The Heart Of The Wife On Honey

Chapter 32 Smiling for the first time

I was a little disappointed if Asma and her family thought my words were just a joke to help Asma from her ex-husband's family.

Even Asma and her family thanked me for what I did. What I said is true. I want to propose to Asma instead of helping to expel the family of Asthma's ex-husband.

"I'm proposing to Asma! "

My words seemed to make Asma glare even his family was also surprised to hear my words. I saw Asma glaring towards Bagas, but I did not know the meaning of that gaze.

Until Asma wanted to talk to Bagas both. Now I face various questions from the Asthma family.

"I seriously want to make Asthma my wife, "

"Cn .., "

"Sorry uncle, I know what my uncle and aunt are afraid of. I accept Asthma's past even I don't care if Asthma won't be able to have children! "

"Son, how do you know?"

"Sorry aunt, I know all I want from Bagas. I have long since convinced my heart that I accept Asthma as it is and do not mind the lack of Asthma. I know you guys must be hesitant and I take it for granted but I'm really serious about what I say I want to make Asthma my wife. "

"If that's true, we leave it all to our niece, son. Because Asthma will live her life. Whatever the decision of Asthma may you accept it."

"Okay uncle, thank you."

"We're just saying don't hurt aunt's niece, Asthma has suffered enough with everything. Asthma girl nice and submissive,"

I only heard the sad story of Asma from Asma's aunt and uncle. Makes me sick as if I could feel the suffering of Asthma.

Long I waited for Asma and Bagas but the two humans never returned to make me say goodbye to follow with the reason I want to talk with Asma.

I walked towards the garden where Aunt Astma told me that Asma and Bagas were there.

My heart was a little jealous seeing Asma so comfortable in Bagas' arms.

"Earmm.., "

Asma and Bagas let go of his embrace when they heard my deheman maybe they were both surprised at my arrival. But I didn't care, until I looked at Bagas hinting that I wanted to talk to Asma.

Bagas also understood and immediately left, while Asma was only silent not even a little even his gaze went nowhere when there was me in front of him. True said Bagas Asma is different even his views are also Asthma guard.

"My asthma is serious about my words, "

I was a little nervous because only this time did I speak softly to someone. I was silent waiting for Asma to meet but Asma never spoke.

"When I came here to propose to you, I told your family. They're just waiting for your decision, "

"I want you to be my wife with all your flaws. Since I already know the inside out of you, I accept it! "

"I don't force you to accept me but I don't want any rejection and don't keep me waiting? "

"I proposed to you alone because I didn't have two parents, I'm here three days later to ask for your answer. Hope not to disappoint, "

"If you don't want to accept me, I will marry you by force! "

"I go home first, take care of your health and remember not to run away!!! "

I don't know what Asthma thinks of me. Asthma must be confused by the suddenness of me proposing to her. I just don't want anything from before. It could be that Astma's ex-husband will return to ask Asma to refer and I will not let it.

Just tell me I'm selfish but that's me, whoever I want him to be mine.

Waiting three days was so long for me why I didn't ask him for one day to answer. I held onto my chest that was suddenly pounding. Tomorrow is my last heart waiting for Asma's answer and somehow makes me afraid that Asma will reject me. What if he finds out about my dark past and he doesn't want me to be sinful. O Rohman, are you not the one who turns back your heart. I'm a sinner beg for forgiveness and don't make Asma reject me tomorrow, I muttered in my heart to pray sincerely. It feels like only this time I believe in the power of prayer that God must grant the prayer of his begging servant.

However, there is one that I fear Asma does not accept such a depraved mass. I've decided to send him a message and tell him a dark story. I just don't want anyone else to get ahead of me. I don't know why I'm like this, I'm really scared of losing Asthma.

With trembling hands I wrote a message, indeed I have long gotten the Asthma number from Bagas only this time I just gave him a message. I don't care what Asma thinks of me tomorrow that matters I've been honest. Whatever Asma's answer tomorrow I will accept and understand the reason, even if I don't want Asma to reject me.

One, two, three, four messages I sent and I kept sending Asma messages telling me about my past.

Up to a hundred messages I sent though my hands ache but I was a little relieved because I had told it. My heart was pounding as Asthma directly read my message.

One second, five seconds to an hour I waited but absolutely no reply made me so anxious. What Asthma now thinks of me, I look at the moon so beautifully radiating its light makes my heart a little calm to see it.

O Robb, You who created the moon so beautifully and perfectly made my heart calm when I saw it. I beg you that the answer of Asthma like a moon calms my eyesight and my listener when I hear the answer emanating from his lips and eyes.

I am very nervous in situations like this. Where I sat before the great family of Al-Muzaky. I was waiting for the answer Asthma who was alone just silent. But, I tried to calm down and maintain a flat face as usual.

"Sorry sir Andrian, Lian or Chu I have to call you, either,"

I looked up at Asma when I heard the beautiful sound of Asma in my hearing. Makes me smile thinly.

"Aren't you a boss, there are certainly plenty of women out there who are willing to be your wife. Why choose me, you know. I'm just a wasted disabled woman, aren't you ashamed to pick it up?"

"I've decided say ...,"

"Unfortunately I don't care about your status or disability. All I care about is my heart that has chosen you to be my master. Even you have only one disability but I have a thousand defects and that I have told you through the message at that time. If you refuse me, never make your shortcomings. If your reason is only one, a fear! "

I quickly cut off the words Asma because I was afraid of where Asthma would end up. I see there is a firmness side behind Asthma's soft sayings even now Asma dares to look at me seriously.

"Don't we not know each other, why is it that your heart is so sure to choose me? "

"Maybe you don't know me but I know you. You are in Bandung! "

I pulled the corner of my lips to the side when I saw the shock of the Asthma family what was more Asthma that rounded her shady eyes made me able to clearly see the beauty of her eyes.

"How, did you accept my proposal or say ..., "

I deliberately paused my speech just wanting to see how Asthma reacted. Dam, the ternya Astma like nervous and scared make me cheer in my heart.

"Ma .. sorry! emm .. sa .. I accept you,"

I widened the smile on my lips when I heard Asthma's nervous reply. The first smile was engraved with a burden and it felt very happy.

Thank you Robb, this heart is becoming more and more convinced of Your Greatness.

Seriate....

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