The Diary Ecca

Epilogues

...Final Round...

Like I promised I would take him to my favorite place, on the top of the hill. In peace my heart saw a happy smile seeing a beautiful panorama, and more beautiful because there he was with me here, it did not feel like I wanted to end all this.

Ecca you're the girl I've been looking for, the girl who changed my life and everything for me, you've strengthened me to live longer to see your smile that makes me feel good, although it is impossible because it is hindered by this disease.

God, if you allow me, may I ask 1 month to live longer to spend and satisfy my heart to be able to see the beautiful smile of your creature, which makes me so enjoy this life.

Without him knowing secretly I held an art performance on campus, and thank God the campus allowed this event, he said, I played my favorite acoustics canon in D hoping he'd come up to me and ask me to play it again for him, and thank God you know my heart.

He came, Ecca came with a big, sparkling smile and came up to me with a sweet smile, and I greeted him with my sincere smile.

Then my heart seemed to fly every time I saw the smile that was expanding on her face, a beautiful face as beautiful as her own.

The thing I never forgot, seeing him sleep comfortably rested on my shoulder, with his innocent face not wanting to see him wake up and go by.

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Without her noticing, I slowly stole the opportunity to kiss her forehead.

God now I realize he must be happy he must always smile, but do I still have a lot of time to make him smile, to see him smile.

The thing I never expected to happen, my mother left, went to your house God, but I'm not afraid maybe soon I'll catch up with her, but please God let me see my girl smile as much as my servant if it is my destiny any minute.

It hurts, it hurts to see him cry to see me lying weak in this hospital, to wipe his tears even hard I do, I have to heal God strengthen me.

For days she accompanied me here, and here I was more and more convinced that she was the angel God sent me, a strong woman who tried to endure the pain in front of me even though I knew how she felt, I Love You Ca, Very-very Dear You.

Almost a month with no news for you, but I feel like I met you Ca, and it's like real, we're both on the ground, I play my acoustics and write a message for you, although my body lies here, my soul is always with you.

I decided to stay at my grandmother's house for a while, because the atmosphere there was more comfortable for a sick person like me, although the weight should be far away with you Ca.

You know Ca, for almost 2 weeks I've been here incessantly I've been thinking about and waiting for you to come here, I want to bring you back to your feet, I deliberately did not give you the news not to disturb your focus for college, I can no longer bear this pain God. At least let me stay longer until I get to meet my girl.

"Dear Ecca!!

Thank you for everything, thanks for making me feel alive longer, thanks for feeling the beauty of love, thanks for smiling that makes me comfortable.

Ca since the first time I saw you this heart has felt a happiness that I somehow find it difficult to lose and all along we know each other I just realized that I Fall in Love with you, I fell in love with you, and you're right the destiny of God's love really happened and I've felt it.

Although my body you can't touch but my heart and soul are always with you Ca, I'm always near you, and I beg you never to cry because of me, please give me your smile every second, every hour of your days make me Ca. ILOVE YOU CA my love will be always with you"

"Ca!" Call someone.

"David" I said in surprise.

"How are you?.. I love you Ca" said David.

I woke up, it was just a dream I was asleep.

Yep!!! God granted his request to express his heart to the person he loved and it was me he always hoped for, I was stupid not to reveal what I really felt to him.

If time can repeat itself I will always be there for her through her days. David I promise I will always live happily for you, me and everyone I love, with this love of yours I will make my life happier, thanks David for this love, I LOVE YOU TOO.

I placed a series of beautiful and fragrant roses on David's tomb, roses that depicted the fragrance of our love that will never be forgotten.

My days passed with a smile, occasionally me, Deva, Devi and Brother Fikri visited David's home and entertained the children there.

I'm living this fun activity without David's body here but I'm sure his soul is always right next to mine and his heart has melded into my life.

Thank God for everything, give David my most beautiful home there.

...LOVE'S...;)...

...THE DIARY ECCA END...

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Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

I never knew the meaning of the word love. I don't know what it's like to love and be loved, but I'm sure that love exists and will come to me. I will not seek, I will only wait for the love sent by Him. For I am sure that what He truly presents will be more beautiful without me seeking it.

Until I finally saw a perfect man in my eyes. He is polite, courteous, intelligent, active and understanding. And my senior brother Fikri, close to him I feel comfortable and I think that comfort is love.

And it turns out I misinterpreted that, until David finally came into my life. New neighbors and new friends who taught me how to value life and awaken my true love.

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