The First Night of Cana (Angel Without Wings)

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Kana blinked her eyes a few times. The clock on the wall of the room. At 11pm. As Kana remembers, she slept at 5pm. His head was dizzy and his stomach was also nauseous so Kana decided to sleep for a while. But it turns out he overslept until he missed the magrib prayer.

Kana looked around her room. Sepi, only the sound of the clock seconds moving slowly. Ken didn't sleep with him, which meant Ken slept with Mbok Dar in the TV room that since Kana's stay, the room had been used as a makeshift bed. Kana takes her phone to touch the touchscreenny and sighs disappointed when she does not find a message from Joddy.

It's been five days and Joddy has absolutely no news. Kana doubted the man's intention to propose to her.

Jesus, Kana! You why? Why do you wish on that man?!

Kana shook her head hard and then got out of her sleep. His stomach is no longer bragged he also does not feel nauseous even now he is hungry once.

Kana's steps stopped in front of the door as she looked at the scene she had only seen once since staying here. Ken who fell asleep in a man's arms. Is that Evan? Ah, it feels impossible. Nadi will forbid him to stay at this place. Is that Kanda or her Papa? That's more unlikely.

They are in Jakarta, it seems impossible suddenly to be here. Or her....

Kana rushed over to the two sleeping people hugging, her eyes widened when she saw who was sleeping with Ken.

"Sister Joddy?!"

The man who felt called his name wriggled then looked towards Kana with sleepy eyes.

"Hi" Joddy said in a raspy voice typical of people waking up.

"I'm sorry, did I wake up?" Kana sits squatting near Joddy and the sleeping Ken. Joddy shook his head slowly taking off Ken's embrace and then covered him.

"When's it coming?" kana asked half-whispering fearfully waking Ken up.

"Hour 10. Lunch time went straight away. Get in the car yourself."

"Sister, come here to drive yourself?" Kana covered her mouth with her palm when she realized her voice could make Ken wake up.

Joddy nodded."Time-saving. " Joddy then sat on the sofa while stretching his body left and right.

Kana frowned, instead of saving more time, on a plane? Ah, never mind, the important thing is that Joddy is here in good health. Somehow seeing Joddy his heart calmed down. There was a feeling of pleasure to be able to see this handsome man in front of him.

Stop Kana!

"Why not wake me up?"

Joddy held the nape of his neck that felt sore. "Said Mbok Dar you're not feeling well anymore. I'm not good to wake up. Ken woke up and went to sleep again."

Joddy glanced at Ken then looked at Kana who was sitting squatting near Ken sleeping, when their eyes met there was some sort of sense that they wanted to overflow.

Joddy was the first to break their eye contact. " Don't sit there later if it's hard to throw it away" Joddy's temptation makes Kana grieve and then stand up.

"I want to eat. Have you eaten?" ask Kana and then go to the kitchen. Joddy tidied up Ken's blanket to make sure the boy was comfortable then followed Kana into the kitchen.

"What is Mbok Dar cooking?" Joddy sat on the dining table chair observing the minimalist kitchen.

"Non-cooked. I was so nauseous this day. The smell of cooking in this house just wanted to vomit so I just delivered the order." Kana took the pot filling it with water and put it on the stove. But now Kana is very hungry. Is it because it's baby? Is this baby happy to see his father?

"What do you cook?" Joddy looked at Kana who was behind him with a suspicious look.

"Instant noodles."

"Can't!" Joddy quickly turned off the stove that Kana had just turned on.

"Sister! What the hell!"Kana looked at Joddy annoyed. He was hungry and instant noodles were the most appropriate solution at this time, as food noodles were the fastest to cook.

" Don't eat instant noodles, pity my son."Joddy softening. He forgets that while pregnant hormones will affect the emotions of pregnant women, Joddy is horrified to imagine Kana going berserk and driving her away. No, no, Joddy's tired out inside he needs a break.

" I'm hungry, brother! A day's not good to eat, this is good." Kana's a little sulky. His eyes glazed over, leaving Joddy glued. This face was the same face a dozen years ago. The face that Kana always showed every time she sulked.

"Eat the others."

"What's?A bell?"ketus Kana.

Joddy smiled gently as his thumb rubbed Kana's cheek which was still thin. "Anything is origin don't instant noodles." Joddy walked past Kana and opened the fridge.

Kana was glued to her place, Joddy's simple treatment that rubbed her cheeks earlier made her heart rustle. It was clear now, Kana's heart was broken.

"It's got chicken already spiced up. Stay fried." Joddy took the tupperware and showed it to Kana.

"Yes, but long." Kana pouted then sat on the chair, throwing a sideways gaze as a sign if she was really upset.

"Let me fry, you wait." Deftly Joddy picked up the frying pan and started cooking. Kana glanced at Joddy who tried his luck by cooking himself. Kana knows, despite living alone, but the man rarely cooks. The apartment is only used for sleeping.

"Shit!" Joddy retreated backwards while flicking his finger that was grilled by a hot frying pan.

Kana rolled her eyeballs and approached Joddy. Seeing how severe the wound on Joddy's finger was, after being convinced the man was fine Kana finally took over the frying pan in front of Joddy.

"Let me just." Kana claps her hair with a hair strap revealing her neckline, then rolls her sleeping pajama arms up to her elbows, sliding Joddy's body with her shoulders to get away.

