The Heart Of The Wife On Honey
Chapter 52 Speaks from heart to heart
My sleep was disturbed by cold hands that made me squirm.
My head is heavy with eyes so sticky open. That elusan made my sleep feel really uncomfortable.
Slowly opening my eyelids, I narrowed my eyes adjusting the light that dazzled my eyes.
My head really hurt trying to wake up, I'm sure my eyes must have swollen from a long cry.
"Darling? "
Degs...
Instantly my pupils opened perfectly to hear the call of the man who had made me cry. I also just realized that I was already on the bed with my face removed from my body. What bang Andrian moved me, when he came home why I didn't realize it. Maybe I cried too long until I fell asleep and felt nothing more.
"After dawn, do we pray together?"
My daydream was caved when Andrian bang said the word prayer that means I misfortune to leave my night prayer. I was silent somehow to behave in front of my husband. Remembering him leaving without saying goodbye after our long service and his afternoon I had to see him holding a little boy who called him papa made my heart throb again.
The fear of painful events repeated again made my heart anxious and unable to think clearly. Even just controlling yourself is so hard.
I kept my husband quiet because I wasn't ready to talk to him. I even avoided it when my husband wanted to get close.
After the prayer, I went straight to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. My heart and mind are not fine, I know I sinned to silence my own husband. But, I just wanted to calm my heart for a moment, because I was afraid I couldn't control myself where it would cause new problems when I couldn't control my emotions.
I don't want to when I speak from heart to heart, my heart is not calm.
Back when mas Vandu brought another woman I dared to look her in the eye and ask her directly. But, now I don't know why I'm afraid to ask. Maybe the trauma it was so holding onto me made me feel an overwhelming sense of fear.
Why am I this weak! it's not me I don't recognize him. Is this heart already entirely owned by Andrian until I was afraid to know the harsh reality. But what if my mind had been wrong, and it was just a misunderstanding.
I don't know, I don't know either. Maybe I apologized for my attitude until I begged for the riddles so my husband wouldn't turn mad.
Yes Robb Laila leave everything to You. May Laila's mind be wrong, because Laila does not know if Laila will be strong or not face it if it is the truth.
"Darling.., "
My heart rippled at the soft call. Bang Andrian turned my body to face him and kept the blanket away from my hands which I was about to clear.
"Don't shut up, would you please say something so that you know what your fault is that it makes you like this? "
I was speechless, why did bang Andrian ask like that. Why not just explain it as if he did nothing wrong. Though yesterday it was clear I found myself in the hospital with a little boy crying over his mother.
Even I was disappointed with his attitude that was really waiting for me to say what his mistake was. It was clear he left me on that long night. I woke up not in the rhinya, he just disappeared.
Whichever wife does not feel disappointed should stay when it is difficult to get through a beautiful night and have to meet in a situation that is so squeezing my chest, so sick and tight.
"Why do you ask as if you have done nothing wrong! "
"B. not so dear..., "
"Ab... "
" Why did it suddenly disappear, leaving me alone in the house without saying goodbye even my brother left me when he had given me beauty. La. then, I think brother left probably because of work, I'm worried I'm an entrepreneur and I'm afraid brother why-nothing. But, brother in the hospital with the little boy. Who is he, what a brother and and a child iu cry to call his mother. Is my brother's wife sick, brother left me for looking after her. Brother lied all this time brother lied to me. Hiks. let's say that it's not true..., "
"Sorry sorry dear...,"
"Ja.so..."
"M. sorry..., "
Degs.....
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