The Diary Ecca

The Part 25

...Dilangit The Same You Are...

To be a man, do I have to sacrifice my own feelings? Whether to be a man I had to leave my childhood only to listen to the voices of others; the grudges, swearing, scorn and reproofs that are often hurtful.

I've been drowning for a long time, probably since the last time I slept under my mother's tree. The tree where I used to be. The tree was still there, silent and alone. It feels far but close. I sometimes want to touch her, like I touched my mother's wall for the first time. But I know I'm not the old one anymore. And mother is like home who misses my presence. He wants me to go home to him. But I don't know, is tomorrow still enough time for me to be myself?.

I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive. Some feelings don't want to be immortalized, they just want to be left out.

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After eating David goodbye to go home, but because it was not too bad yet me and David both way out to the lake.

"Okay, the nights of the road together, romantic really ni mbak Ecca mas David" ledek security complex of my house.

"Can you please, come along? Come sir, while exercising let's not stress" I replied with a smile and plucked with our laughter.

I don't know why I just met David. We are quickly familiar when I usually not familiar with people let alone men, but the same David I feel there is something different. I feel comfortable when he knows you for a long time. There's no awkward feeling anyway if there is him I feel very protected, just like the same time father and mother feel protected. We sat on the lakefront meadow together enjoying the cool breeze that swept us.

"Nyalain mp3 acoustic good ni..nah ginikan more romantic ya no Ca" he play mp3 acoustic who does not know what I noveleosnya, but the song is very good and makes sleepy also hehe.

I quietly looked at him, he closed his eyes as if carried away by the atmosphere and the music I smiled in wonder. and turned my gaze far ahead too late in a comfortable atmosphere. I'm being sleepy. Because maybe the late horn when I wake up turns out I sleep on David's shoulder, but strangely he did not wake me up. It felt comfortable I continued to sleep on his shoulder, very peaceful I had never fainted this well. Especially with the gini atmosphere.

"Ca, wake up at 9 o'clock, your mother will worry again, as good as it is.hhhh!!" David Excited.

"Hhhhh, sorry, your music made you sleepy" we stood up and went home.

"I'm anther to the front of the house?" tawar David's.

"No need, deket.kamu just go in already malem too, ok! I went home ya.daaa" she just smiled nodding and waved her hand back my wave.

Until in front of the house I looked again at David turned out he was still waiting for me to enter the house, he again waved I welcome with a smile and entered the house. I entered the house when the father and mother were asleep, I washed my face and healthy habit of brushing my teeth before going to bed hhh, the abis was immediately dech sleeping pules until morning.

Bright morning as bright as my mood, today I leave early but not pa-pa just until 1 pm. Today's college schedule is not full, so I can go home, so I can take a nap hehe, I came to the campus kayaknya to pagian dech maybe because it was so excited. Still quiet but delicious, quiet just a lot of sound of birds are again in the same choir perewang campus again blush the leaves are fallen.

Then I asked the gardener again...

"Sir, are you listening to music?" Spontaneously the father was focused on finding the voice I meant.

"Oh yes, that was there was a group of musicians from outside who he said he wanted to appear later in the audit here, maybe they were more latian neng" he replied.

"Oow, where are you from, sir?" My toot.

"Well, don't know the neng" he replied.

"Yes, yes sir" I smiled as I walked a bit quickly to find the source of the sound because I was curious who played such a beautiful acoustic sound.

The closer I stepped, the closer I looked in the empty audit, I ran again in the non-existent rooms, in the music room, too, but I didn't give up the steps I was looking for until I finally stopped in front of the gym. His voice was increasingly clear there, as to suspect the cook playing music in the sports hall as if there was no other place. I saw the door of the building open a little berahan I entered and was stunned when I saw the building space that changed its decoration like a theater decoration and not a sports hall anymore.

I slowly stepped up and tried to approach the stage curious about a man who was focused on playing his guitar and my eyes widened in awe to see him playing such beautiful acoustics turned out to be David. I was stunned to see her play that beautiful, maybe so cool she didn't know I was watching her. He keeps his focus, playing his acoustics may be too focused. After the music stopped I greeted with a applause that surprised me, he stood up and walked up to me.

"When have you been able to play such good acoustics?" My toot.

"Ach can, it's been a long time si.hhh...since when are you here?" Ask David.

"Kok never said it's good enough for me sleepy if again can not sleep..hhhh.already half an hour ago!" Excruciate.

"Hhhh.. there-anya, yes you did not nanya hhh...half an hour ago too long, when did I enter how not to see?" Ask David.

"Obviously don't see you focus on the game" he just smiled shyly.

"Not saying also again if you want my campus, you know that I was with you to go..hhh" my lead was greeted with laughter David.

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