The Diary Ecca

The Part 46

...Love Seed...

I looked at him, I was afraid that if I answered I would hurt him, I just kept quiet and turned my eyes away.

"Cause Ca.. say it, I'm not papa, we're friends, should we cover each other up after I express all my feelings to you" he said.

Then he stroked my head, which reminded me of David's habits.

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and when my heart beats faster than the speed of light by the desire to meet you.

There is happiness that I feel along with love and also every thing that I imagine with it I feel that God is always with me taking care of me and also protecting me, therefore I am strong and happy.

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I took a deep breath and I began to be honest with him...

"His name is David, he's my new neighbor who doesn't know why even though he just knew he was so familiar with his father, mother, and I too. Every time I feel comfortable, I think my feelings are not more than just affection to neighbors and friends, but when he disappears I feel a deep loss and pain, but today I will try to make her lupain, bismilah" I said at length.

Then I looked at Brother Fikri who was smiling looking at me, I replied with my smile.

"Don't forget it, but keep it in your heart because it comes from God and will go away because of Him, all you have to do is not erase it but make it your motivation, to be more firm, take the positive side, remember the moment of pleasure you get from it, and make it as your motivation, he will feel sorry for leaving the love you give" said Fikri.

I just smiled and nodded, yes it is true said brother Fikri I have no right to remove it. Only God has the right to remove it, thanks to David for making me feel how wonderful it is to fall in love and how painful it is to lose, wherever you are, I am still waiting for you to come and this heart is still there for you.

"God give me the best path!" I cried in my mind.

Back home from college, I looked at David's house but he wasn't home yet, and in the middle of the night I woke up to pray tahajud, asking for guidance from God.

"Your God who gives this feeling to the servant and the servant is sure that you will also eliminate this feeling for the servant, O Allah show you the best way for the servant, calm the heart of the servant, O Allah, find the servant with David wherever he is, return him before the servant so that the servant can express all the feelings of this servant to him, o Allah, I believe whatever destiny you give to the servant is the best destiny for the servant" I said in my mind.

I went out of the room, walked to the front porch I looked at David's house but still nil, I went back in and slept.

"Ca!" The voice that surprised me.

"David, where are you going? you're evil why did you leave after you took my heart!" Excruciate.

Then he just smiled.

"Who said I was gone, I was there!" He shouted while pointing towards my heart.

"But why did you disappear?" My toot.

He walked away from my sight towards the white light that dazzled my eyes, I shouted to his name, but he did not turn his head towards me in the least.

I woke up from my sleep, it was all a dream but as it was real, what all the words of David, God protect David.

Before long the dawn prayer me reverberated I woke up and prayed together with my father.

The phone rang, and my mother hurried to lift him up...

"Assynnya!"

"Yes right, with whom yes, Ooh grandmother David, I happen to thank my grandmother for helping my child so well!" Said mom.

I was shocked to hear that there was no way for no reason that Grandma David would call my house.

Then I walked closer to my mother...

"Oh my God, since when is the mother, well my grandmother will say thank you, Ecca immediately there, walaikumsalam" mother immediately covered the phone with a worried face.

"Ca, David's in the hospital, you get there and he keeps calling your name!" Said mom.

I was surprised my tears did not hold back again in our rush to the hospital where David was treated, I went down in the lobby of the hospital father and mother parked the car, I ran to the secretariat.

"Where's the patient room cluster, David mahendra?" My toot.

"For a while now, (looking at the computer data) there's room number 16 first class at the end of there!" The nurse of the hospital.

"Thank you" I ran as fast as I could, until in front of the room I saw David's grandmother who was probably with David's father, a man who was the same age as my father, then I approached grandma.

If I am this, who makes your smile, then he is someone else who makes your tears fall. Do not be angry with you who have made the environment so beautiful, peaceful and peaceful prepare now, you want who comes to comfort you?.

The principal brought risoles from the canteen? The Minister of Education brings the key? Angels bring fruits from heaven? Young entrepreneurs bring the fragrant ones? Necromancer? A grubber? An army? A dancer? Or I alone carry the words of choice, I will be happy to say it and you are happy. Don't cry, later you have a headache, is there anything I need to help?.

Albert Einstein made the mistake of wanting to be completely the same as me, he didn't choose you to be his lover so he couldn't be alone in the room and wanted to meet you!.

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and when my heart beats faster than the speed of light by the desire to meet you.

The sweetly written annual temple of my love story with him that sits in the courtyard of love together with my heart that is always ringing with the whisper of his love so sweet, so sweet, indefinitely revealed but I cannot speak with words.

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