The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)
The nightmare of Kana
**Yuhuuu before reading this story. I want to talk a little. In this story I use the first person POV, so it is different from the First Night version of Adrian. This is not the sequel. I just made a different version (Soalah I do not want Adrian go heuhueu)
happy reading if you like to read if you don't like to leave**.
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Kana's life is so perfect she's got everything. A handsome, well-established and loyal husband. She also has the adorable and cute Little Kenzo. But everything changed when the accident took away her husband. Kana was devastated not even once twice she wanted to end her life. But the helping hand of the two wingless angels from the past and the future drew Cana from the pit of grief. Can Kana rise and live with two angels without wings?
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Adrian smiled sweetly, along the way his behavior was really strange. He clasped my hand tightly as if I were going to go, for a drink I couldn't, Adrian's slight motion would tighten his grip. "Sister, let go of my hand. Thirsty's gonna drink." I tried to let go of my husband's hand, but he shook his head slowly.
"Wouldn't. Hold the thirst first, soon we also get to the Mother's house." Adrian focused on the steering wheel with one hand. The other hand that was free held my hand tightly.
I squinted my eyes. She's why the hell? "Oh my goodness, brother! I'm not going anywhere."
"Yes, I just want to spend the rest of our time." Adrian looked straight at me. I don't know why I felt Adrian's gaze this time was different than usual.
"What do you mean, brother?"
"I mean the rest of our time together. We're gonna go get Kenzo in a minute. That little monster's always been troubling both of us." Adrian pouted his lips pursed adorable like a child sulking because it was not bought a toy. Indeed since Ken was born 2 years ago my attention is usually 100% for him only 45 % left because the rest for Kenzo. My first son was funny.
"Don't be jealous of your own child, brother," I said subtly. Adrian smiled and raised my hand and kissed her.
"No. Just a little envy of Ken, he's got you now."
"Yes, it's natural Brother. He's a kid, still needs my attention."
Adrian nodded small. " yes. You are a good mother. Take good care of Ken, Na if I go later. Don't leave him alone."
"Sister Ian, this is all there is. Keep together! His father's brother. Where do you want to try? I'm gonna be gone a long time." I don't accept.
"Well, if I go to work, you take care of Ken, right?" adrian's reply. I'm mangosteen.
Adrian ruffled my hair for a moment. "Ken and you are two people who mean a lot to me. You have perfected my life. Thank you, dear, for being in my life." Adrian turned to me his hands still faithfully wrapped around my palms that looked small in his hands.
"I love you, Na. I will always be there for you." Adrian kissed my hand once again making me blush shyly at his words of love.
"I love y-" My words hang in the air when I hear a loud, long horn sound then I feel a loud bang from the front.
I closed my eyes for a moment but those bad memories were still there bothering me every night. Still firmly stuck in my head what happened a year ago. Even the smell of blood still smelled in the nose. My hand was touching my temple, there was a scar there. A wound that will always remind me of that.
I went out of bed and walked out of the room to move to the next room. I opened the door of the room in front of him decorated with pictures of cars and superhero disney output.
A 3-year-old boy sleeping was the first sight I saw when I pulled the door handle and opened it. I slowly approached the bed with a bed sheet of the boy's beloved superhero character.
His snoring was smooth and his sleep was so calm. I sat down on the edge of the bed, watching that innocent, sinless face. The eyes, nose, lips all on the child's face were very similar to his father's. Superhero actually. Superhero who will never come back for this little guy.
I took her little hand, without feeling like my cheek was wet. Remembering all the events that happened to me. I felt so guilty, several times I tried to end my life trying to leave this child alone, because I did not accept what happened. Assume that fate took Adrian from me and Ken.
The scratch on my wrist is proof of how bad I am to Ken.
"Sorry Mother. Sorry Mother, Ken," I whispered. I kissed her hand repeatedly hoping she'd forgive her mother's stupidity.
"Jaga Ken's fine, Na. Don't leave him alone."
All of Adrian's words always ring in the ear. At that time I was really stupid for not being sensitive if what Adrian said was a signal he would leave. I didn't even get to return her expressions of love to me, when they were parting words from her.
"Lho, how did you wake up?"
I hurriedly wiped away the tears that had soaked my cheeks as mama's voice rang out behind me. I placed Ken's hand carefully under his blanket. Then carefully tidying her up ensured she was comfortable in her sleep.
"Dream again?" Mama gave me a glass of water she took.
I nodded with my arms outstretched to receive the glass that my mother offered. Sipping the contents to just wet my throat that feels dry.
"Where, when are you going to be like this?" ask mom carefully, maybe she's afraid I'll cry and do stupid things again.
"Mama knows you're devastated by Ian's passing, but pity Ken, Na. He was too small to understand all this. You're the only place Ken can stay." Mama looked at me softly, ever since I was struck Mama was the only one who faithfully stayed by my side for 24 hours.
"I don't know Ma. Kana.. Kana .. still can't accept Ma. Ian's gone so fast. Ian has promised not to leave Kana. Brother Ian promised to teach Ken the sport. Brother Ian-" I can't go on anymore words all felt lost in my throat.
I gripped the glass in both my hands with a trembling body. Mama hugged me rubbing my back gently.
"You must be strong Na. For Ken's sake." Mama pecked my head.
" Adrian didn't really go. He will always be in your heart and Ken, pray for Ian, Na. Don't give her your tears." Mama hugged me tightly as my tears broke in her arms.
