The Diary Ecca

The Part 57

...Only Him...

I smiled at him, he tried to return my smile, he let go of the oxygen hose he was wearing. I tried to hold her down and put her on again, but she held me back and took it off anyway.

"I can still breathe without this device!" she said softly, I smiled in confidence.

I looked at the glass outside and I saw David's father and grandmother look at us and nod their heads, and I looked back at David.

"Ca, you can help me!" David Pinta.

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and when my heart beats.

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I try as much as I can, but...

"What?" My toot.

"Don't forget me!" His word.

"I will never forget you" I replied.

"Jagan cried because I was", as tight as I could hear it I could not stand my tears dripping hurriedly I wiped it off and tried to smile at it and nodded.

"Not yet weeping, you crybaby!" David said, then I just smiled to hear that he could still be joking.

"Ca, can you help me sit down!" Exclaims.

"Tap..pikan, can you?" I asked, she nodded, and then I asked.

"Ca, can I hug you?" David Pinta.

I was shocked, looking up at the glass at their mom and dad smiling and nodding as if I knew what was on my mind.

I nodded and grabbed her, I hugged her and instead she held her hug. I tried to hold back from crying.

"Thank you Ca, if I come home later, I'll tell you all about you same mama!" David Said.

Hearing that I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, I closed my arms tighter and tighter with tears starting to wet his clothes.

"Please Ca, Ashadu anla ilaha ilallah wa ashadu anna muhamaddarasulullah"

The end he said and he left his arms loose, I know what happened I got closer and closer to his body.

I lay him down and I change his hands like a prayer person, and I kiss him on the forehead.

Then the Doctor and the nurse started coming in, I came out slowly I heard the sobs of the family. My father and mother came up to me, as if unconsciously I was walking through them, walking straight without knowing the direction I was headed.

I stopped in front of the Mushola who made me aware, I took the wudzu water and prayed...

I looked to my right there was David there. I saw him wearing a shining white shirt sitting on a bed, and smiling at me.

Her face was happy, and I replied with a smile. I realized I was in a room, a hospital room with my mother next to me.

"Thank God you've come to your senses, you fainted in the mushola!" My mother.

"David, ma?" My toot.

"David, come home, please let him be happy there!" answer my mother.

Then I hugged my mother tightly while imagining my meeting with David in my dream. Even if it's just a dream but it's like real I'm sure it's real.

After the funeral procession everyone went home, I was the only one still accompanying David's last home.

"Thank you for everything, my good neighbor, I promise I will smile whatever happens as you ask, and I promise I will make someone else smile, thank you I love you" I said.

Then I stood up and walked away from David's grave, in the middle of my steps I stopped and turned to look at David's tomb, there he was there David. He was wearing a white shirt with a shining face, he smiled and waved his hand, I said hello and continued my steps.

It didn't feel like David had been gone for nearly three weeks and I felt like he was still here. I walked up to the room, looking at David's room imagining the time he was standing there too busy pointing his camera at me, waving his hand at me, unconsciously I waved my hand towards her room I realized and stopped her from calling me.

"Om?, what are the nights here?" My toot.

"Tomorrow, om will go home to Bandung, this is David's room key, David advised to hand this key to you, there is something he did not have time to show you, there will be house guards who will stay there, that's it, if you'll excuse me!" Said his father David.

"Oh, be careful!" Excruciate.

I drove to the front of the house and entered, then I looked at the key that reminded me of David my curiosity came to the point that I couldn't sleep.

I sat out in front of the terrace enjoying the silence of the night, imagining the beautiful time with David, then my tears began to drip until I dissolved into it.

Then I woke up with the sound of a car, apparently I fell asleep in the bedroom, with a blanket that had wrapped me, regardless of who covered me.

I stood up and looked at David's house, Grandma looked at me smiling and waving her hand, I replied to him and he passed into the car and went away.

I just remembered David's father's message last night after a shower and breakfast, I went out to David's house. With a sense of wonder what David would show me. The housekeeper David allowed me to go in and show David's room, I hesitated to open it because I had never been in David's room before.

I breathed for a moment slowly I started to open it, without looking in front of me I closed the door from the inside and I was stunned speechless as I directed my gaze to every corner of David's room, which is full of my photos and photos with him that he printed large he stick right in front of the view of the direction of waking up.

Photos that I never realized when he took it, photos when I slept on his shoulder, when I laughed, I read, I rained, I talked, I played with my grandmother's children.

I turned my gaze to the camera he often brought, and I grabbed him sitting at his project table and I opened the shots and there were many photos of me.

My chest is getting tighter, and my tears can't stand anymore. I put the camera down and I got the laptop, which says my name there. Then I turned it on and I was curious when I saw the name of every temple that made me sicker.

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