The Diary Ecca

The Part 58

...A smile...

I breathed for a moment slowly I started to open it, without looking in front of me I closed the door from the inside and I was stunned speechless as I directed my gaze to every corner of David's room, which is full of my photos and photos with him that he printed large he stick right in front of the view of the direction of waking up.

Photos that I never realized when he took it, photos when I slept on his shoulder, when I laughed, I read, I rained, I talked, I played with my grandmother's children.

I turned my gaze to the camera he often brought, and I grabbed him sitting at his project table and I opened the shots and there were many photos of me.

My chest is getting tighter, and my tears can't stand anymore. I put the camera down and I got the laptop, which says my name there. Then I turned it on and I was curious when I saw the name of every temple that made me sicker.

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The first time I saw you, getting off a crowded bus and running towards an old grandmother who was afraid to cross the road, you led her to the ground while stopping the speed of the passing vehicle, he said, I saw you from across the street trying to chase you but you were so fast gone, yeah no at least I had a picture of you on my camera.

I deliberately sat as early as possible, at the stop right where I saw the girl hoping to meet her, but I waited a long time for her not to show up too, too, yes, maybe God has not given my blessing, okay, don't know why since I first saw him there is something that I can't understand in me. There was such a great desire to get to know him.

Yes, I can finally see you again even from a distance, you who are busy joking with your friends waving hands to separate to each other's homes, if the wave of the hand towards me. I can only keep quiet watching you pass.

Ok, with a round determination, I followed you without you knowing I followed you until I knew where your house was, yes, a beautiful home environment.

Packing today, not to go to grandma's house, but to move into my new house, my mysterious girl hem I finally get closer to you even though we don't know each other.

Beautiful house, comfortable atmosphere, as comfortable as my heart because every second I can watch and see you my mysterious girl.

Bright weather suitable for walking around the complex, beautiful lake, oh God thank you he came the girl came he sat on the sebrang Lake, the lake, he who so enjoyed this cool and comfortable air, I was satisfied to take his pictures. And when he started looking at me, and I moved, my coward.

I've been living here for a week, but I haven't had the courage to know her, I can only see her from the windows of the house, hoping God gives me a little courage to say hello.

A bright day as bright as my heart, I finally met and very close I saw it, Ecca turned out to be Ecca the name of the mysterious girl, which was, but that was just an introduction and I just pretended to talk to his father while stealing glances at him.

It was heartless to see him hurt, his legs sprained while walking with me and his father around the lake, only this time I met a girl like him, he said, unlike other girls who might cry more because of it.

Finally I could see him, across the street from the opposite direction I turned my car around and approached him, becoming a hero of misfortune.

I don't know if maybe God gave me the strength to dare break him into the car, my heart felt so very, very happy that I could finally open a conversation with him, seeing your soft laughter that close.

And thank God, I can go to Grandma's house, bring the girl I always tell her on the phone because she happens to be able to massage her sprained leg, "maybe my angel can heal, she said, to no longer endure the pain" he said.

The two days we've been here, she's been looking fresher maybe Grandma's massage worked, and the two days we've been here I've been wanting to keep her, God close to our hearts while I can still see her.

He saw me taking painkillers in my chest, but hopefully he didn't suspect it, actually I was just trying to divert the conversation, and then we sat together in the front yard, I silently looked at her who closed her eyes and directed her face skyward, my heart was comfortable seeing God can I have this beautiful creature of yours.

Finally, she was able to walk without enduring her pain again, and we went to the mosque together, many citizens thought she was my girl, yes she was my girl and soon to be my girl. Only in my heart could I say that, there was never the courage for me to express this feeling.

Like I promised I would take him to my favorite place, on the top of the hill. In peace my heart saw a happy smile seeing a beautiful panorama, and more beautiful because there he was with me here, it did not feel like I wanted to end all this.

Ecca you're the girl I've been looking for, the girl who changed my life and everything for me, you've strengthened me to live longer to see your smile that makes me feel good, although it is impossible because it is hindered by this disease.

God, if you allow me, may I ask 1 month to live longer to spend and satisfy my heart to be able to see the beautiful smile of your creature, which makes me so enjoy this life.

Without him knowing secretly I held an art performance on campus, and thank God the campus allowed this event, he said, I played my favorite acoustics canon in D hoping he'd come up to me and ask me to play it again for him, and thank God you know my heart.

He came, Ecca came with a big, sparkling smile and came up to me with a sweet smile, and I greeted him with my sincere smile.

Then my heart seemed to fly every time I saw the smile that was expanding on her face, a beautiful face as beautiful as her own.

The thing I never forgot, seeing him sleep comfortably rested on my shoulder, with his innocent face not wanting to see him wake up and go by.

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