The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

You're crazy

"Na, what the hell's the matter with Joddy? Marahan?" ask Kanda while tidying up the suitcases to be transported to the car. Kana who was busy feeding Ken was staring at her brother at a glance.

"No."

"But why are you avoiding him?"

"Gue didn't avoid Bang!" Kana is lazy if now has to discuss Joddy, where she is busy taking care of Ken and 3 more hours have to go to Jogja to attend S2 Nea graduation.

"But why don't you go find him?"

Kana was speechless because she was avoiding Joddy. As much as possible he should put distance on Joddy. Building a fortress to keep Joddy from expecting him, because Kana is self-aware. Joddy deserves a woman who's much better than him.

"Joddy really loves you and Ken, Na. Did you not see that? He's always been there for you, hasn't he?" Kanda sat down beside Kana and his outstretched hand took Ken's body and hugged him. The Gembil Cheek smiled with a mouth full of food.

"Lo thinks why is he single when he's 36? Because he failed to move on from lo! She's loved you since you were dating Si Amar." Kanda is really good at provoking, Kana so remember that during college her son was once the vice chairman of BEM who made his mother and father must be confused when he was arrested by the police for leading a demo.

"That means he's loved you since you were in high school."

Kana was still in listening mode and digesting every sentence that came out of Kanda's lips.

"He deliberately introduced Siska as his future wife just to keep Ian feeling. Let's guess he can move on from lo. Yes, although in fact Si***** it can not move from lo. But you also know he never tried to ngusik lo the same Ian?"

Kana rubs Ken's oil-filled mouth with a tissue and asks him to come down from Kanda's lap and tells him to play for a while with his grandfather.

"Sister Joddy deserves better than me Bang. Although what you say may be true, but we do not know how the response of Kak Joddy's parents? However it is not easy to accept a daughter-in-law with the status of 'one-child widow', let alone her child virgin. Besides, I still love Ken's dad."

Kanda sighed for a moment. His sister is right .... " Ah, stop! I just ngingetin lo aja, Joddy is a rare guy, limited edition. If he loves someone he will be faithful. It's like lo. From you do not know tik tok he already nge-bucin same lo. Remember yes, don't mess up if he's sick of you keep getting snatched by other girls!" Kanda stood up and pulled 2 suitcases containing Ken and Kana clothes. Crazy, really habit, go only 2 days already I want to run a month. "Lo thoughtin. Now get ready we gotta get to the airport."

Kana clenched her hands together, upon hearing what Kanda said. If indeed Joddy was pregnant with him. Why does he have to give up? But wait...why should Kana feel restless if Joddy really gave up and chose another woman?

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Kana stuffed her ears with earphones as soon as she reached seat 25 A by the window. I don't know why Kana feels weird about her seat. Mama and papa are sitting next to each other while Ken is in his mind sitting with Kanda, and he? Kana turns to her empty side and there are no passengers, Kanda says Kana will sit with her cousin Mona Nea who will also come with them. But as far as Cana was concerned, Nea had no cousin by that name, or perhaps a distant cousin of Nea.

Kana shrugged her shoulders, then turned on the music and rested her head on the window. Better he sleeps, there is enough time 45 minutes to just rest.

Kana felt piqued as she felt the movement beside her. Perhaps Nea's cousin had already come because Kana smelled the scent of masculine perfume. Nowadays it is common for girls to wear men's perfume, but... why is Kana like no stranger to this perfume fragrance?

Kana opened her eyes then turned her head towards the side out of curiosity, her eyes widened when she saw who was sitting next to her. A man she had been avoiding all this time was smiling towards her.

"Sister Joddy?!" exclaim Kana restrained. Suddenly all the strangeness he felt was answered. Nea's cousin is Kanda's only wits. Surely they all worked together to trap Kana into sitting with Joddy. Even Little Kenzo wants to work together.

Kana was preparing to leave, unfortunately there was a voice of the flight attendant who asked all passengers to sit down and put on seat belts because the plane was about to take off.

"How are you?" First word Joddy who came out after the plane they were riding finally in the air.

"Good." Kana tried not to look at Joddy. There was a strange feeling he faintly felt. It is like feeling happy but also scared.

"No problem needs to be solved, brother."

"There's Kana."

"Nothing." Kana looked at Joddy annoyed. The Bucin - this hard-headed one really made his mood jumbled.

"If there are no problems, you don't have to keep avoiding me Kana. Continuing to dodge will only make me fight harder to get you."

Kana shook her head slowly. " Then stop, brother. Stop fighting for me. I'm not something worth fighting for, you deserve better."

"Give me one reason why you don't deserve to fight, then I'll stop" Joddy said. Kana was silent, her hands interlocked. Suddenly his throat felt dry his tongue was mute.

" If the reason is because of your status, I'm sorry if I let you down, because I won't stop fighting just because of such trivialities."

"It's trivial for you but not for both your parents and the social environment. Moreover, you and Ken's father are friends." Kana answered quickly.

"The highest part of a parent is to see their child happy and it will all feel useless if we hear and worry about the other person's response about us." Don't call him Joddy if it's not the head.

"Sister!"

"You just sit down sweetly and leave it all to me. Stop worrying about unnecessary things. You deserve to be happy," sambar Joddy took one hand Kana clasped it tightly. Kana attempts to release her own hand but Joddy's power is many times greater than hers.

"Sister, understand." Kana begs even though somehow Kana's little heart seems not willing if Joddy really obeys what he wants.

"What do I need to understand, Kana? Your status? or your fear of people's views if I'm in a relationship with my late best friend's wife?" joddy said. Kana didn't say this time she was really tight-lipped.

"As I said earlier. You just sit sweet and quiet. Let me fight." Joddy lifted Kana's hand that was held by him. Then gently tipped the back of Kana's hand made the owner of the hand look at him with wide eyes, because really when Joddy's lips touched the soft white skin, it was very difficult to see, his body overreacted.

But it is undeniable that Joddy's sweet treatment of him gave a warm taste in the recesses of his heart. His blood rippled, his stomach felt heartburn like there were thousands of butterflies colliding with each other. And Kana enjoyed it all. It was very desirable for Kana to scream at her body because it had betrayed her until Kana felt a sensation that she had not felt for a long time.

It feels hot in cold temperatures.

But everything felt wrong, when suddenly Adrian's face just flashed in his mind.

"Enough!" Kana threw Joddy's hand a little rough.

"The more you chase after me the more I run away, brother!" Kana hates saying this. But must. He had to build a solid, high wall so that this stubborn Si-Bucin-had stopped chasing him.

"Please! Run as far as possible and I will keep fighting to catch up with you. Please build a high wall and I'll knock it down." Joddy smiled sweetly then leaned her body in front of Kana. "If you're tired of running, take a break. In that moment look back and there will always be a shoulder for you to lean on." Joddy's outstretched hand gently rubbed Kana's head.

"You're crazy!" Kana brushes Joddy's hand and then turns away from him by the window, throwing his eyes out. Pretending to be busy enjoying the view of the white clouds that are like a bunch of cotton hanging when in fact Kana is busy covering the red hue on her cheek. His lips twitched withstanding a smile. Once again he was betrayed by the reaction of his own body. The chessy.

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