The Diary Ecca

The Part 53

...Dusk & Sun...

"Here, sister's boyfriend?!, beautiful if it's big later I also want to find a girlfriend like sister's boyfriend" said the fat boy with his cheeks that are like bakpao, a girl with a fat body, he was greeted with cheers from his friends.

"Huuuu!!"

"It could be the puffer" David replied as he pinched the child's cheek.

"We're going to the yok park, camping!" bring him.

"Ayoook!, Mother (parental home) also waited in the park" he replied.

"Ok, let's go!" The children hurriedly got ahead of us and brought us the things we had brought.

Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.

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Sadness is like a silent lake on the mother's wall, a sobbing wall and carving out my childhood. How lonely was I at the time? I really don't understand why I made that wall cry? It was like a home to me.

Arriving at the garden of the orphanage, I was amazed to see the beautiful atmosphere with many trees and seemed to have planned it.

Camping with them with a mat on top with a variety of food and grass in the middle and there is a grill that is being prepared to burn corn and other foods.

I saw an old mother who was probably in her 50s was busy burning corn with a man who was the same age as David was probably her son.

"Deeeee!!! david's son is here!" Exclaims.

And he came to us, and David kissed his hand I followed him.

"Who is that?" Ask.

"According to the mother (while smiling)" said David.

"Hhhh, yes I understand, yes let's sit mom continues to burn her corn" he said.

We sat with the children of the orphanage who were busy playing with the toy that David brought earlier.

"Where's Ca?" Ask David.

"Hem, it's also fun because it's the first time I've been to the orphanage" I replied.

"Later you have to come here often" in a weakened tone.

I looked towards him, with a weakened view of whether this was his message for me before he left, Lord please don't.

"Yes definitely" I replied.

Then she turned her head towards me and smiled, she suddenly held onto her chest. I immediately took the medicine in his bag and I hurriedly helped him to take the medicine.

"Remain relieved (manyaku with a vibrating tone resisting crying)"

Then he smiled and held her hand. I sat holding her hand by her side while looking at the children of the playhouse.

Secretly I always glanced at him, I could not always see him withstanding his pain. God, if you let me, can you share the pain he felt to me so that he can ease the pain he felt every time it came.

"Sister, play guitar for us dong!" pinta girls and are welcomed in agreement by other children.

"Ok, sit neatly, and listen carefully to the song not to sleep yes" glanced at me as if insinuating me, because I often sleep with David's acoustic horror.

I sat with the boys at the home looking at David who was so agile plucking his fingers on the guitar strings, he looked at me every once in a while, and then I just smiled.

God, please heal him so hard you must make him go away from us. Seeing the children of the home who were so comfortable to see David and so happy he came here, should their laughter fade because they could not see the figure that always entertained and shared with them.

I could not help but hold back this chest tightness, I stood up and ran as far away from their sight as I could, then I went into the bathroom and there I overflowed all my heart tightness, I let out all my tears.

Oh, God, strengthen me, I don't know what to do with it, strengthen me, God force me to smile in front of him (David).

"Ca! You're nothing, are you?" david's voice was outside.

"No, I'm just going to be, you don't be ashamed!" Excruciate.

"Oh ok ok ok. kirain why, don't be long yes" said David.

"okay!" My answer.

I tried to cover my vibrating voice, hurriedly washing my face to remove any trace of my crying. I sighed and went back out to join them, the children welcomed me and pulled me to play with them.

I followed their request, we laughed cheerfully playing here and there it was nice to see their loose laughter. The cool David took pictures of us playing.

It did not feel almost magrib, then we said goodbye to go home and the children drove us to the front of the home, then there was a child walking over to us.

"Tomorrow here again, brother!" Say

"Yes definitely dong!. Tos used to dong!, yeah pinter. ok and all the brothers came home first yes" said me and also David to the children of the home.

Then they waved their hands waiting for us to walk away from them.

"Hem mengeneng ya, writhing they laugh without burden" I said.

"Yes, I see you are very comfortable with them" said David.

"Hhh.. I happen to like their abis children funny si" I replied.

"Thank God, once a week I take them there, comforting them just to share happiness" said David.

"Both my neighbor" I said, which made us laugh.

"Ca...Let's get up let's take it!"

Hearing that I woke up, I was already in the room and my mother was sitting next to me.

"Kok, I'm here, wasn't he just a malem?" I said confused.

"That's why don't you sleep, you fall asleep in David's car, he's the one who carried you to your room!" Said mom.

"True mother, if you want to be in other face shame mother" replied my mother.

"Hhhh.. You are-there, let's wake up we pray dad was waiting!" My mother.

Mom went outside, I ran up the room and looked at David's room. He was outside also waving his hands towards me, then I replied to him and immediately entered with a shy expression, I could have slept that late until in the hold of people who did not know, he said, Oh my God, I'm so ashamed not to mention dech.

At the dinner table I went all-out in the same bully father and mother with the problem earlier malem, hem events that are difficult to forget discussed continue to be the same mother, hem... where is this day off so can not busy themselves. But let's just say it's all a dream, but what if I met David had God.

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