The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

USG

The first time that Kana saw when she opened her eyes was a room that was all white and the smell of spruce on her nose. Kana looked around, there was only a woman dressed in all white checking the infusion bottle. Huh huh? Infusion bottles? That means Kana's in the hospital. For a moment, as Kana remembered, she was fighting with Joddy and then she fainted. So, Joddy took her to the hospital?

"Aware of Mom? How's it? Is she feeling better?" ask the nurse with the name tag Wulan on her chest.

"Why me, Sus?"

"You fainted, Mom. Low blood pressure and dehydration" the nurse smiled kindly. Then take a box with medical equipment.

"Sorry, Mom. I took a blood sample yes, make it in his HB test."

Kana nodded and let the nurse take her blood samples.

"Who brought me here, Sus?" kana asked after the nurse finished taking her blood sample.

"Mother's Husband."

Kana frowned." Husband?"

The nurse answered the open door, and a man with glasses with a plastic bag in his hand appeared.

"That's her husband, Mom!" the nurse then greeted Joddy and rushed away after saying the lab results would be a few minutes later and the doctor would check Kana immediately.

"Hi," said Joddy with a sweet smile. Kana turned her gaze when their eyes met. Ah, damn why is Kana's heart beating like this? If it continues like this then the defensive fort all this time can be destroyed.

"Eat ya, I buy beef liver rendang same capcay. Doctors say your blood pressure is low and your chances of HB are low. I searched the internet beef liver can quickly raise HB, this is also I bought apples the same food for Ken. After your infusion is over hopefully we can go home." Joddy deftly pulled out a small stereofoam containing food with a banana leaf base. Kana gulped when she smelled the scent of the beef liver that the smoke was still billowing.

For some reason suddenly his stomach feels hungry when he usually sees food alone his stomach is already churned will release its contents.

"Put it. I can eat by myself!"

"Your right hand is being infused. I'm bribing ya?"Joddy thrusts a spoon in front of Kana's mouth. The smell of rendang spices immediately smelled, strangely Kana did not feel nauseous. Is it because this boy knows that the one who brought the food was his father?

"I can eat by myself!" Kana keeps Joddy's hand away by brusquely brushing him away. Joddy was fixated on the rejection, but he didn't mind it. Kana's pain must be bigger

the pain she felt from Kana's rejection.

"Why do you claim to be my husband?" Kana stared intently at Joddy.

"They need data about you. There's no way I'm saying you're a" Ah, shit! Joddy's mouth sometimes he can't control, look at the grim face of Kana that makes Joddy stop continuing his words

"A widow is pregnant out of wedlock." Kana threw away her face as soon as she finished talking.

Joddy took a breath and grabbed Kana's hand free from the infusion needle, unfortunately, still the same Kana brushed off Joddy's hand rejecting her existence.

"We made a deal. You eat me a bribe and I'll tell you what happened. How's it?" Better this way, Joddy does not want the child in Kana's womb why-why. Doctors had warned Joddy to keep Kana pregnant given she had a history of miscarriage of her first child.

Kana was silent for a moment considering Joddy's offer. He's hungry but he's a prestige to eat in front of Joddy. "Whatever." Ah, this time just let him put his pride aside. His stomach was hungry and he wanted to eat the rendang.

Joddy smiled and handed over the spoon that Kana had rejected. Kana takes a bribe of Joddy and chews it slowly. It's so delicious!

"Again!" Kana subconsciously asked Joddy for a second bribe even though there was still a little food in her mouth.

Joddy smiled amusedly. "Yes son?" asked Joddy after successfully giving a second bribe, Kana unconsciously nodded and smiled for a moment she forgot that she was angry with Joddy. And once she realized, Kana immediately changed the look of her smiling face to grim again.

"I've got all the evidence that shows that night it wasn't Laras who was with me, but you." Joddy begins the story, his hands nimbly feeding food into Kana's mouth.

"CCTV in the apartment proves everything. The barrel comes in the morning. I don't know what you're talking about and then he's gone. Maybe he saw our condition and had an idea to frame me by inviting another man after you left to make evidence as if he and I were doing the deed. Once he's sure enough evidence he's calling Mom."

"What's he doing that for?"

"To cover up his rot."

Kana frowned not understanding.

"It turns out she was pregnant before I got drunk. The father of the child is my father." Joddy looked out the window.

Joddy nodded. "They're in a relationship behind Mom and it's been going on for 1 year, somehow the Dad who used to love me so much changed like that." Joddy gives his last bribe to Kana.

