The Diary Ecca

The Part 44

...Between Me and Him...

"Maybe now love makes you sick, but believe me if the destiny of love comes from God then you will feel happy" added Devi.

I just kept silent to allow Devi's words.

"Tomorrow we go home, tomorrow straight to your house Ca, I miss your mother's cup cake" said Deva.

Which turns our sad mood into a collapse because of our laughter, thank God you give friends who always understand me.

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At 6 am we prepare to clear the goods into the bus trunk, before leaving we are gathered to pray together, so that our journey home will be launched. Finished gathering I walked towards the bus, but suddenly Deva Devi pulled my hand to take me in the opposite direction.

"Where else are you going, the bus will we miss!" Excruciate.

"Udah just bothered" said Devi, smiling at Deva.

They took me to the tea garden that we had yesterday, and to my surprise, there was a brother Fikri there with a nervous expression. I saw Deva Devi they patted my back and left me and Brother Fikri both. With fear I tried to start the conversation.

"Well, does anyone want you to talk to me?" my many.

Brother Fikri did not answer anything he just looked at me, walked towards me and hugged my body tightly which surprised me.

"Ca, I'm sorry I'm you're so gini, I shouldn't have shied away from you, I shouldn't have forced my will. I'm sorry, Ca" hoarsely held back his cries.

I was just pensive and shedding tears, then I nodded my head. I let go of Brother Fikri's embrace.

"It's not wrong, brother Fikri, my wrong feelings are too excessive to think about it, to the point that I'm like a nightmarish. Brother still wants to be my friend, right?" My toot.

Fikri looked at me and hugged me back, we walked together to the bus that was about to leave. As if giving a chance to correct the misunderstanding between me and brother Fikri.

Deva and Devi had already prepared a seat for both of us, but because it was uncomfortable to sit with Fikri's leg I asked Deva to sit with me and Devi who was sitting with Fikri's sister.

Along the way I leaned on Deva's shoulder and hugged her hand, I suddenly remembered I wanted to hear David's acoustic voice, then I turned on the mp3 and listened to him with Deva.

While listening to David's acoustic voice, I always imagined David's face and made me more calm and comfortable, this time I enjoyed my daydream full of David's face, while Deva was fast asleep.

This is the feeling that maybe Fikri's sister felt to me?, a feeling that is so torturous in the mind, want it to feel like I quickly get home and run towards David then say all the feelings that are raging in my mind.

Finally we were on campus, Dad was waiting in front of the campus after saying goodbye to Deva Devi I walked towards my father wanting to hug him immediately.

"Ca!" the voice that made me turn back, turned out to be Fikri's sister.

And I just smiled, he smiled and waved his hand carefully at me, maybe that's what I said because it was too far away from us I just read the language of his lips.

"Dad, kangen" I said

"Kangens? Just two days away already missed, there-there you are, let's go in mom is waiting at home" replied my dad.

I get into the car, it feels strange just 2 days not at home already this late father mother, especially if you have to be long away from them.

"Where is the camping, seneng?" Ask dad.

"Zinc!" I replied with a flat expression.

"Alhamdulillah" said my father.

We got home I glanced at David's house, but the house was empty and there was no car parked there. The car stopped and mom was waiting for us in front of me to walk out, glancing at David's house hoping he'd come home soon there were a lot of things I wanted to say.

Mom came up to me and we went into the house, finished cleaning our breakfast. After breakfast I went to the room, out the porch looking at David's house but he wasn't home yet.

Finally night came, I opened the window and went out the porch, I looked at David's house again but he hadn't come home, where he thought I was.

Until the morning I walked out of the house to go to campus, then I looked at David's house, but still nil.

My God where David was I really wanted to meet him. I was on campus too early, still quiet like my lonely heart. Slowly I walked to enjoy the cool morning air on campus, I greeted the campus janitors who were busy cleaning the fallen leaves.

I stopped for a moment like I heard an acoustic sound, then I accelerated my pace and the sound was getting clear, yes it was David's acoustic voice.

Thank God I finally got to meet David, I ran around looking for him, every room I went into, music room, sports hall, auditorium but nothing.

I kept looking until these tears flowed.

"Where is your david? why did you make me this way?" My words in my mind.

I continued to search and search all the rooms I visited but there was none, and ended up in the top floor room of the campus at the end.

I opened slowly hoping to see David's face, but it was nil. I turned and weakened to sit in front of the room, then closed and hugged my own body holding back these tears that would not stop.

"Oh Allah, if it is my destiny, I will accept it, but I beg God to stop all this, do not keep me from falling in the shadows of it, if he is destined for me please God unite us, meet us. If he's not my destiny, make this heart forget him!" My words in my mind.

The voice had not disappeared and grew louder in my ears, then I got up and ran back down the stairs and went to the ground floor.

And stopping in the music room, I opened the door that I saw was a little open, but it wasn't there, only I found a CD that lit up and played David's acoustics.

I looked around the music room there was no one, no one, I approached and there was a piece of paper on the CD that read thanks to your smile I hugged the paper and cried.

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