The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

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Kana placed a second bowl of instant noodles in front of Kanda. His sister asked to make instant noodles complete with vegetables and eggs. Whether because he was hungry or was diverting his tight feelings over what happened, Kanda asked to be made again instant noodles bowl both and not half-hearted two packs at once.

"Lo hungry what doyan?" joddy is busy with his laptop.

"Gue needs nutrition to deal with reality,"sout Kanda casually feed noodles into his mouth no matter the insinuation of his sister-in-law who was only different that year.

"Lo is heartbroken. Cement ah!" ledek Joddy's.

"Said by the man who came to the club almost every night after being cut off by the woman!" sindir Kanda recalled Joddy's behavior when there was a problem with Kana first.

Joddy snorted and returned to his job.

"Bang, so the man who cheated on Nea didn't want to take responsibility? And she even told me to abort the baby?" Kana, who had been curious about Kanda's love story, kept asking.

"Yes, Nea begs me not to divorce her and to accept the child in her stomach. Yakali, I'm a generous angel. Ogahlah me!" sahut Kanda was upset when he remembered his wife pleading with him.

"What about Nea's parents?"ask Joddy from behind his laptop.

"Gue hasn't talked yet. I'll talk later after I tell Mama to Papa." Kanda was actually worried about his parents' reaction. Because Kanda knows Gufron hates divorce but wants to know how else Kanda is no longer happy. Being forced to hurt both sides.

"Gue couldn't imagine how Nea's parents would feel if they knew her son like that. All this time they have Nea's 'good." Kana forms quotation marks when saying the word is fine.

"That's their business! Once again I am not a kind angel who is willing to kill happiness for the happiness of others, I am not a man who is half-pussy can* until his widow the desired girl." Kanda deliberately insinuated Joddy who of course did not accept, but only held back because the Widow in question Kanda was looking at him sharply

"So you're sure you're going to get divorced, Bang?" Kana made sure once again who knew she changed her mind.

Kanda only nodded as his mouth was full of food.

"Yes, you say the same Papa well, you know for yourself how Papa is going." Kana warned her sister who was just nodding it.

"How is the fate of his son?You want to give me a monthly?" joddy's question made Kanda quickly swallow his food because he could not wait to answer Joddy's question.

"Damn, ogah. I'm not a good-natured angel!" kanda sewot's exclaim made Joddy snort in annoyance.

How to become ibli*!

"Aren't you in love with Nea? You forget the same sacrifice you made in her?"

Kanda stopped his mouthful upon hearing Kana's words . Suddenly Kanda's gaze turned sad.

"Darling still, love is not! All my sacrifices and memories are the same she's lost because of the pain Nea gave me."

Kana and Joddy just looked at each other while carefully saying, "Poor you, Kanda!"

Kana will just open her mouth right when her phone rings the notification sign of incoming messages.

Nea: Tomorrow at the regular cafe.

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Since then Kana has refrained from scratching and tearing apart a woman who is now sitting in front of her even as they arrive at the door of the cafe where they made the deal attacked him blindly. Fortunately, Kana was still sane not to do so.

"How are you, Na?"

Kana stared at Nea lazily, stale!

"Well, what need do you want to meet me for?" ask Kana a little ketus.

Nea was fixated on looking at Kana in shock, she did not believe that she would get a welcome that did not match her expectations, her best friend had really changed. Cold and stiff are not as warm as they used to be. Is he still vengeful because of the incident that happened to his son a few months ago?

"I want to apologize to you about what happened to Ken. I'm grateful you didn't report me to the police."

Kana smiled cynically, she was completely fed up with Nea's face that looked like a crime victim. All of this looks fake in his eyes.

"That happened a few months ago, why are you apologizing now?" Where have you been?

"I'm sorry I just got to" Nea stopped her words when she saw Kana shaking her hand so Nea wouldn't continue her words again.

"No need to talk, Ne. Tell me your purpose why all of a sudden you're all the way from Bandung to Jakarta just to meet me?"

"I'm here for-" Nea raised her face for a moment obviously once she's like harboring doubt."To help me talk to Mama and Papa to persuade Bang Kanda not to divorce me."

Kana raised her eyebrows and laughed blandly." You're a real freak. Why are you asking me for help? The one you once insulted?"coldness

"Because Mama and Papa will definitely listen to you because you are their favorite child."