"He wanted to set me up so that I married him claiming to be the father of the child he was carrying and their affair could be safe."

Kana fell silent in disbelief at what Joddy had just told her."How are you and Mom doing now?"

"Dad went with Laras, she preferred that woman over Mom. Mom's still hurting, every night she's crying for Dad. He was devastated by what he was going through. His heart was broken to see the man he had been with for decades starting from scratch preferring other women. So, on behalf of Mom I'm really sorry Kana. Forgive me for the mistake I made for you. He's already got double the payback from what he did to you. She lost her husband and lost her happiness."

Kana just kept her head down she offended if she could forgive Jihan after all the things she did to Kana.

"You don't have to forgive her now, Kana. I know the pain you feel doesn't just go away." Joddy placed the empty food box on the nightstand and carefully grasped Cana's hand. Joddy was-was Kana will reject him again. But there was no rejection from Kana.

"Right now I'm just asking, please give me a chance to make amends to you, Kana. Let me take care of you, Ken and our son." Joddy stared at Kana's stomach, which looked flat.

Kana looked at Joddy and then released her hand from Joddy's grasp." It's not that easy" Kana said as the door opened and a doctor walked into the room with a nurse behind her.

"Good afternoon, ma'am. How's it going?"ask the doctor

Kana nodded slowly.

"We're going to the check room, we're the fetal USG. Doctor Gina smiled and asked the nurse to help Kana get out of her seat.

Arriving in the examination room Kana was asked to lie down. "Where did her husband not come in?" doctor Gina asked when she saw Joddy just waiting outside.

Kana is shocked when the doctor asks the nurse to call Joddy.

"Still groggy sir? It's already the third child, "doctor Gina's tease once she sees Joddy coming in misbehaving.

"Well, we'll see. Calculated from the last day of menstruation, the gestational age of the mother is about 8 weeks. The size of the fetus is about 22mm has begun to form the face, nose and other limbs." Doctor Hera moves the probe across the surface of Kana's skin. Kana glanced at Joddy who looks amazed when he saw the USG screen even his eyes look glazed.

Seeing that, Kana's heart became touched. In the past when Azura was pregnant Kana saw Adrian also glazed when seeing the results of USG. Will every father react the same every time they see their first child?

"That's my son, Doc?" joddy asked with a look of amazement and teary eyes.

Doctor Gina frowned in astonishment. "Isn't this your third child? Shouldn't be surprised."

Joddy stares at Kana and the doctor misbehaves. "So that second kid is a long way away, Doc. So, yes I've forgotten." Joddy tried as quietly as possible so that doctors would not discuss it again.

"Oh, like that." Doctor Gina smiled then looked at the two couples in turn." The fetus is healthy, sir, Mom. The heartbeat was already heard and the water of his decency was also normal. " The doctor finished doing the ultrasound and printed the results and handed it to Joddy who immediately received it with a big smile. Kana tidied up the clothes aided by the sisters who painstakingly helped Kana wake up.

"Only, please, ma'am, pay attention to the diet. Low maternal blood pressure is also according to the lab results of maternal HB levels are also less. Eat foods that contain high iron. Leafy greens, fruit as well as beef liver or chicken can increase HB."

"There's a ban on eating, Doc?" ask Joddy.

"There is no abstinence. It's just that for certain foods must be considered portions. Like durian it's okay but with enough servings." Doctor Gina smiled.

"In addition to sexual activity is also still lhoo," added Doctor Gina made Joddy choke on her own saliva red face as red as tomatoes. Kana chose to hold her shame.

"But please pay attention to the style and rhythm, sir. Do not wear a broken style let alone drill because it is still vulnerable is still the first trimester." Doctor Gina is getting excited about teasing, making Joddy wrong.

"Alright, here I write the prescription vitamins please redeemed at the pharmacy. I can go home because the infusion is over. " Doctor Gina smiled kindly and said goodbye to the next patient.

"Dec, man,

the USG photos can do me, right?" ask Joddy without looking at Kana and focus on the results of the Ultrasound that has been out of the check room until they were in the car that Joddy deliberately rented while in Jogja, joddy's view did not step up with the paper was still amazed by the results of the USG.

Unknowingly Kana smiled, her heart warmed as Joddy stared at the piece of paper in astonishment. Is this a sign that his heart that he had frozen had begun to melt?

"Can."

Joddy gasped in shock when he heard Kana's soft voice he was even more surprised as Kana smiled towards him. Is this a sign that his Cana is back?

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