The Diary Ecca

The Part 51

...My Heart's...

I found the book I was looking for I sat down and summed up some important graffiti, I looked at David again with a smile, he looked at me and smiled at me, I continued my summary.

I looked at David who was sitting in front of me, and then he saw me pensively with his hand holding his chin.

I then followed him and put down my pen, then he salted, maybe he was embarrassed and changed his attitude and then we laughed.

"It's done sir, thank you sir!" My word.

"Yes equally" replied the perpus officer.

We headed out to the parking lot, as I drove David home.

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Love is opium do not stir later so babu eternal in pseudu, love is grace do not be too angry later severe wounds enjoy with resignation, love can also mature away to spread the drop to strengthen the rainbow after the rain. Tear rain, some are thrown clouds before brightly shifting the black evenly in the sky, there is something you should throw away before a smile isolates the suffering.

The sun shines on the eastern horizon giving its bright light while waiting for the arrival of the dawn, dawning, I could not bear to see such a great and beautiful bright light but it inevitably gave a question mark to my feelings that raged between anxiety and uncertainty that made me not believe it the beauty of love, my instinct asked me if there were any mysteries that always arise in my life that make me unable to go through every process in my life.

I was undaunted but also convinced but inevitably my little heart asked if I could fulfill my life well, the wind seemed boisterous which made me cold then I covered my body with a thick jacket that I brought from home. I don't know I just realized that it's rainy season and it looks like it's going to be raining heavily, then I closed my bedroom window as I watched the footsteps of the raindrops that were inevitably dripping and also wetting the garden area of my grandmother's house.

All will change day will be replaced by night, as well as the sun that will not be able to shine in the middle of the night. Whether I was the only one who was silent, for a moment I thought with every scenario God made for me, everything was ambiguous not clear, but also made me afraid.

The time goes by inevitably you do not give me time to momentarily forget my ego, I know all the things I do consciously or may not hurt your heart, it is not the wrong time nor do we have to deny everything that has happened. Look at me here fighting the bitterness of my own life without you I am weak against the bitter bitter bitterness of my own life.

Everything that happens in our lives is like a fairy tale that continues to grow from one root to another, like it or not we can only run every trip that God has prepared like a Director who gives direction to us, he said, although all is not easy every series of events that are present in this life is like a mystery that continues to run.

There are times when you smile, and there are times when you are sad every long road that you go through is not easy every road full of obstacles and also obstacles, and also obstacles, you want to be happy but all it takes is not an instant process like Indomie, even you will feel the more you are on top then there will be many people who will drop you.

Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice.

"Ok, I'm going home (holding my head) and you're going!" Say

Then I nodded and smiled, I waited for him to walk until his car didn't see me again.

I walked towards the park, I saw Brother Fikri sitting alone while reading a book in the park. Then I approached him.

"Only alone?" Much

Then I sat nearby, making him surprised and removing the handpone attached to his ear.

"Eh, yes, you are alone too, early in the morning there is a morning class?" Ask.

"Hhhhh.. had no business for a while, so leave in the morning" I replied.

"Eem that" he said.

"For what horrors, can you follow?" My toot.

"Can" answered.

He put my earphone on my ear, the song he listened to me Donita's novel waiting for an answer.

I turned and permeated the song, it seemed like the song that revealed the heart of Fikri's sister, I felt a little guilty that I could not give my heart to her.

I don't know why I who used to crave this so much is now so different, my heart is filled with men I just met.

But whatever it is I'm sure it's God's way. I glanced at Fikri's sister, catching her looking at me, and turning away from being discovered, I smiled in response.

"Don't you like this song?" My toot.

Then I take off the earphones and I put the earpieces on, I play a little star song that turns out to be on his mp3, and let go of our laughter.

"You're funny too!" His word.

I'm just smiling.

"Ca, until now my feelings for you have not changed" said Brother Fikri.

I fell silent and looked at him, confused as to what to answer.

"Ca, lucky that he can have you!" Excited Brother Fikri.

I'm getting nervous...

"Hem (sighs), I'm not lucky to get your love" he said.

"Sister should be grateful, man is lucky to feel love. Even though I can't have the love of others" I argue.

"I am, the more amazed you are" he said.

I just smiled at him, and switched the conversation,

"Tumben is not busy filling the event, usually it will be a busy person" I said.

"There is no reason to be busy" he replied.

Then, he smiled at me, which made me feel bad.

"Sister, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make this sister, but I couldn't possibly lie to my own feelings" I told Fikri's sister.

"No, it's your fault, it's my own fault that is so afraid to be honest, maybe if I'm honest from the beginning it's not like this, yes maybe this is the destiny of His" replied Brother Fikri.

"Sister still, want to be my best friend, right?" My toot.

"There is no reason to refuse" he replied.

I smiled relieved to hear it, we began to talk to divert the conversation so as not to get too late in the things that make our hearts claustrophobic.

On the other hand I still feel guilty, but I leave everything to God only He knows my way of life, my job is to do all I can and try.

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