The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 16 Prov Vandu (Sick is very sick)

"What!!! "

My mother's screech made my eardrum hurt. Both my parents were surprised that even my two sisters were the same.

My family was surprised by what I said. Even mommy from earlier was already crying in dad's arms.

Panji, my youngest brother just kept quiet with his flat look while Aeini my first sister looked at me sharply as if mocking me with what I had done.

Aeini is indeed the one who always defends Laila when all my family and relatives insult and scorn Laila.

"Sad. Why cry, even the pain of Laila's sister is not comparable to what you do. Better just get out of the face of this earth"

Degs...

It pains me many times that it hurts so much to hear what my sister is saying. Those words were like a handful of salt that Aeini sprinkled on my wounded heart and made it even more painful and painful.

My sister hates me even her gaze is so cynical to me. Until Aeini went into her room while closing the door tightly made me fall into shock.

"Oh my God, what have you done, you have made a terrible mistake. Why Vandu why? so it's like this. So so all this time I've been slandering my own son-in-law, oh my goodness. "

I grimaced to hear the cries of mamah's regret. I am a fool, blinded by lust and love.

"Aeini where are you going? "

I puffed up when my father asked, making me look directly at my sister who was reluctant to look at me.

"Aeini wants to get out of this house. Aieni does not want a roof with cowards and heartless men! "

Oh God my heart keeps hurting my own sister hates me, even looking at me in disgust. I wanted to scold him but I was powerless because everything was my fault.

Just this time I saw my sister's hateful gaze and the harsh words that came out of Aeini's mouth. My sister is a calm, cool girl does not talk much but the girl dared to say rude and scorned her own brother.

I accept, I've made a big mistake and I'm now the one who has to accept my own family's tantrums. I used to be quiet when Laila was humiliated and was reluctant to defend her or just calm her heart.

He was always smiling and patient over the behavior of my family and brothers. Only Aeini has always defended Laila and now my sister hates me for the truth.

"Vandu you find Laila and bring her here. Mama must apologize hiks ..."

"Yes Vandu, you need to find Laila."

"Sad. You guys are shameless. Throw it away and now you want to take it back. Why did you bring him again, for you to hurt and despise. Aeini pray you never find her."

"Silence Aeini, polite talk to the parents."

"Dad didn't teach you to be disrespectful."

I could only look down and cry at the speed of my father and sister. Everything Aeini said was true.

It's too late, and I don't even know where Laila is. Whether he's alive or not. I just hope he's alive and will forgive my mistakes.

I ran outside not wanting to hear my parents' argument with Aeini. My goal is now the hospital, I have to make sure of something.

Honey, I'm sorry. Where are you, please forgive me, my inner scream hurts.

My God, where is my Laila, please meet me with her again. I want to apologize and ask for it back.

I kept screaming until I bit my lower lip. Sometimes I wipe my tears because it blocks my vision.

Arriving at the hospital, I immediately ran like a tycoon to the room of Dr. Aira, the doctor who checked my condition and Laila at that time.

Brakes...

I opened the door of Aira's doctor room violently making Aira's doctor surprised. But I don't care. I immediately sat down and looked at Doctor Aira with a look of supplication.

"What's up, Vandu, why don't you politely go in people's rooms. You didn't even say hello and surprised me."

"Aira, please tell me who is really between me and the infertile Laila? "

"Yyama!!! "

I growled because Aira was silent with her surprised face. Aira was my friend when we studied vinegar majored the same.

"Take it easy on yourself, Vandu,"

"Did Laila tell you? "

"Don't pinch Aira. Which is the original examination. Hurry Aira!!! "

I kicked the table so impatient to make Aira fall in shock. I just wanted to make sure and hear what the truth was.

"Indeed you are infertile and this is the original result, "

Trembling I took out the two envelopes that Aira gave me. I slowly opened it, with a droplet of clear liquid drenching my cheek. My chest was so tight that I couldn't say I saw the results.

That I was declared a barren Phositive, and a healthy Laila. Oh my God what I've done.

"Ke.. Why are you lying to me? "

"I didn't lie to you but it was Laila who asked to hide the truth. Laila loves you so much, that Laila doesn't want you to grieve knowing your lack. Laila just doesn't want you to grieve and be considered disabled by people especially the Laila family."

"What's wrong, why are you like this. Did something happen to Laila, where she is now? "

"Ak.I made a big mistake ..., "

I was really stabbed by this harsh reality. The truth that made me really sick.

Lies and reality together narrowed my heart making me claustrophobic.

What I've been doing all this time. Abandoning Laila, torturing her even her inner and physical self.

There's still an sorry door for me, you where baby, please forgive me.

I kept walking in an ignorant direction with a blank look. A lot of reality slapped me. As if I was turned upside down by reality. And it felt the pain and bitterness I swallowed.

This is how you feel, baby. This pain! why are you quiet, baby. Why are you still smiling and smiling after what my family and I did. You never complain in the least, but I foolishly hurt you and threw you out of compassion.

I'm sorry honey, don't you punish me like this. You where? god give me a lead to find Laila.

I want to apologize for all my mistakes. I want him back, please...

"Ah ... why do you punish me like this Lord ...,"

I screamed as I stared at the clear sky as if mocking me in my fragile state. Even the sun laughed at me with its cyan heatstroke shining tears that had just come out.

"Why is it like this,"

My lilir shook while grasping a paper from the examination.

I went home to both of my parents feeling broken into pieces. There is nothing I have anymore, everything has been taken slowly by Vika and stupidly I did not realize it and instead threw away the woman who accepted me as I was.

With how much I hurt him ...

With how much I abandoned him ...

With a sigh I threw it away ...

Stupid Vandu you're stupid so stupid ah ...

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