The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

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It didn't take much time for Kana to get to Joddy's apartment. The clock is 9 p.m. Kana hasn't changed clothes or even eaten. He wants everything done quickly. Even though it's heavy, he has to do it. Release Joddy.

Kana's hand trembled as she pressed the bell of Joddy's house, she hoped that the door would never open and she would not need to meet with Joddy to let go. But it's impossible because before coming here, Kana had sent a message to Joddy, telling him he would come and want to meet.

Kana slightly flinched as the door opened and Joddy standing looming in front of her smiled warmly with eyes staring at her in the shade. Kana likes this, then she lets her eyes linger staring at him recording that smile and gaze then storing it in a memory that can be opened at any time.

"Get in! Tired of it." Joddy rubbed Kana's head before finally opening the door wide for Kana to enter.

"Eating noodles again?" Kana stared intently at Joddy as she looked at Joddy's bowl in front of the TV room.

"Yes, Deck. Hungry to hunt." Joddy stroked his stomach and sat down on the couch.

"I didn't buy it yesterday." Kana sat down next to Joddy.

"Yes, I haven't had a chance, honey. Therefore marry yuk, let me have a straight," said Joddy raised his eyebrows. If under normal circumstances Kana would baper then blushed embarrassed and immediately hugged her. But now that Joddy's words were piercing his heart because it would never happen, they would never be together.

"So, what brought the Princess here?" Joddy kissed Kana's cheek gently. The little things that always warmed his heart.

Kana's tongue felt his hands suddenly tremor. He won't be able to tell Joddy. But he had promised Joddy's mother not to let him go, because Kana was inappropriate for a good man like Joddy. He deserves a much better one.

"Sister, I-" Kana lowered her head, she couldn't. Really can't. Kana looked up at Joddy who was waiting for him to say it.

"Where, is there something you're hiding?"

Kana nodded. " I.i.." Kana took a deep breath. "I want you-we stop, brother. We just break up." Kana waits for Joddy's reaction which is a little startled but then laughs.

"What the hell, Dek?"

"I. I want us to end this relationship." Kana squeezed the hard end of her shabby shirt and probably smelled of sweat from the day she wore.

"You're kidding me, right?" Joddy still can't believe what Kana said.

"I'm not kidding, brother!"

"You prank me?"

Kana.

"Okay, is this April Fool's Day?"

"it's November."

Joddy pulled both of Kana's shoulders to face her. "What do you mean Kana? If you're kidding, it's not funny at all!" Joddy's tone began to rise.

"I'm not kidding!" Kana put Joddy's hand away and looked at him more seriously.

"Stop fighting for this relationship, brother!"

Joddy laughed blandly. " You mean what Kana! Speak clearly!"

"Is everything less clear? I want us to break up! Stop chasing me!" Kana stood away from Joddy hiding her face from the man. Kana does not want to melt and hugs Joddy and apologizes for what he said, lying.

"Where! What the hell are you? Suddenly come and talk!"

"It's not ngawur, sister!"

Kana choked, her throat felt dry as she caught the anger in Joddy's eyes and voice. Just this time Joddy looked at him full of anger.

"Where, explain now-"

"I love other men!"sergeant Kana fast. Joddy was silent and his eyes were staring at Kana.

"What did you say?" Joddy hopes he heard wrong.

Kana's hands clenched at her sides. "There's another guy I like. He keeps teasing me. And I'm devastated." A lie! No man can win her heart, except Adrian and currently Joddy.

Joddy shakes. " No way! Lying, you're lying, aren't you Kana?" Joddy shakes both of Cana's shoulders forcing her to admit the truth.

"I'm not lying, brother! I don't really love you!" kana's jolt took off Joddy's grip on both of her shoulders.

Hearing that Joddy's heart felt melos. Kana bit her inner lips, holding her back so she wouldn't cry.

"I can't believe it, Na. I know who you are!"

"You don't know anything about me brother, you misjudged me." Kana took a step back to distance herself from Joddy.

"I'm not as good as you think." I'm cheap, easy-going and like to flirt exactly the same as what your mom said.

"What kind of empty muzzle is this, Na?" furious that Joddy had his jaw wrung, his eyes piercing to Kana's heart causing pain there.

"It's not bullshit, I love other men and it's real. So, from now on stop chasing me, stop showing up in front of me and stop seeing me, too, Ken." Kana knows what she's saying is hurting Joddy, the angel-hearted man who's always been there for her, even when Kana is in the pit of grief, Joddy reaches out to hold her in his arms to stay strong. But what did Kana do? He's hurting Joddy, the Angel Without Wings.

"Look at me Kana, look!" Joddy again pulled Kana's shoulder to get close to him, forcing Kana to stare into his pitch-black eyeball.

"Look at me, and tell me you don't love me." Forced Joddy even he held Kana's chin pulled and forced her to look him in the eye.

"I've never loved you." Kana bit her tongue hard as if she was punishing him for lying.

Hearing Kana's words, Joddy's heart felt torn apart. "lik! Na, what really happened, yesterday we were fine"

"God is pushing my heart out. Forget me! And find a better woman than me." Kana cuts Joddy's talk.

"I don't love you. Stay away from me and Ken never shows up in front of us again." Kana took the bag and prepared to go out.

"Who is that guy?"

Kana's step stopped when she heard the question Joddy .

"Give me a name, then you can get out of here." Joddy stood in front of Kana preventing her from escaping.

Kana. A name? Why would Joddy ask for a name? What's to prove that what Kana said wasn't a lie?

"Thomas. The man's name is Thomas." Damnit. Somehow the name that came to Kana's mind was that man. Kanda's co-worker is married and has three children. Finished talking Kana rushed out leaving Joddy standing with a cold face. But after arriving outside Cana heard the sound of objects falling because they were deliberately thrown. Kana sits in front of the apartment door. Tears he could no longer bear.

"I'm sorry, Brother."

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