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Rendra was glued to the spot, she really did not expect that Alya could say that. Somehow Rendra hopes that Alya will return to plead for accountability from him just as he once did.
"How can you ask me to forget everything when I remember everything I did to you that night. I was drunk Al, but I can still remember everything because on that night I was still conscious and moreover I did want you back then".
"So you remember what happened that night?" Alya asked to be sure.
"Yes, I remember. I remember everything" replied Rendra.
"Do I need to re-they how I undress you and lead you to bed. Do I need to explain everything so you can believe".
Alya shook quickly
"No. You don't have to do that" he said.
"I was disappointed that I did not find you in my room in the morning, but I wanted to discuss the events of the night with you. But I had to put it back on hold because you never brought up the matter and I saw you acting so ordinary as if nothing had ever happened between us".
"If I had known what I did that night to produce a fetus that is now growing in your womb I would have never let you go from my house, Al and I will hold you back from staying by my side" Rendra said sincerely.
Alya listened to all the explanations of Rendra carefully without wanting to refute her, it must be admitted if Alya felt filled with all the words of her husband. But he again steadied his heart on his original purpose and tried not to be influenced by all the words of the husband.
Rendra saw Alya who was still bowed, although hesitant he had to try to convince his wife.
"Why do you want to divorce when you're pregnant with my child?" Rendra lowered her voice again.
"Because I want to rid yourself of the snare of a cunning woman like myself" Alya said briefly.
"Al,, uh,,,!" Rendra was unable to continue he said, every word that came out of Alya's mouth like a sharp dagger that scratched his heart.
"Since the beginning of our relationship, Ren's been wrong, I've ensnared you in a loveless, affectionless marriage, but I'm too stupid to keep this wrong relationship going to make us both hurt each other".
"It's not entirely your fault Al, I'm guilty too. I'm the one who caused all this trouble" Kilah Rendra realized his mistake.
"Yes you are wrong" said Alya.
"And I was wrong too. We both got Ren wrong. But unfortunately we never want to admit our mistakes and continue to maintain each other's ego until finally making us suffer just because of selfishness alone".
"Don't you think about how this kid would fare if we got divorced?" Ask again.
Alya smiled, why should Rendra think about the fate of the child who is in her birth. Shouldn't he be happy because he doesn't hold her accountable, it means he can be free without being tied to a woman like her.
"You know, I used to think about my son's fate if he was born without a father, and how I should answer all the questions of those around me when I saw that I was pregnant out of wedlock".
"Because of my fear of people's views that's what I came to the father of the child I'm carrying to hold him accountable even though it's ultimately just an insult that I get" he said.
"But this time I don't want to repeat the same mistake, I won't hold any responsibility from this fetal father because I don't want to get back entangled in this improper relationship".
Alya took a deep breath before she finally spoke again.
"You don't have to worry because I've been thinking about this for days. I promised him that he would not lack affection even if he did not live with his father" Alya said, stroking his stomach.
"You can meet this child if you want to and you can still carry out your duties as a father even though we are divorced. I promise I'll never burden you Ren and you can move on with your life because I won't bother you anymore".
Although with a heavy heart, Alya finally managed to untie the bond that had been shackling him and Rendra. Now Alya realized if the relationship that is bound by force will not last long, it will loosen slowly until finally released without rest.
"If you think it's best for both of us and this kid, then I'll let you go Al. I also want to get rid of these shackles and live life better".
"But I keep your promise Al, you have to allow me to meet my son whenever I want and you can't forbid me" Rendra said.
"I will always keep my promise Ren, as long as you do not exceed the limits of reasonableness".
Finally, the deal was made together with the hope that their relationship will remain well established even though it is not in a marriage anymore.
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Nadine hugged Alya tightly, she could not help sobbing as she ushered in the departure of her best friend who was about to leave the capital for her hometown. Alya decides to return to her hometown in order to focus on her pregnancy as well as to calm down.
"You should stay here only Al, so that I can often gulp my nephew" Nadine said as she stroked Alya's stomach.
"I've been troubling you too much Din, I should be shameless" Reply Alya.
Nadine hugged her best friend.
"Oh yes, Mita nitip greetings. Actually he'd love to drop you off, but his service schedule is very busy".
"It's okay Din, I understand" said Alya.
The two smiled at each other.
"You have hearts there. Take good care of yourself and take care of my future nephew well too" said Nadine again.
"Definitely darling, I will take good care of her" Alya replied.
"When will I get the good news?" Alya's hand touched Nadine's stomach.
"Hopefully soon Al, I also want to give a special gift to my husband" Sahit Nadine.
"Keenan less tight times make the dough so it fails to continue" Ejek Alya.
"Lack of speed like what else Al, almost every night I was invited to stay, and did you know Keenan even prepared a special room in the director's room".
"Is serious?" Alya could not help her laughter.
Nadine nodded.
"So serious" he replied, accompanied by Alya's laughter.
Nadine looked at Rendra who was standing not far from her, she could see if her ex-lover was trying to show her sense of responsibility to Alya as well as her future baby. Rendra deliberately keeps her distance from Nadine because she does not want to make Keenan run amok on her.
Although Rendra had tried to keep his distance from Nadine, Keenan still could not let the ex-lover of his wife move freely. Keenan kept an eye on Rendra's movements and kept looking at her with a sharp eye.
"Are you sure you're going home with Rendra?" Whisper Nadine while glancing at Rendra who was standing not far from them.
Alya sighed.
"I have rejected him many times Din, but he still forced to take me to Surabaya" replied Alya.
"Uhhh so sweet really" Goda Nadine.
"Are you sure you don't want to talk to Rendra, Al?"
"Why don't you want to try to improve your relationship with Rendra, who knows if this time your relationship will succeed. Don't you want to see your son grow up in a complete family?" Nadine tries to persuade Alya to defend her marriage.
"Let's Din, I still don't want to discuss the matter. Right now I just want to focus on my pregnancy. You know alone if I have had a miscarriage before, so my pregnancy is also a risky one" said Alya sage.
"I'm not going to force you Al, but I'm just asking you to be able to rethink it. Take your time to think about my advice Al, it never hurts to give Rendra a second chance because I know Rendra is a good guy".
Alya just smiled, what Nadine said earlier was indeed true, but at this time he did not want to think about the matter too far. He must maintain his sanity so that his future baby can grow healthy. It is never too late to improve and try to start this relationship all over again, but maybe not for now.
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The story of Rendra and Alya is over
The author does not explain in detail anymore because this novel is not about the love story of the two of them.
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Ready for tomorrow is the last eps of the novel