The Diary Ecca

The Part 56

...He's The One I Love...

Then I confirmed the blanket, and he closed his eyes, I stood up but David's hand still held tightly to my hand as if he wanted me to accompany him here.

I sat back down and I looked at her face, unconsciously my tears began to pour out after a long time I held her back. And I kept my mouth shut so that the sound of my crying wouldn't wake David up, but David's hand was getting tighter in my hand, did he know I was crying, I tried to wipe him and tried to hold back my crying.

Slowly David's hand began to weakly hold my hand, perhaps he had already slept. I let go of my hand and came out, and my father and mother stood before me smiling at me, and they hugged me. My tears came back and I tried to wipe them to not cry anymore.

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"Let's pray first!" Tell his father David.

We nodded and walked towards the hospital mosque, David's grandmother who was guarding David while we prayed.

With our solemn worship, in prayer I hope God is omniscient in knowing what I feel and David feels.

I leave everything to Him that I ask of Him if I have to let David go, help me to sincerely accept it and do not lose the memory of David's name in my heart, because thanks to him sending David to me, I became more aware of how to value time, how to share, and how to love.

Let me remember him to be my motivation to realize his dreams that became my dreams too, to be able to make everyone around us smile and happy. Because their smile will bring happiness in the heart.

Three days passed, David's condition was still the same. Today it was David's father who accompanied him in my hospital, father, mother and grandmother David asked to go home to Grandma David, because I have been in the hospital for 2 days.

I sat in the front of the house looking around the house and enjoying the stars that adorned it. I formed the corners of the stars with my hands as if I could shape, I made a circle I gave eyes and glasses with a smile on his lips, I smiled imagining when me and David were sitting here.

"Ko hasn't slept to nduk?" Ask his grandmother David.

"Grandma, don't sleepy yet, sit here grandma!" My answer.

"Deliver the atmosphere here, nothing has changed since the young grandmother, only the difference is now there is an electric lamp" said his grandmother David.

"There is no grandmother time?" My toot.

"Yes not yet, it used to be just a jolt, a sign like a candle that we made from a bottle container continues to be filled with kerosene the same cotton long for the axis, he said, keep the oncor from bamboo to be installed in the streets" story grandmother David.

I just nodded while hearing Grandma's words.

"And you know, if we learn until the black face hit the steam from the jolt" broke our laughter.

"David used to hear this grandmother's story, he immediately tried to learn to use the jolt, out of curiosity he said he was not black-and-black until he was very close, and you know what happened to her hair and then she tried no more" we laughed cheerfully, as if there were no burdens.

"But now, it will be lonely" said the grandmother and shed her tears, I put my hands on her long back, trying to toughen up even though the pain also felt.

"Grandmother believes in miracles?, the wonders that man makes are beautiful but the wonders of God are very very extraordinary, we assure all to Him grandma, Ecca is sure the good destiny of God will come, will come, nothing is impossible for Him and if our path is to let David loose even though he goes to His new home he will be happy and happier if we see that we can let him go, maybe the body we can't touch anymore, but the soul is still there to accompany us" I said, I tried to smile and hug grandma.

now sincere whatever David went through, grandma didn't want to see him endure the pain continuously, because grandma still has you, ...Ecca wants to be Grandma's granddaughter?" David's grandmother asked, I nodded and hugged her back.

Mother seemed to rush up to us, as we stood up to greet her.

"Mr!, Ca! let's hurry to the hospital, David is critical again let's hurry Dad is waiting in front!" My mother.

Then we hurriedly ran into the car, until at the hospital I ran ahead of my grandmother, father and mother with anxiety and tears that continued to flow, I caught David's father pacing anxiously in front of David's room.

"Oh, David?" I asked, she just cried and held onto my two shoulders and lowered her head revealing her despair.

"Om, we must be strong no matter what happens, we must be sure God does not sleep!" Excruciate.

The doctor came out of David's room, with a face that expressed bitterness, then we approached the doctor.

"Only a miracle can help him, all we have done but it seems like God wills another!" Doctor Reveal.

Then he patted David's father's back and passed away leaving us.

I felt lifeless as if my body was limp, limp once then I walked slowly and sat down with empty eyes with tears flowing, my mother came up to me and hugged me.

"We must be strong Ca, we must encourage David, God does not sleep!" My mother.

I hugged my mother more and more, after Dad and Grandma David came out of David's room, I saw the faces of those who were trying hard even though I knew there were a lot of tears that had burst out, david's father approached me.

"Find Him boy!" He exclaimed, then I nodded and walked into David's room.

I paused for a moment before approaching, and I wiped my tears sighing for a moment to calm my heart.

I walked closer and closer to her trying to hold back my tears, I sat next to her I grabbed her hand and she started to open her eyes.

I smiled at him, he tried to return my smile, he let go of the oxygen hose he was wearing. I tried to hold her down and put her on again, but she held me back and took it off anyway.

"I can still breathe without this device!" she said softly, I smiled in confidence.

I looked at the glass outside and I saw David's father and grandmother look at us and nod their heads, and I looked back at David.

"Ca, you can help me!" David Pinta.

Every time I wait for you, time goes slower for me, night goes slower, day goes slower, wall clocks move slower, age gets slower, time goes slower, and when my heart beats.

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