The Diary Ecca

The Part 32

...You & Me...

The clock's needle kept ticking towards the infinite axis with a full turn I kept asking myself, today whether it will be better than the days before or it will even give me a flurry of money actually leads me to the fear of starting a change.

Today is free college, yes saturday stops our allotment off, usually I just at home spending time with mom experimenting to make food, but today it does not feel excited.

To eliminate my turmoil from yesterday's results, I look for busy reading novels, reading novels even added ngingetin in novel melo-melo themed. I look for other activities, I see pencils and picture books, because in addition to the hobby of reading novels I also have a hobby called drawing.

I began to make patterns, face patterns that I kept scratching pencils according to my instincts as if my hands already know what to draw, when the picture is finished I observe, I observe, it turned out that my graffiti produced a picture of a man I just knew, yes it was David. Confused and smiling to myself, I moved from my seat and stepped to the window, I looked at David's house, it seemed like he was leaving because his car wasn't there.

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Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice.

For me life is always black and white, happiness will always be directly proportional to sadness. We're just waiting for the time to take turns, right?. And so with silence. Today feels crowded, maybe tomorrow we will dialogue again with solitude.

Although in the crowd I still feel lonely, somehow lonely I feel without someone who can accompany me in this solitude, it does not feel like I have gone further and further I walk alone.

My egoist feels that if I just complain without trying, somehow my pen scratches to the point where the black ink that I write on white paper has run out, inexplicably, everything I write corresponds to the journey of life in which the crying heart tells of every journey of the soft heart, although the time spoke in a soft tone while accompanied by the piano which continued to sound with melodunya like a melody that struck the heart.

The clock's needle kept ticking towards the infinite axis with a full turn I kept asking myself, today whether it will be better than the days before or it will even give me a flurry of money actually leads me to the fear of starting a change.

I closed the window curtain and turned away but suddenly the sound of thunder was heard, as if God knew what I was feeling until it rained to comfort me, hemm thank God, I prepared to leave the room waiting for rain on the front porch of my room and before long it rained, yes it came down slowly which was getting louder and heavier.

I held the pillars of the porch fence with my face I turned up to face the sky as I closed my eyes enjoying every drop of rain that began to wet my body, until I dissolved by it...

"Ecca why the test, let's go in and catch your wind!" Shouted my mother from inside the room with an anxious face, I just turned my head and smiled.

I ran towards my mother and pulled her out, so our joking laughter broke just this time was horrified the child had been playing college chants with his mother hhh.

The results of the tests were malemnya I became flu dech, but alahamdulillah mother no, yes know how tormented people flu, sneezing continues and nose stuck. Thank you that is a sign of Allah love me, dyingetin let not hobby the rain, even though the flu I want to go to lake ngadem, the air is again very good, dear if not see the lake.

"Mom, I went to the lake!" My word.

"Let's not be long, baby, you have a fever!" My mother cried, wanting.

"Ok, mom" my lead.

I walked over to look at David's house because his car wasn't on the porch, maybe it wasn't home.

"Malem-malem road itself is not afraid mbk Ecca?". Ask the security guard.

"Fear of who?" My toot.

"Hhh father can, if the devil is like my father is not afraid even I chat, his father is funny si hhhh". My candle made us laugh.

Arriving at the lake I sat down and my eyes were wide awestruck by the sight of many fireflies tonight, my God is so good that you spread fireflies to keep me company, I saw them flying beautifully.

"For a fever, a cold patch here!" Shouted someone from a distance, a voice that shocked me, as I was familiar with.

"David, when's that?" My toot.

"It was only 10 minutes ago" he said.

Ten minutes? it's been since I left here dong people I just a minute here weird.

"Masa? how can I not see?" My toot.

"I can say it" replied David.

The joke that made us laugh, he sat next to me, suddenly I sneezed three times.

"You know pain is not rest!" David reminded me.

"Yes si, but want to come here si, let alone fit there gini fireflies are rare" I replied innocently.

He looked at me and held my eel with his left hand.

"It's still hot, you should take a break Ca, so next time don't try!" David Excited.

I was surprised why he knew, not that he wasn't home.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

Not because the word forever sounds impossible, actually nothing can happen on earth, if you ask why, actually I do not know.

I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive.

I never knew the meaning of the word love. I don't know what it's like to love and be loved, but I'm sure that love exists and will come to me. I will not seek, I will only wait for the love sent by Him. For I am sure that what He truly presents will be more beautiful without me seeking it.

Until I finally saw a perfect man in my eyes. He's polite, courteous, intelligent and understanding, close to him I feel comfortable.

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