The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 22 Regret

I decided to stay in the Vienna house. Accompany in times of grief.

Not only that, I'm just afraid that Vandu is bothering me again. I'm not ready to meet him yet. I'm just afraid my emotions can't stand me when I see his face. Just thinking about it makes me emotional.

I don't know what! I used to be the man I loved so much. But that love is slowly eroded by hatred. It wasn't me who started it but Vandu himself who made me hate and hate.

The pain that used to be mas Vandu torelkan is now felt widened with what mas Vandu did. He was just busy asking me back without caring about the wound in my heart. What a selfish and cruel man.

He could only reverse the pact as if what I did hurt him. Then, what's the news of betrayal, injustice and then throw me away. I accompanied him from the lowest point until he was above the clouds. He put me in my own palace to choose a new queen. But God is not sleeping. God knows what is appropriate for him. Without asking God to answer in such a way.

In fact the queen she chose was a fox who robbed everything. I wasn't even given the slightest right. Now, when the palace was destroyed by not knowing the shame mas Vandu asked me to come back without him knowing how to treat my wounds.

At the Vienna house, I can at least calm my mind and my heart. Because I knew that Vandu wouldn't be able to find me here. Because mas Vandu doesn't know about this house. Yang mas Vandu knows only Amira's house and I'm sure he won't give up easily for the sake of getting what he wants.

My days passed peacefully with Vienna. Little bit of Vienna also began to rise from its sadness.

Sometimes Amira will visit even though not for long because I understand now Amira has a lot of responsibilities. Moreover, bang Arman is very busy with his work and of course Amira as a wife can not be far from home.

It didn't feel like I was in the Vienna house for nearly a month. My mind and heart began to be able to reorganize with the state of Vienna began to improve.

I only go to restaurants to check. I couldn't stay long because I knew that Vandu would definitely look for me at the restaurant.

I was surprised when Amira called to find me Mas Vandu. However, I am relieved that Amira can be relied on.

I don't know how long I'll keep avoiding it. I know it's not good for my heart problems. But I wasn't ready to meet and end it all. Because the speed with mas Vandu is definitely endless.

Remembering that made me think of someone with narrow eyes with an atlentis posture. From his clothes I can judge that the man is not an ordinary man.

I don't know who he is, he came all of a sudden and said I was his future wife. Then he left just like that when he helped me get out of Mas Vandu. Maybe that guy wants to help me out of Vandu's gang. If I get reunited with him I want to say thank you because he helped me get away from Vandu mas.

"La, so don't we go to Ancol? "

I gasped when Vienna suddenly came into my room. I haven't changed clothes at all.

"Geez La, he said, making sure I go for a walk. But you haven't changed your clothes yet? "

"Sorry Win, change it first, "

I grinned as I jumped off the bed walking towards the closet. I feel bad about Vienna. Because I was upset with Vandu I forgot my own promise.

The journey to Ancol can take an hour. I just wanted to find a new atmosphere and wanted to spend some time with Vienna before I got really busy. Moreover, Vienna also tomorrow will enter work again.

At least for a moment I forgot the pain in my heart.

Vienna and I are repeating back when we were in school.

Various games and snacks we tasted with laughter can not be separated from the lips of me and Vienna. At least I'm happy to see Vienna smiling again. Even though I don't know this with my heart.

I was satisfied exploring Ancol, and Vienna decided to return home. Especially when it starts the afternoon.

I just pray, may my day stay like this, tomorrow and beyond. But I don't know what God is planning for my next life.

Now I just want to focus on the Abi lestaurant and grow it. I don't want a restaurant that abi woke up to be crushed in my hands. True said uncle Hadi, I had to learn to become ordinary and get used to managing the restaurant while I adjust. Moreover, it is not easy to adjust to new people. While only a few people I know there when I used to visit the restaurant often if the school holidays.

Abi Mamah, forgive Asthma who has not been able to make you happy. Even now what Asthma is doing cannot be shown to you. But Asma believes you are with Asthma. Please help Asthma to be strong to deal with the storms that are coming.

If Asthma wants to complain, Asthma does not want to be at this point. Forgive Asma mah, has disappointed mamah at the end of the mamah breath.

Asthma dear mama and abi, may you be in the best place by His side.

Amen ...

I finished my prayer while rubbing my face. After praying, I immediately laid myself on the bed.

Before entering the magrib time I and Vienna have indeed arrived, and directly into their respective rooms.

The knocking of the door made me get back up from my fall.

"Eat dinner first?"

I just nodded in agreement, then I walked with Vienna to the dining room. Actually I'm not hungry but I don't want to let Vienna down.

I just kept looking at one bowl where there was my favorite food in it.

I didn't feel a drop of clear liquid coming out of my eye. Every time I remember my mother I will always remember my mistakes.

At the residence of Al-muzaky it was the aunt and uncle who advised the servants not to serve mamah-related food because every time I saw it I would cry again. What a departure mamah become a regret that makes me claustrophobic.

"You crying? "

"No! "

"Why? "

"Ak. I just remembered mamah seeing the oxtail shop, "

My lilir trembled, that sense of regret still lodged in my heart. And the sense of it gets bigger when the person I'm defending dumps me.

Maybe, I had always looked fine as if I had no regrets about what I did until my mother left bringing disappointment. But in fact, I was tired still weak and the pain was still felt to this day. That's the thing I regret the most in my life.

From there I will cry if I see anything related to mama. It automatically reminds me of my mistake.

Forgive Asthma, Mah ....

Seriate....

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