face was really close to mine even my nose had come into contact with his nose.

"Thank you .., "

I just kept quiet with a nervous feeling of not knowing what to answer when Andrian raised my chin until my face poked up and my eyes immediately met with sharp eyes narrowed belonging to Andrian.

"Why not answer my words? "

"A . I emm, ti. don't understand! "

I was nervous really nervous because Andrian's face was really close to mine even I could feel Andrian's warm breath sweeping my cheeks.

"Thank you for being my wife. I just wanted to say! teach me to know my Lord so I can know him too and I want to ask him. Please give one of the hearts of his servant Laila Asma Ar-rohman for me to have completely without any shadow of the past. "

Degs...

I was stunned to hear Andrian's words. I don't know why that made my heart warm. His words were so soft and full of sincerity made me really shake.

The nervousness that had been haunting me slowly disappeared by itself. Even I started to ventured into Andrian's eyeballs.

I could see that Andrian was really sincere in saying it.

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