
Angry, upset, sad mixed into one makes me really sick of what mas Vandu said.
She seemed to forget her misdeeds with me and was actually questioning my loyalty.
It's not enough for him to keep hurting me and he dared to come just to make the wound gap again.
One week after the incident I literally locked myself in my room. I didn't even pick up the phone from anyone and didn't want to be disturbed.
I just want to try to calm my heart back. If indeed mas Vandu only came to hurt me better never come at all. He seemed to forget what he did to me.
I really hate this feeling, and I hate myself for not being able to control it. Wh why?
Maybe on the other hand I'm very happy it turns out that Dr. Aira's diagnosis was not wrong. I'm not barren and that means I can still have children.
My tears flow when I have to remember about my child. Not even a marriage crossed my mind.
What Mas Vandu did was to tolerate such deep trauma that I was reluctant to reopen my heart. I was too scared to be thrown away and thrown away a second time, I was too scared.
I woke up from my bed when the sound of my phone was bothering me. I don't know how many calls I don't care. But I felt annoyed myself, with a frown I stepped towards the study table.
Both of my eyebrows are interlocked confused to see the incoming call from uncle Hadi. It's not usual for Uncle Hadi to call this much unless it's really important.
Without a second thought I immediately called back Uncle Hadi's number.
Instantly, both my eyes fiddled to hear the sound of crying in the gate there. My heart seems to stop hearing the pact that makes me really distrustful.
I quickly ran to the closet. Changing clothes, it was neat I immediately ran in a hurry happened to be at home there was no one.
I did not listen to the cries of the bodyguards that were prepared by uncle Bayu at home to take care of me.
I jumped into the car and drove it at full speed. My chest rumbled withstanding something that exploded. I cursed myself for ignoring the message and I could not forgive myself if anything happened to Uncle Hadi.
Citt ...
I braked suddenly when a black car confronted me. It pissed me off and it got angry when it found out who was blocking my car.
"What are you doing, get out!"
I rebelled when Mas Vandu dragged me out of the car. Suddenly my amarh culminated in what Mas Vandu did.
"What do you want again. I told you I forgave you, Mom. But back again, sorry I can't. "
"Darling I'm sorry, don't hurt me this way."
"Stop!!! don't hold my hand. What mas forget, mas already forbid themselves in touch by me and vice versa. Don't touch me because I'm already haram for, ma'am."
"Dear please forgive, please. They admit wrong, we want to talk. Father and mother also agreed to refer us, and I promise I'll never hurt you I promise, "
"Don't brag, move aside I want to go .., "
"No dear before you take me back! "
"And whenever I don't want to. Step aside, I have to go .., "
"No! I beg you dear ...,"
"Don't test my patience, let me go!!! "
I snapped furiously while pushing the Vandu mas. My mind was so panicked because of Uncle Hadi's circumstances and now I have to face mas Vandu. If only Uncle Hadi had happened why-napa I swear will not forgive mas Vandu.
"Dear I beg you! "
"Bag!!! what are you doing! "
My cry was shocked as mas Vandu kowtowed while holding both my legs making my steps stop. I was really confused as to what I should do to get Mas Vandu out of the way.
"God please save Uncle Hadi, "
Even people started to pay attention to our debate making me really fed up with Vandu's boyish attitude.
"Mas, please take off my legs. I really have to go."
"Mas, look everybody saw us .. ,"
"I don't care if you want to come back. You please! "
"Ma ...,"
Bugs ...
"Don't bother my future wife!!! "
Duarr...
I was really shocked by the arrival of someone I didn't know at all. Killing mas Vandu and confessing my future husband. Really, right now my mind is so messed up, I can only shut up with an anxious heart remembering uncle Hadi.
"Sa... dear be.. Is it true what he said in?"
I just kept quiet with a dazed thought not knowing what to answer. On the other hand I do not know who the man who suddenly came and beat up Mas Vandu. On the other hand, I also want to get out of Mas Vandu because I have to go to the hospital immediately.
"Sa. dear ka .., "
"Yes, he's my future husband. So please, don't disturb my life anymore."
I don't know what happened to my lips why I'm talking like that. All I know is I want to finish this drama.
"You hear! so don't bother my future wife!"
"Let's go?"
I was like a confused person following the footsteps of a foreign man who pulled my arm. Even my mind blank doesn't know what to do. My lips were silent with thoughts constantly fixed on Uncle Hadi.
I don't know who that guy is, even I just caught it. I don't care what's important I have to get to the hospital.
I was a little confused as to why the man was taking me to the hospital as if he knew my purpose. Without saying thank you I immediately ran into the hospital in a hurry. Anxiety is gnawing at me. For some reason I was so scared, this incident reminded me of my mother. Makes me really scared of something
Degs...
My heart stopped so tight. It was as if a huge rock was narrowing my body. My body was stiff with a drop of clear liquid escaping just like that. My lips twitched at the sight in front of me.
I still can't believe what I saw. This is impossible, it's all unreal it's a lie. I shook my head with the clear liquid continuously coming out. It was as if the events of mamah were again visible in front of my eyes.
"Pa, "
My lilir hurts so much, instantly my hands clench tightly with reddened eyes.
If only Vandu did not stop me, I would still be able to talk.
If only Vandu hadn't intercepted me, maybe I'd heard his trust.
If only I could only wish and now it's too late.
Uncle Hadi has gone like a mamah and it's because of Mas Vandu.
Mamah left because I defended Mas Vandu and now uncle Hadi left without giving a message and all that because mas Vandu blocked me.
Why the destruction of my life must be mas Vandu the one who may still be lodged in my heart. Why should he why?
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