Kana wants to hide. What does it mean to 'beloved child'? Obviously both of her parents never treated Kana and Kanda differently, all treated the same. On what basis did he say Kana was a favorite child?

"Sorry, your household affairs and Bang Kanda I don't want to interfere. Take care of it yourself. After all the decisions are in Bang Kanda's hands we have no right to mix them."

"But I can't divorce her, Na. I'm pregnant with your sister's child!"nea half shouted.

Kana threw a sharp glare towards Nea then laughed again. Laughing at the woman who is full of falsehoods in front of her is also the state of the Kanda household which is really like the soap opera story that Mbok Dar often watches.

"Surely that's Bang Kanda's son?"

kana's question made Nea's face turn tense.

So Kana knows? Did Kanda tell Kana who the baby's real father was?

"Don't be surprised! Don't ask me where I know either." Kana seemed to know what Nea was thinking.

"I want to know Ne. Why do you have to hurt Bang Kanda, who really loves you? You know for yourself, don't you sacrifice him to get your heart?"

Nea looked down, she wasn't blind. Nea knew very well what kind of sacrifice Kanda made to attract her attention. Nea realized the man was so adoring to her, so afraid of losing her. It made Nea become selfish and used it all to avenge her heartache on Kana. The pain he made himself.

"What you've done has gone too far. It's only right that Bang Kanda can't forgive you anymore." Kana looked straight at Nea. He was really angry and upset when he found out that Nea was hurting Kanda again.

"I didn't mean to"

"You cheated on Nea! You cheated on a married man!" kana's jolt of annoyance made some of the cafe's visitors turn towards their desks. Making Nea misbehave because they were now looking at her with sharp eyes.

"How much do you do, Ne!" Kana gripped the end of the dress she was wearing, refraining from attacking Nea.

"Why don't you see it from my side Na? I'm a victim too. Your brother's been ignoring me ever since Ken's incident. And in front of my parents he promised not to leave me."

"You forgot you hurt Nea first! And you think you're a victim here? What about the wife of the baby's father who's in your womb right now?" Cana's words made Nea unable to refute. His throat was dry all the words he had already strung together felt swallowed back.

"You are also a woman. You should know what it's like to be betrayed!" Kana already did not care that all the visitors were staring at their table. Let them know what this beautiful woman in front of him looks like.

"You alone have destroyed Bang Kanda's trust. Many times he's given you a chance, but what? You hurt him constantly. So, for this time I will be very supportive of Bang Kanda divorcing you!" Kana ignored Nea's face that looked pale in panic. Nor did he care that the two of them had gone through days together. Kanda's pain makes Kana's heart freeze for Nea, a friend who used to be there for her.

Nea shook her head vigorously not accepting if kanda divorced her. He doesn't accept.

"No Na! Kanda can't divorce me. I still love him!"

"Omong empty! If you love my brother you won't cheat!"

Nea choked to hear Kana's words. "Please Na, persuade your brother not to divorce me! I still love him." Nea took both of Cana's hands clutching them expectantly.

"You don't love my brother you just feel scared, afraid of the sanctions you'll soon get. Pregnant without a husband, judged for being pregnant with one's husband . Plus your parents will be devastated if they know the behavior of their children who all this time they only know the goodness."

Nea was suddenly confused, all Cana's words could not be denied.

"In addition, you are afraid that your life will not be guaranteed because if you divorce my Brother then nothing can sustain your living expenses anymore. " Kana smiled for a moment and took off Nea's hand.

"Thank you for being such a good friend and sister-in-law. Thank you for making my brother grow up with the pain you have inflicted on him." Cana got up from her seat preparing to leave but Nea's hand prevented her .

Then unexpectedly Nea knelt in front of Cana. "Please Kana, don't do this to me. Help me to keep Kanda from divorcing me. I beg!"

Kana was biting her inner lips hard, however female Kana she could feel what Nea was feeling now. The woman could be so desperate that she had to put aside her pride of kneeling down and pleading in front of Kana. But who knows it's all just her way to attract Kana's sympathy.

Kana let out a rough breath and looked down at Nea who was kneeling beneath her with tears in her eyes. "Sorry Ne. I can't help you."

Kana slowly took off Nea's hand and hurried away leaving Nea just like that.

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