The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 35 Prov Andrian (Fire of sin and error)

I didn't think I could be this happy.

Even this happiness I cannot describe by the word. Having a sholehah wife is everyone's dream and I didn't think I was the one who got it. It's the most beautiful gift I've ever imagined.

The figure of the girl who always looms in my brain even though I only met a few times. But that figure always makes me unable to sleep comfortably.

The early figure reminds me of my late mother. A tough woman full of tenderness with a sad and peaceful gaze always keeps me calm. That happiness was shattered when that tough lady left me for good. Make me lose direction and hold until I always vent everything by sinning. Added to my hatred for my father who always plays women make me dark eyes.

But all that seemed to pass quickly when I found a figure that made me think of mamah. The difference between my girl and the woman who gave birth to me is only one. Mamah doesn't wear a veil but my wife does.

Wife!

I still can't believe that the shady-eyed girl is now my wife. I don't know what made Asthma accept me. Either because I'm handsome or there's something else he sees from me. For sure I do not like lies, I am always taught to be honest even though it is bitter.

I told you all about my past.

It feels like a dream that I can't describe how happy I am because I've bound Asthma. I won't let anyone take it or hurt him. What is mine will remain mine forever.

I smiled looking at the peaceful face of Asma. Wanting to open her eyes or fall asleep her face always radiates peace that makes me feel the warmth back in my heart that has long been lost.

My hand of eggur stroked her cheek gently in fear of disturbing her sleep.

Halis thick, lashy lashes, nose not too sharp but fit in size and natural red lips. I wanted to kiss her lips, but I was not that brave. I was afraid that my actions would be discovered and Asma would be angry with me because I was already presumptuous towards her.

I lay my body down slowly next to Asthma. I don't care if Asma will be surprised to realize I'm sleeping next to her. At least this is just no more sleep and I'm sure Asthma can't possibly be angry.

I broke my word that I was going to sleep in the Shopa and I couldn't actually sleep there. What else my head a little dizzy maybe I lack rest because I was too nervous to memorize the kobul ijab.

Slowly my eyes closed with my hands still holding Asthma's face as if I didn't want to get away from her.

Maybe I can't say that I love Asthma yet or not. All I know right now is that I want to be so happy and comfortable when I see his eyes. I just hope I don't hurt her like I always hurt girls.

I am more convinced that God exists. The proof is that I can have asthma even though it is not his heart.

It felt like I dreamed of being able to hold her tightly, but I was a little bit excited when Asthma even glared up

Bruck...

"Aww.gts.., "

I grimaced holding onto my chest that was hurting from the Asthma kick. Is this a dream or real I don't know but it feels like my head is very dizzy. Not yet relieved the dizziness in my head a punch landed back in my head even Asma grabbed my hair strongly making me grimace in pain.

My heart gasped as Asma scolded me making my heart ache.

"Jerkkk.., ah. shit.., "

"Dasarr, go.., pervert!!"

I don't know what happened to Asthma why she was this angry with me. Until I realized it wasn't a dream but it was real. I tried to meet and wanted to stop the movement of Asthma but I was struggling because the movement of Asthma is so fast as Asthma has strong martial arts.

"No, my asthma sua.., "

I can't go on with my words anymore when an object hits my head. It made me dizzy with my eyes starting to blur.

I heard a door blow and a scream so I couldn't remember what happened next.

Where am I, what is this place! why is it so dark and claustrophobic. My chest as if in a large stone hempir made it difficult for me to breathe.

To. please. whoever please...

I was surprised when I could not meet I could only scream for help in my heart in the darkness that surrounded me.

I'm getting scared when no one can get me out in this darkness.

Suddenly a speck of light appeared making me smile thinking that someone was looking for me. But I flinched as the light got bigger and made my body hot making me realize that it was not light but fire.

To. please.. help me... Maamahh...

No, don't burn me, anyone please...

Yes Robb, help me...

My throat was choked making it hard for me to meet I could only scream in my heart for help. I continued to rebel without direction in this dark room there was only a fire that was getting closer to making my body into a heat.

"No one can help you Andrian! This fire will be your fault because I am the sin you committed. I am a mistake that you make until you deserve to be burned by the sins and wrongs that you create... Accept Andrian because it is a torture for sinners... "

Ti. no...

I kept screaming in fear and surprise as the fire spoke while yelling at me making me even hotter with the flames. I wanted to run away but nowhere was there any escape at all even this dark room was so terrible with flames that kept burning my body making me only able to scream and ask for help. The more this fire devours my body the more I overheat and it feels like I want to die but why don't I die even though my body is charred and makes me surprised why my body back intact makes me only able to screaming pain. I cannot bear this endless torment.

I can't support anymore, because I realize this is my recompense. I could only shut up and cry in remembrance of the sins I had committed.

Yes Rob yes Rohman yes Rohim ma. forgive me for my sins and mistakes. Iz. let me live again to be able to repent to you...,

My lilir screamed in my heart because I felt useless every time I rebelled, so this fire was devouring and torturing my body.

Tests...

I gasped as I felt a drop of water fall on my forehead making the heat in my head disappear. The longer the water droplets kept flooding my forehead and my face made this fire of torment slowly extinguish.

I tried to open my eyes feeling that there was rain falling extinguishing the fire that was devouring my body. I heard Adhan murmuring and making my heart tremble until I cried. I feel guilty because all this time I have abandoned my obligations.

O Rohman, O Rohim, forgive my sins...

My inner scream as I prostrated myself in the still dark space in my view.

Go home...

Degs...

I was surprised to hear a voice without being made to raise my head and look straight ahead.

"Your.., "

Seriate....

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