The Diary Ecca
The Part 33
...Love In The Heart...
Some feelings don't want to be perpetuated. They just want to be tucked away and released at a good time. No, not because the word while it's fun, the fact is, the short one will never be worth it.
Not because the word forever sounds impossible, actually nothing can happen on earth, if you ask why, actually I do not know.
I'm not a feeling. I was only in the body of a woman who every step of the way faced feelings. And honestly not tasty, boring, easy to be happy, easy to be disappointed, easy to be sad, but also easy to forgive.
I never knew the meaning of the word love. I don't know what it's like to love and be loved, but I'm sure that love exists and will come to me. I will not seek, I will only wait for the love sent by Him. For I am sure that what He truly presents will be more beautiful without me seeking it.
Until I finally saw a perfect man in my eyes. He's polite, courteous, intelligent and understanding, close to him I feel comfortable.
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"Kok you know I'm raunching?" My toot.
"Yes" answered David
"Where did you go, you weren't home?" Ask me plain.
"You know where I'm not at Sotoi's house.(he's grinning)" because I'm ashamed to be cuddled.
"Ca!!" Call him
"Hem" answered.
"Good yes" said David.
"Yes, very good" I replied.
We were swept away watching the fireflies dancing in front of us and comforting us.
"Ca!" Call David.
"Hem" I answered briefly.
"thank you" he said.
Then I looked towards him.
"Thank you for?" I'm confused.
"Thank you for being my friend" replied David.
"Oow, it is our duty as fellow human beings to know each other and introduce us as brothers" I replied.
He then smiled at me.
Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice. I think for me life is always black and white, happiness will always be directly proportional to sadness.
My egoist feels that if I just complain without trying, somehow my pen scratches to the point where the black ink that I write on white paper has run out, inexplicably, everything I write corresponds to the journey of life in which the crying heart tells of every journey of the soft heart, although the time spoke in a soft tone while accompanied by the piano which continued to sound with melodunya like a melody that struck the heart.
"Ca!" David Excited.
"Hem" answered.
"What do you want to do if you have 2 months of living in a world as beautiful as this?" Ask David.
It made me flinch and look at him.
"You mean?" My toot.
"Yes, don't be serious that's not.hhh.kan just for example!" David Excited.
"Ooh that, but just hold the question" I replied.
"Hhh.stay answer aja bawel dech" said David.
I smiled at him.
"It's ridiculous.hhh" said David.
"Hhhh.becanda, I will definitely try to make the people around me laugh, smile, happy, comfortable if I'm brought in, so if I go they can take me on, and I'm going to tell them things that don't make them cry if I go, and most importantly I want to make mommy proud of me before I go, and give a beautiful impression to the person I love if there is.hhh" I replied at length.
"Who do you love?" Ask curiously.
"God" I replied.
"Hem, make a joke" he replied
"Hhh, yes it is possible to wait for an answer from God, if this time there may be a balloon, why so you ask continue to be rich journalists. Now it's your turn what would you like to do if you were in the middle of the season?" Much
He sighed and looked up at the sky.
"I want in that season, I want to see Grandma's feet, sit with her, nyiumin her, pray with her and make her smile" David replied
Then he stopped talking...
"Is that all right?" Much
"And after all that I do, the rest of the time I have I will spend my time looking at the cheerful woman I love, as much as I can look at her smile" he added.
"So sweet... Is not bosen diiatin continue?" My toot.
"Hhhh. I will never be able to see him smile, even if I have gone to God's place, he said, I would like to ask God to let me come in his dream and say I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH" David said
And then he looked at me and saw me so seriously smiling at him, moved as well he said it would cry but I could bear it.
"Why should you say the gate in a dream?" My toot.
"Yes, I don't want him to know early, because if he knew early he would do anything for me to smile that might hurt his heart more if I went later, and I don't want to see him that way" replied David.
"But it's not better he's faster, let you know how he feels" I said.
"Emmm.no need for him to say I already know his feelings" replied David.
Then he looked at me and smiled, I became even more curious.
"Where do you know?" Much
"While he said the guy wasn't as sensitive as girls, not all guys were, I could see the way he spoke, the way he looked at me, his body language, his body language, even what he thinks I can feel" David replied.
"Great donk.hhh already rich fortune teller aja hhh" said I.
I broke the atmosphere that had been quiet so crowded because of our laughter.
"Kok, so seriously we are talking, like it really wants to happen" I said.
"Emang will happen" answered David.
"Hem, what are you talking about, not funny dech" I said.
"Yes, that's what it is!" David Excited.
He looked at me blankly, because his words did not feel my tears fall...
"Kok you cry the Ca..hhh ..jeez I'm so cryy I just joked you know" said David.
He laughed as he wiped my tears...
"Achhhh..no funny tau..hem home ach!!" Excruciate.
I stood before him because I was ashamed, besides I was so crybaby suddenly so weird to be ashamed of myself. David chased after me and we walked together to go home each, on the road he did not stop me because of the dramatic incident earlier, until he was very embarrassed in his bully along the way.
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