The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 50 Painful

I decided to go to the restaurant just to check, after that I intend to go home to the Al-Muzaky family Mansion.

I don't know where the Andrian bang went until this afternoon there was no news from him. Even Bagas doesn't know where his boss is and it makes me guess.

As usual, I use the services of Mr. Ojol to take me wherever I go because there is no car in our new house and there are cars carried by Andrian bang somewhere.

The dring of the phone keeps dribbling not mine but has an ojol pack.

"Pak try to pick up the phone first who knows it's important? "

"It's not pa-pa Nenk? "

"Astagfirullah sir no pa-pa! "

Finally, Mr. Ojol stopped his motorbike on the side of the road and picked up his phone. I waited while sitting on one of the sidewalk chairs. My eyebrows shot up and down with eyes occasionally squinting at the expression shown by Pak ojol like something serious.

"Why sir? "

I asked quickly when I saw Mr. Ojol speechless with a stroke of sadness.

"Subhanallah Walhamdulillah Walaillah Wallahuakbar Lahaula Walakuata Illabillahilaliyiladidzim...,"

"Sir why? "

I asked once again while patting the arm of Pak ojol who continued to be privileged to make me more anxious to fear anything happened to his family.

"I. mother has returned to Rahmatullah! "

"Innalillahiwainnairogene.., "

I said as I closed my mouth as if I couldn't believe what was happening. This fast the wife of Mr. Ojol left, even though I had not had time to meet him again when I was married because there was a lot of work that I did.

The news of Mr. Ojol's wife's death really makes me sad, let alone the loss because of the accident victims and now me and Pak ojol headed to the hospital.

I unceasingly heard Mr. Ojol's lips continue to beristigfar. There is indeed still in this world a free man who accepts the destiny of God. Even Mr. Ojol did not show a look of fear and panic or roared crying. He tried to stay calm with the lapalan istigfar continued pak ojol chant. I know Mr. Ojol is sad just that he's trying to be tough with everything.

That the living will surely die no matter who else God has destined the next death. Whether it's me, my family or someone else. All that we have is rest.

Death is painful because I was in such a position. But one must we remember, strengthen our faith lest we hate His destiny.

I can only be silent with tears that keep coming out to see the poignant cry of the three children. While Pak ojol rubbed his wife's head with lips that continue to move either what pak ojol said or prayed because I did not come in. I want to make room for Mr. Ojol's family. The death of Mr. Ojol's wife really reminds me of my late mother and it makes me feel sick again.

I stepped back because I could not see it, my faith was still weak, I was not as strong as a bully who could stand up to this painful test. He is so strong even in the lives of people who have been love and prayer for decades in every breath.

"It's the biggest accident, even I'm horrified to see it, "

"Well me too, but worse that the driver of the car even had a glass scratch on his face! "

"Yes, but the mother was also the same as the car and the result of the shock continued heart attack, "

"Pity their fate, "

I kept thinking hard until I fell asleep immediately standing to see the body of the wife of Pak ojol was pushed out by some nurses and the nurse was probably going to be brought home.

I followed Mr. Ojol's family in silence at the back until I stopped seeing the figure I was so familiar with.

My chest rumbles violently hoping he's not the one I'm blind looking for and worrying about.

"Papa. papa mama hiks... "

Degs...

It felt like my duan was shattered instantly when I heard a little girl hugging Andrian bang with papa's call.

I also saw the eyes of Andrian bang fixed on the room in front of him with the look of an entrepreneurial face clearly visible in his eyes. Could his wife be inside and and the little girl's daughter bang Andrian with another woman.

"Yes Kowiyu.., "

My words while squeezing my chest strong, either since when the clear grain continues to fall again stain my cheek.

Bang Andrian immediately turned around probably hearing my spontaneous speech. I saw Andrian bang like surprised to see my whereabouts and it really made me disappointed.

The pain, the disappointment, the regret mixed into one chagrin of my heart. This pain hurts more than what Mas Vandu gave.

The sweet promises from her lips turned out to be all fake. He said he wanted to change and wouldn't hurt my heart it was bullite.

I kept pounding my chest hard as if I wanted this distress to come out but in fact this distress squeezed my heart even more.

Pain bang....

"Ak. I'm disappointed.., "

I ran leaving him with a stifled sob. It's so painful that even Andrian didn't come after me at all.

Why are you so evil why!!!

Just yesterday you gave me happiness why with a blink of an eye you broke. This is a pain bang akhattt.

You're a liar, all fake. You are cruel, evil, this is very painful Rohman.

Te. it turns out you already have a child hyks...

I just kept crying and screaming in my heart. I don't care about the taxi driver who took me somewhere. I just want to go as far away from her.

"Ka. you are malikttt.., "

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