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Bu Soffie looked at Rendra who was sitting pensively while staring at the twilight sky with a flat facial expression. He knew that the son was sad and disappointed when he found out that the woman he loved the most was now married and became the wife of someone else. He can feel how broken the heart of his eldest son pride is today, especially now he must be involved with the woman who has made his life fall apart.
Slowly Soffie stepped closer and sat down beside the son. He could clearly see the look on Rendra's face that was tangled with an unkempt appearance.
"What are you thinking about, Ren? From earlier mama saw you just staring blankly at the sky, what are you looking at?" Soffie asked as she looked up at the sky like a son.
Rendra let out a long sigh, actually at this time he was wanting to be alone and did not want to be disturbed by anyone but it was impossible for him to throw his mother away.
"Are you still thinking about Nadine?" Ask him again.
Rendra saw the mother at a glance and then looked back to the front.
"Mama knows you're disappointed that Nadine is married to Mr. Keenan, but you can't keep going like this. You have to give Nadine away, now she's happy with her husband".
"But I am sick, even now it feels more painful than it was two years ago" said Rendra.
"Sometimes I wonder why God is so cruel as to give me this much testing, do I not deserve to be happy? Am I too greedy to want Nadine to stay by my side?".
"You've had enough to mourn your life Ren, it's time you got up. You deserve to be happy, baby".
"But why does it feel so sick?" Lirih Rendra's.
"That's because you're still holding a considerable weight in this heart" Bu Soffie's hand pointed at Rendra's chest.
"If you want to be free from that pain then let go of Nadine and let her live happily with her husband. Only then can you calm down and the burden in your heart can be slightly reduced".
"I've been trying to be sincere, but somehow it feels very difficult. I'm almost crazy to even think of my life path full of problems" Rendra said.
"In an instant I had to lose Nadine and for these two years I still had to get involved with Alya".
Rendra turned her body to face her mother.
"I'm tired of mah. I'm tired of having to keep going like this. I give up on this fate".
Bu Soffie immediately hugged Rendra's body when he heard the son's heart scream and rubbed his back trying to calm him down. Indeed, he could not bear to see his favorite son slumped and he was also not willing if his son continued to suffer.
Bu soffie let go of his embrace as Rendra looked calmer.
"If you are tired of all these situations, then stop" Soffie said.
"Take off Nadine and let Alya go".
Rendra looked at her mother as if she could not believe what she was hearing.
"Mah!" Rendra immediately gagu, he did not bother to continue he said.
"Mama seriously dear. Leave Alya if you never love her. It's enough that you sacrifice your happiness just to protect our family's good name, now it's time for you to seek another happiness".
"Right now the most important thing for mama is your happiness Ren. And mama sure papa will also definitely do the same thing as mama, papa also want to see you happy dear".
Rendra could no longer hold back her crying, she quickly grabbed the body of the mother and immediately poured all the sadness in her mother's arms.
'Maybe my mother's words are true, she must give everything. I should be able to let Nadine go with her husband and I will release Alya soon. I want to bury all these wounds and hope that someday I can find new happiness'. Monologue Rendra.
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Alya rubbed the tears that continuously dripped down her cheeks, for some reason the tears would not stop even though she had wiped them repeatedly. His heart really hurt to accept the accusations that Rendra addressed to him, but strangely the pain was not as deep as his love for the husband.
Alya kept asking in her heart, is it wrong if she tries to fight for her honor? Is it wrong if she tries to maintain her husband and also the integrity of her household. Why does everyone blame themselves? Why is everyone accusing him of lying and no one believes him.
"I didn't expect that love would be this painful".
"I used to think that I would be happy to marry the man I love, but I was wrong. Just loving is not enough if not reciprocated with being loved, I do love him but unfortunately he does not love me at all. He hated me so much".
At first Alya did force Rendra to marry her because at that time she was pregnant and she asked Rendra to account for her actions even though Rendra continued to follow her.
Actually Alya had doubts if indeed Rendra who had desecrated and robbed him of his honor, but he had no choice but to hand over all the accusations to him. Because by the time he realized, he was already on the bed with Rendra in a position to hug each other and without a thread that covered their bodies in addition to a thick blanket that stretched half his body.
But over time she began to feel the seeds of love for her husband until finally she decided to defend her household and try to conquer the heart of Rendra. But now she realized that if all her actions used to be wrong, she should not force Rendra to take responsibility for her pregnancy because she herself did not if the fetus she was carrying was her husband's child.
Just like Rendra, Alya also once doubted if the child in the birth at that time was the son of her husband, she said, but it seems that God does want to close the veil tightly and let it be a secret that only the Supreme One knows by taking back a fetus that is not even three months old inside kandunga Alya due to bleeding.
Alya stared at the black and white image that was the result of USG that he did a moment ago, he did not expect if he was now two-bodied. Alya repeatedly thanked God for giving her the opportunity to get pregnant again after losing her baby candidate two years ago.
"Thank God. Thank you for the wonderful gift you gave me. I realized I didn't deserve any of this, but I'm grateful that you still allow me to feel it".
Alya rubbed her stomach gently, even though her pregnancy happened not because of the love of her parents, but from the bottom of his heart, Alya was very grateful because God still gave him the opportunity to have the baby of the man he loved even though the man did not feel the same way.
"I'm sorry, dear mom! Mama was wrong because she had to involve you in the matter of mama and papa. Even so, my mother thanked me for choosing my mother to be your mother. And mom promised to take good care of you".
"First mama had made a mistake to make your father angry with mom and because of that mistake papa hates mama because mama has destroyed papa's happiness" said Alya, sobbing.
"You wouldn't be angry with your mom if you were born with no papa by our side" Alya couldn't hold back her tears.
"You may be angry with your mother, but I beg you not to be angry with me because papa is not wrong baby, mama is wrong. Mama has carved a lot of wounds in papa's heart and surely papa will never forgive mama's mistakes. But it's okay, mama will not repay papa because at least half of papa is with you and promises to love you more than your love for papa".
Alya was still engrossed in having her baby-to-be talk without realizing the existence of someone who had long stood behind her and heard all her words.
"Alya!".
Alya immediately turned her face when she heard someone calling her name, and she was immediately shocked to see someone she knew standing behind her and staring at her.
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