The Diary Ecca

Part 12's

...Taste It...

I can only smile shyly, because it might be true he said I was less sensitive to my own environment, huh how shameful I was as if my US card had been in the notya.

"Yes, yes, yes.hhh, uh it's up to my campus"

"Yes, yeah.hhh, up to my college"

"Ooo... can too"

"Yes, I'm sorry Vid so ngrepotin, I entered the campus yes" by trying to open the car door

"Eh wait!" susar David prevented, I turned to David. He got out of the car and ran to my door and opened the door to help me get down.

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Distance can sometimes make a stranger, making a person distrustful of the power of love. The same cross you are, but you have not found a figure of His choice.

For me life is always black and white, happiness will always be directly proportional to sadness. We're just waiting for the time to take turns, right?. And so with silence. Today feels crowded, maybe tomorrow we will dialogue again with solitude.

Dark clouds grinned bitterly, a little bit of crying bitterly, when it hit the innocent heart, so dark, so many misunderstandings, so much less?.

I looked up at the sky, the soldiers in logic began to get inflamed, demanding that happiness be returned. In deep turmoil, which path to choose, endure or let go?.

If only I could have pursued your steps so that we could walk side by side. If only I could, I would have decorated your days with a smile. If only I could, I'd make sure I deserve to be juxtaposed.

I am I, I am the cheerful one who hides behind the desolate. I am the light that hides in the dim, I am the anger that hides under the serene. I am the one who loves you that your heart always covers.

The fact is that people who base their self-respect on an ambition to always be right prevents themselves from being able to learn from their mistakes. It turns out that it is true that everyone always leaves, in order to know what it feels like to go home to an embrace that we rarely think of.

"I once wished so strong, loved so great. Then then a little wound, my heart broke".

Have you ever experienced what is written above? Falling so great in love with someone, you give all your thoughts about the good in his hands. You love him so rightly, so kindly and so sincerely.

Then a small wound touches you and then your heart "breaks". It was spilled, the grains of which the sandbox fell were scattered. Some you have collected, but some are lost not saved.

Deadly slowly, developing and enduring until the time comes, comes tired and angry he deliberately turns off slowly. We're talking about taste, a taste that is deliberately turned off slowly.

"I anter until your class yes, like you're still hard to walk alone"

"But you-"

"Judah no pa-pa" he broke up

"Gee!" deva Devi's voice that made us simultaneously turned towards them.

"Hey! Coincidentally there are them so mengingan you go straight home, makasi ya Vid"

"Oh yes by chance. ok if I go home first, aama-sama well ya Ca" by stroking my head.

I replied with a smile of wonder and fascination because only this time someone stroked my head other than Father and Mother, and again my heart beat faster.

Deva Devi came up to me and grabbed me we stood waiting for David's car to go.

"Oh what the fuck, you've helped me walk this late" we headed to class.

"Cantin yuk! laper ni" I can only smile in wonder at Deva's words.

He is the best at eating problems.

"Basic, only this hour is laper, when do you want thin body?..heem" ledekku with smiles in welcome with our last laugh.

We followed the request of our lady Deva to get to the cantins, even though they were Alay, Lebay, Kepo, and most excited, but I am grateful to have friends as good and as attentive as they are, those who are always there when I need to be, but I am grateful to have friends as good and as attentive as they are, when I'm sad, when I'm happy, where I share. They are like family or even more than siblings.

Today's class is over, it's time to go home. The sun also began to want to sleep, already five in the afternoon. My class today is coincidentally full, enough to increase my fatigue while this leg pain has not disappeared completely.

"OK! I go home yes father has been waiting in front, I try to walk alone yes let not spoiled.. hhh"

"OK! Sami-sami nduk.ati-ati ya..daaa" as they smiled, I greeted with an amused smile to hear their distinctive language come out.

"Baaaa".

When Dad's car started to go, I looked at Deva Devi who was still standing waiting for me to leave. I saw Brother Fikri approaching them and saw Deva Devi talking to him, occasionally pointing towards the speed of Dad's car. Strange as well, but maybe just my buffet.

After dinner I lay my body on the bed, although it is not healthy to eat directly to sleep, but not once in a while it feels tired today. My HP rang Devi called me.

"Assalamualaikum..why buk Devi?" candaku

"Hhh.. You were in search of Brother Fikri.. "

"Hemm!. Why? " surprised me, though,

"Yes byasa aja kalik... I think he wants to.."

"You what?" Cut me

"Hhh want to shoot you hard.because lately he seems to be loud to you, ask you questions, and secretly steal a look at you... maybe he's in love with you"

"Hust! Ngacok dech if you say, maybe there's something else he wants to talk about"

"Lo who knows.emang you do not feel strange yes, can be seen from the way he talks, look at you and his body language as well.You are not sensitive to the"

"Yes maybe yes. I also feel strange Vi, lately brother Fikri strange behavior, but maybe because I'm his junior so try to make deketin-ngasi info"

"My Lord Ecca!. You're in the maple problem ok! the universe, but if the ginian problem, O Allah oon B.G.T"

"Yes continue I have to how dong, I also do not want to think about the first thing ach, you know I want to focus on college first, tired of knowing the school continues..emang you are not tired?"

"Yes. ok-ok I agree, but there is no harm in a little you open your heart to men, besides I am sure the problem of men will not make you down"

"Yes, we will see the fate of love from God .. really not.hhh"

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