"Eat him, don't be so cocky." Kana glanced at Joddy and then continued Joddy's work which did not even exist half way.

"Are we building Mbok Dar?"

"Don't!It's a pity to take care of Ken and me all day, brother." Kana glared annoyed at Joddy's proposal.

But when Joddy recalled his argument with Laras yesterday, his smile faded, Joddy's feelings were restless. His feelings are back in chaos. He wants his mother out of jail quickly but he doesn't want to marry Laras. Worse yet somehow Laras can get people to hurt his mother. Jesus, Joddy's head feels like it's about to break.

"Sister!"

Joddy gasped in shock as Kana called out her name, half-crying.

"Yes?"

"What did you not hear me say?" ask Kana.

Joddy cursed himself inwardly, damn it. Though Joddy's goal is to try to forget his problem for a moment by meeting Kana and Ken.

"Yes, sorry. What was it, anyway?"

Kana mengengos then raised the chicken that has matured and silenced it so that the oil is reduced.

"Forget it!"

Joddy approached Kana and carefully hugged Kana from behind, Kana's body held for a few seconds and relaxed as she felt comfort in Joddy's arms

"Let it be like this Na. Just for a moment" whispered Joddy then kissed the pregnant woman's shoulder carefully. Joddy was worried that Kana would refuse his hug, at worst slapping him. But when Joddy feels Kana doesn't mind his touch Joddy emboldens to kiss her shoulder. Really, Joddy misses Kana, misses the soft fragrance of the perfume that Kana wears, misses the fragrance of the shampoo you wear and misses the sweetness of Kana's lips. The latter does not seem easy.

Joddy suspects that Kana will do it again with him. Ah, Joddy does Kana want him to kiss?

Shh... Joddy, Joddy is still missing!

"You why? Any issues?" kana asks who her real hand is already gat eager to return Joddy's embrace, but she still maintains her pride in front of Joddy.

"Hmm, a lot." Joddy sighed tired and closed his eyes trying to release the fatigue that had been in his mind since.

Should he tell her what's going on with him right now. About his mother who was in prison, the conditions that Laras put in order to get his mother out of prison.

"You want a story?" Kana turned her body towards Joddy who opened her eyes.

"Is it because Big Brother has barely a week more news?"ask Kana again, Joddy just shut up. She chose to look at Kana's face, enjoying the beautiful face of the mother of her child.

Suddenly Joddy crouched his head made parallel to Kana's stomach. "Hi, Deck. Sorry Papa yes, this week did not tell your Mother. Papa again sibuuukk oncei," whispered Joddy in a funny voice, Kana smiled. It is undeniable that Joddy's behavior made him melt. Totally devastated.

"Papa's here. Don't be fussy, okay?" Joddy kissed Kana's stomach, Kana's hand stretched out rubbing Joddy's hair. A fool with his pride.

"He hasn't kicked off Dek yet?" Joddy straightened his body and looked at Kana.

"Not felt."

"But you can hear my voice, right?"

Kana nodded. "Can."

Silent moment. They just look at each other. Draining longing through their eyes.

Joddy rubbed Kana's cheek."You know what, Na?I've been sick all this time?"

Kana gasps at Joddy's confession. "Huh?What pain?" A worried tone that sounded melodious in Joddy's ears.

"I'm sick, sick to miss wanting to see you." Joddy smiled as he looked at Kana's face which turned red from that blush. It's beautiful, it's so pretty.

"Don't catch your fight, brother!" Kana pushes Joddy's chest a little and tries hard to hide the red tinge of his cheek.

Joddy chuckled that his hand had already moved on Kana's chin, pulling her slowly closer to him, then it could be expected what happened next.

Time stopped when their lips met. Suddenly silence enveloped. Ah, no! Joddy can still hear the wind blowing out there. The crickets and frogs were so earthy, and then the sound of their lips were whipping and all Joddy was ignoring.

Their original kiss was a kiss, changed to ************** small** which then escalated into a deep kiss.

Unknowingly Kana's hand hugged along Joddy's neck, pressing him for an even deeper kiss. Make Joddy twist his body then lift Kana's body and sit her on the dining table. They forgot their status, where they were now and forgot the fried chicken that Kana was still draining on the frying pan.

Joddy's hand slipped behind Kana's back feeling the softness of Kana's delicate skin. Joddy's kiss moved to Kana's jaw and then down to the neck lingered there and did not forget to give a trace of ownership making Kana moan stifled.

"Na, said the doctor?" whispered Joddy fused their eyebrows together. Kana nodded with a gasping breath. Joddy looked at Kana who looked very beautiful with a reddened face and a look of eyes that began to fade.

"Can?"ask Joddy. Ah, tell me Joddy is perverted or whatever, but really for Joddy Kana is opium and he willingly bent his knees in front of him.

Kana just looked at Joddy and smiled. The kind of smile that was able to break down Joddy's defenses. They kiss each other again with both hands of Kana who is still faithfully coiled around Joddy's neck.

Joddy just took off Kana's top three buttons and is ready to move on to the next step. But the voice from Kana's belly that gave the signal to fill immediately brought down everything.

Joddy chuckles amusedly then kisses Kana's forehead full of affection.

"Eat first!" whispered Joddy he chose to give up and postpone. Kana just blushed. He did not realize that this man in front of him was struggling to shift his mind.

The universe does not support Jod!

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