The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 26 Prov Laila (Why this fate is so painful)

I really can't say anything, it's hard to believe I heard what that little-eyed man said and I still remember it clearly.

Though the incident was yesterday afternoon why until now continues to ring in my ear. It was like a reminder alarm so I wouldn't forget it and it really made me dizzy with seven turns.

"When I came here to propose to you, I told your family. They're just waiting for your decision, "

"I want you to be my wife with all your flaws. Since I already know the inside out of you, I accept it! "

"I don't force you to accept me but I don't want any rejection and don't keep me waiting? "

"I proposed to you alone because I didn't have two parents, I'm here three days later to ask for your answer. Hope not to disappoint, "

"If you don't want to accept me, I will marry you by force! "

"I go home first, take care of your health and remember not to run away!!! "

I drowned my face behind my pillow and screamed so hard that I felt tight. The slender-eyed man kept ringing in my ear as he asked me to speak together.

I really don't believe it and it makes me dizzy how. I feel like my life is in trouble. Yeah Robbi what is this, what is this test. Why is it so soon that you bring back the problem when one problem is over.

"Gr ..., "

I screamed in annoyance at the narrow-eyed man's words.

"What! he proposed to me! is this a dream. If so please don't wake me up,"

Please be confused, upset, angry mixed into one.

"Even he forced me, and gave me three days. What is this, what a strange man."

"Even if he doesn't let me talk, he talks to himself, he's satisfied to leave me alone. Oh God what is this ..., "

My monologue was really upset with that squinty-eyed guy. He came suddenly and proposed to me. It even forced me to accept it. Am I what kind of stuff he would choose and should get. I swore there would be no second marriage in my life. I was too afraid that I would be wasted again. That guy was the same, forced and pissed me off. I knew no, immediately proposed and gave me no pause to express my heart.

Scaring me for everything, that man really put me at the point of fear.

What if the threat is right! if I refuse, he will force me to marry him. How's this! even my heart hasn't subsided from the pain of why I should be feeling scared right now.

He's a guy just like a forced mas Vandu and I don't like that.

Why doesn't everyone understand my feelings, I'm not the stuff to throw here and there. I also have the right to choose and decide how to live my life.

Even the slovenly man said he already knew my inner self. Remembering that makes me quiet. What does that man mean! does he know everything about me, my problem! he proposed to me out of pity to see my life suffer. What a shame my fate is, why do I have to do this? wh why?

I don't even know who that man is! but she knew my problem. Who is he really why should I know about me, why?

Am I that sad until someone else finds out. Am I that weak I can't stand alone.

O Allah what Laila must decide, Laila was very confused and afraid, my inner cry.

Why should anyone else know about me. But I didn't tell anyone at all. Even in Vienna, but Vienna and Amira understand without me having to tell basically when I'm ready I will tell you just want to find strength and advice if I don't act wrong.

I close my eyes to regulate my emotions. I hope the turnaround time stops so I'm not in three days.

Everything was confusing to me, the sudden proposal had made me shock in addition to the threat made me really unable to think.

Even more sad he proposed but did not give his name, funny is not it. It's like a joke but the slender-eyed man's words are so serious. The words of the threat were so firm and there was no rebuttal.

"Didn't I have the right to refuse? "

My monologue while wiping away my tears.

It feels like the heart hurts so much to continue to be at the point of the valley of pain. I don't feel strong to face all of this. Why my heart is not calm, even the tests are constantly coming up to me and now comes new problems.

Can't people give me the time and space to put my heart and mind back together. I was too afraid that the pain was coming back, even until now this heart is still struggling with my instincts.

The treatment of Vandu mas really traumatized me will open my heart to others. While this heart is still the same, it holds a name that has tolerated deep wounds in my heart.

I just want time to let go of all the stifling feelings.

Nature is playing with my life again. Why is this fate so painful.

Yes Robbi Laila is not that strong, Laila is too afraid to be afraid of pain again. This heart hurts too much, it's hard to reopen. Let Laila close it to heal this wound. Do not add more wounds while Laila has not been able to heal old wounds.

Laila is so hypocritical and naive, Laila easily pronounces the word forgive but this heart is too hard to forgive her. Forgive Laila, forgive this weak helpless Laila. You are a very strong being.

What should Laila do, Robb, give your instructions so that Laila does not step wrong and does not make a decision. You who know how bad it is for Laila, Laila please help Laila and Bingbing Laila to stay on your path. Don't make the problems that Laila faces make Laila fall for the gratitude that Laila should do. Laila give it all to you, Rohman, Kowi.

I stopped praying on my long night bow. Begging for forgiveness and guidance from all these heartbreaks.

I could only cry and cry considering the time I spent serving Mas Vandu. Until it ends like this.

I feel so happy with the person I love. With a blink of an eye I was thrown with real pain. By betrayal, injustice and throwing me away.

Until God turned things around, when Vandu turned around to be at the point I used to be.

The eyes of regret and supplication so vividly in my memory made my heart full. But when I remember my pain, I don't care what Vandu feels. Even I was being rude to her, I was just tired of being hurt.

Was it wrong of me to be so cruel to Mas Vandu? or I'm too good to her!

O Rohman O Rohim Thou who knowest the best way that Laila must go ...,

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