The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

Honest

Moli looked at Kana sharply and then sat down beside her. "Have you checked with the doctor?" Moli asked softly as she glanced at the cute husband and son playing with Ken's toy in the living room.

Kana shakes. "I touched Mol." Kana is forced to tell Moli everything, because this time only Moli can confide in her. His parents are still in Bandung with Ken and the newlyweds, the plan is they will all return to Jakarta tomorrow morning.

"Why didn't you just tell Joddy Na before she got engaged?"

"Can't be Mol. Joddy's parents don't like me, they object to my status."

"But now what are the consequences? You're pregnant Kana!" Moli was a little emotional even though she realized it wasn't Kana's fault entirely. But getting pregnant out of wedlock with widow status is more complicated than the status of the widow herself.

Moreover, the profession of Kana's father is not kidding. If the public knew her widowed child was pregnant with an engaged man, it would be a good name, and that's what makes Kana now tangent.

"Before Joddy gets married, you have to tell him, to be honest, if the woman he was with was drunk, you!"

Kana shook her head slowly." I can't Moli. Sister Joddy's mother has heart disease if she finds out, her health could deteriorate."

"Who said that?"

"By the line."

Instantly Moli kicked down the dining table making husband and Rein turn their heads towards them. Wondering what made their wives and mothers act like such bars. Moli codes her husband and son to ignore her and stares back at Kana.

"Do you believe what Nyi Pellets says?"

Kana nodded.

Moli patted her eel. "Good, Kana! If you say Joddy can be trusted, but this is Si Nyi Pelet you know or we call him Medusa. The truth cannot be trusted. According to him Women are not good women, because what kind of woman proudly claims to be slept with a drunk man even with his leisure to be engaged and married." Moli was silent for a moment."But that was his main goal, getting married to Joddy. Crazy, isn't he? He can't be trusted."

"But what if it turns out to be true?" Kana looked at Moli seriously.

"Really for?"

"Sir Joddy's mother did have the disease and what if it's true that Laras and Kak Joddy slept together after I left."

Moli was silent for a moment and inevitably she confirmed in her heart the words of Kana. It could be, Joddy who is still in a state of drunkenness was back to make love with Laras. But time is it? Moli shuddered in horror, imagining that she could not.

"No, I don't believe." Moli tried to dismiss negative thoughts that could be true. " Kak Joddy is not that kind of man" he added.

Kana sighed and slumped her head on the dining table. His head was dizzy from earlier he also suppressed his nausea. God, why is everything so complicated like this?

"You're honest with Joddy, Na. And let him take responsibility for what he has done. You might be able to hide all this. But not with your stomach. " Moli reminded Kana, her gaze fixed on Kana's flat stomach.

"It's late, I have to go home. Rein was sleepy as he was," said Moli when she saw her husband's code pointing to Rein who had rubbed his eyes.

"Not just stay over?" Kana raised her head to look at Moli.

" O sory, Honey. I have to pack, because the day after I return to Germany to the house of in-laws. " Moli took both hands of Kana. "Are you okay with me staying?"

"It's okay." Kana nodded and smiled as widely as possible reassuringly if she was okay.

"Think about my talk earlier. You can't be selfish, your son needs his father" Moli added.

This time Kana smiled faintly, neither agreeing nor refusing. Elsewhere, not far from Kana's house was a car parked there with the driver watching over Kana's house.

It's been 30 minutes Joddy's been staring at Kana's house from his car. The lights in Kana's house are still burning. The gate has not been locked it indicates there will still be activity outside the house. Moreover, there are foreign cars scattered in the yard of his house. Who's visiting the clock... Joddy glanced at his watch, 10 nights like this?

Joddy confirmed the location of the glasses that frame his handsome face, he ignored the phone that had been vibrating on the dashboard.

Jihan called him earlier. Since in Bandung and until now in Jakarta, Joddy's mobile phone continues

quivering and still he ignores due to the four hours of travel, Joddy spends his time on the road thinking about Kana.

Joddy can't wait to meet Kana. Joddy believes the evidence he got from Thomas is enough to prove that Cana was the woman he was with that night.

Joddy straightened his body when he saw the door of Kana's house open and three people appeared, one of them carrying a child.

Joddy sharpened his vision, apparently it was Kana and her friend, Moli. So, the one who visited Kana's house was Moli? If Moli comes home, that means Kana just lives alone at home. Papa and his mother are still in Bandung. Joddy knows it was from Kanda's Instagram account that uploaded a photo of them having dinner together two hours ago.

Joddy starts the engine of his car when Moli and her husband get out of the courtyard of Kana's house. He then parked his car closer to Kana's house.

As Kana pushes the fence, Joddy rushes out of his car and takes over Kana pushing the fence. Kana who realized that the one who helped her close the gate of her house was Joddy, she prepared to run away. Unfortunately, Joddy's one-handed free hand managed to pull his hand.

