The Diary Ecca

The Part 40

...Painting Dusk...

The mountain towering in the distance seemed to be challenging to conquer. The blue sky above the barren field stretched far into a peninsula that had never been touched before. Everything that used to be just part of the trajectory of history, but now forever has been a reminder of you. All that once revealed the entire trail of your firecrackers and conquests. The landscape of all the riches you now keep in your personal treasury. The wild nature of the horizon of thought and the treasure of feeling is barely pervaded.

There are no more secrets that you cover from our eyes, other than the deepest recesses of the trough hidden behind your dreams. Truly, no more happiness can represent our present feelings, for you have allowed us to be eyewitnesses; the desire of your desires, the longing of your longings, the love of your love.

How can we repay your innumerable kindness? For only the sincere words of what is unspoken yet we have been content to witness will fulfill all the promises of all that you have given but we will never have. However, that is enough for us, for you have allowed us to admire the panoramic beauty of what you have kept tight.

ooooo

If I am this, who makes your smile, then he is someone else who makes your tears fall. Do not be angry with you who have made the environment so beautiful, peaceful and peaceful prepare now, you want who comes to comfort you?.

The principal brought risoles from the canteen? The Minister of Education brings the key? Angels bring fruits from heaven? Young entrepreneurs bring the fragrant ones? Necromancer? A grubber? An army? A dancer? Or I alone carry the words of choice, I will be happy to say it and you are happy. Don't cry, later you have a headache, is there anything I need to help?.

Albert Einstein made the mistake of wanting to be completely the same as me, he didn't choose you to be his lover so he couldn't be alone in the room and wanted to meet you!.

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and when my heart beats faster than the speed of light by the desire to meet you.

The sun shines on the eastern horizon giving its bright light while waiting for the arrival of the dawn, dawning, I could not bear to see such a great and beautiful bright light but it inevitably gave a question mark to my feelings that raged between anxiety and uncertainty that made me not believe it the beauty of love, my instinct asked me if there were any mysteries that always arise in my life that make me unable to go through every process in my life. I was undaunted but also convinced but inevitably my little heart asked if I could fulfill my life well, the wind seemed boisterous which made me cold then I covered my body with a thick jacket that I brought from home. I don't know I just realized that it's rainy season and it looks like it's going to be raining heavily, then I closed my bedroom window as I watched the footsteps of the raindrops that were inevitably dripping and also wetting the garden area of my grandmother's house.

All will change day will be replaced by night, as well as the sun that will not be able to shine in the middle of the night. Whether I was the only one who was silent, for a moment I thought with every scenario God made for me, everything was ambiguous not clear, but also made me afraid.

The time goes by inevitably you do not give me time to momentarily forget my ego, I know all the things I do consciously or may not hurt your heart, it is not the wrong time nor do we have to deny everything that has happened. Look at me here fighting the bitterness of my own life without you I am weak against the bitter bitter bitterness of my own life. I realize every hour of the second minute will not be easy to say sorry but my ego still makes me feel afraid. I myself fight the bitter bitter tingling of the sun along with its rays that always take care of me in every complaint I go through, although I realized the dawn was not that easy to roll up everything that made me realize I was not you and you were not me.

Everything that happens in our lives is like a fairy tale that continues to grow from one root to another, like it or not we can only run every trip that God has prepared like a Director who gives direction to us, he said, although all is not easy every series of events that are present in this life is like a mystery that continues to run.

There are times when you smile, and there are times when you are sad every long road that you go through is not easy every road full of obstacles and also obstacles, and also obstacles, you want to be happy but all it takes is not an instant process like Indomie, even you will feel the more you are on top then there will be many people who will drop you.

However, everything will happen and every thing will be a life journey full of fantasy, together with the figure of a friend who always accompanies you when you like or mourn we will never walk alone there is always someone behind us whether they are a savior or an antagonist.

There is happiness that I feel along with love and also every thing that I imagine with it I feel that God is always with me taking care of me and also protecting me. Therefore I am strong because I feel proud to be myself, even though I realize that every human being is not perfect all have their own advantages and also their advantages. I realized that every wish I had sometimes dropped myself and also sometimes all the fatigue I did not only gave me happiness but also gave me the opportunity to keep going and succeed thanks to the do'a.

ooooo