"Please, Brother!" Kana tries to release Joddy's hand but to no avail.

"Come, talk first!" Joddy pulls Kana's hand into her house.

"Hey, don't be angry. It's not good for our son" said Joddy, smiling gently. Oh my God, he misses this woman. The mother of the child who is in the woman's womb now.

Kana frowned with eyes staring in disbelief at Joddy. "This is not your son!"

Joddy laughed amusedly. "Occording to whose son? New girlfriend

ye? Oh, no, no. More precisely a new boyfriend but a lie. Didn't you?"

Kana gasped at what Joddy said."You mean what?" Calm Kana calm down. Don't get hooked.

"Thomas your girlfriend already has a wife and three children who live in Bandung."

Kana gasps, from which Joddy finds out that Thomas and he are just pretending to be dating.

"Don't you fucking know! Get out of here!" drive Kana away turning her gaze in the other direction.

"If you're dating, then you're an actor? Man's husband's usurper?"Joddy smiled as he looked at Kana's pajas face.

Kana biting her deep lips, caught already. Joddy is not an easy person to fool. He's got 1001 ways to prove something that doesn't make sense.

"I'm not a lasher! Granted, Thomas and I were just pretending, but don't forget my boyfriends a lot not just Thomas. I'm a widow and I can sleep with any man and anyone I want. So, please get out of this house before they think I'm really an actor for meeting another woman's fiancee in a quiet house." Finished talking Kana turned her body ready to leave but her steps stopped when Joddy wrapped both hands in Kana's stomach and pulled her until Kana's back hit Joddy's chest.

"Stop Kana. You're not good at lying." Joddy whispered in Kana's ear and gently kissed Kana's shoulder. Joddy's treatment makes Kana's blood ripples, her heart beats faster. Fortunately, Jody hugged her from behind so she wouldn't know Kana's face change.

As usual, Kana's body response would betray her desire to let go of Joddy's embrace. This was too comfortable, even the dizziness and nausea he felt earlier disappeared just like that. Is this called a blood bond? The fetus in Kana's stomach may respond to her father's touch.

"Where, please be honest, you're the woman I was with that night, right?"

Kana lowered her hands clenched firmly on both sides of her body. Is it time for him to tell the truth? But what about Joddy's parents?

"Not." Kana was hesitant to tell the truth.

"Kana" called Joddy and turned Kana's body around until they faced each other. When their gazes aligned, the hearts of the two were pounding. There was a clear longing in the eyes of both of them.

"Dear."

For the first time Joddy finally called with the word 'honey' back, since Kana said 'broken' and really it makes Kana's heart warm.

"Na, don't avoid me let alone lie about your pregnancy. I'm sure that night was you and the one here was my son." Joddy's hand touched Kana's flat stomach from the outside. Kana bit her lower lip. I don't know why the feeling is so bad. It's undeniable at the moment that he's enjoying Joddy's touch.

"He needs his father, Na. And I need you." Joddy's hand gently rubbed Kana's stomach. Surprisingly, Kana did not mind at all. He felt very comfortable with Joddy's touch.

Joddy lowered his head to kiss Kana's tiny lips, feeling that Joddy's resistance deepened his kiss and that made Kana's defense to resist Joddy finally collapsed. Joddy's kiss that seemed soft did not rush to make him washed away. Kana's whole body suddenly limp like jelly If only Joddy's hand did not hold her waist was certain she would fall.

"I'm the father of this child, right, Na?" joddy asked to take off his kiss because both of them were almost out of breath.

Kana still didn't answer. His mind was still in doubt as to whether this time he would tell the truth or not.

"Please Kana, be honest with me and I will continue to fight." Joddy rubbed Kana's cheek pulling Kana's chin so that Kana's gaze aligned with her.

"D-"

Just as Kana was about to open her mouth, the phone in the pocket of Joddy's shirt shook making the two flinch in shock. Joddy cursed in his heart. Then took his phone intending to disable it. But snooze when you see the name on the phone. Joddy gestured for Kana to wait for a while.

"Why Fer?"

"...."

"Now?" I don't know what Joddy was talking about on the phone but his face looked serious, the opportunity Kana used to go from Joddy's presence, but the man's hand held him back by pulling Kana's wrist closer to him. Joddy was still talking on the phone, his face suddenly tense. Makes Kana wonder what Joddy was talking about with the caller.

"Okay, I'm going there." Joddy looked at Kana and ended the conversation on the phone.

"I go first yeah, but remember I'll be back."

"No need! Go if you want to go." Kana is stubborn, but she gets a little angry when Joddy says goodbye to her.

"Please close the door, please" Kana continued, then took off Joddy's hand and hurried away.

Joddy ruffled his hair, let alone the phone in his pocket continuing to shake.

"Shit!"

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