The Charm Behind the Mist

Unaccustomed.

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On the other hand; parry is trying to calm down Carren who is still sad because many times have to refuse Parry's request. Whether it's a gift, a job and now his love. It made Carren's eyes continue to dew and stagnate.

"Suda... Don't make me feel guilty for making you sad like this. I was hoping you'd be happy, but it was like this. Don't make me sad about all this. Eating dessert. I told you I'd learn, I'd learn." Parry said seriously.

"You also learn to be patient, because the matter of feeling can't be like we're turning the palm of the hand. All those years you've been by my side, it's been hard to get through together. You with your feelings, I with my feelings. I've never seen another woman, other than you. Because to me, you're my lover, even if I never say."

"To change my feelings for you is not instant, so I hope you can understand and understand all of this. All these years we've been together, you've made me feel comfortable around you. So I never thought there was another woman who could make me feel like you."

"Give me time, digest all this. My expectations are too high, you have the same feelings as me. You'll help me, if it doesn't change. Let you stay like this, because I'm not used to you having to suddenly disappear from my life."

"Yes, Parry. You can be like before, call me share stories, joke around, tell me everything you've been through. Until you find someone who can make you comfortable to share."

"I'll be happy and grateful if you keep treating me like Naina. I'm not used to it myself, if you don't call me and bother me. I'd be so sad, if you suddenly walked away from me because of this." Carren said quietly, and trying to calm his sad heart should do Parry like this.

Carren loved Parry dearly, but his affection could not change. He couldn't treat Parry like a lover. He can't be hypocritical, as if loving Parry to stay with Parry.

"Yes, Carren. That's who you are, not trying to please my heart by accepting my love. You don't pretend to have the same feelings for me. And you can do it, because I won't know and can't tell the difference." Parry said seriously.

"Come, finish your dessert. I can't enjoy my dessert." Parry said, because his heart and feelings are like being on a roller coaster. This made him unable to eat anymore. He only drank mineral water to calm his heart.

"Can I not spend this? This Dessert can't come down from my throat." Carren said, 'cause he has trouble swallowing it. Everything felt stuck in his throat.

"Yeah, don't go on. Just leave it. Take this, and drink first. I'll ask for something else." Parry said, then gave the mineral water to Carren. Carren's mineral water has been depleted, as it is drunk many times.

Parry signals the waiters to approach his desk. In addition to asking for mineral water, he also asked to bring a bill, because they would go home.

After finishing everything, they went to the restaurant parking lot. "Come, I'll take you home." Parry invites Carren to approach his car.

"I'll go home alone, Parry. I'll book the car online." Carren refused Parry's request.

"We'll stay here, if you don't want to be driven home. You won't be my lover, by letting me drive you home." Parry said, suddenly fierce. Carren was surprised and according to get into the car whose door Parry had opened.

"It turns out to be your brother there's good, too." Parry said, so smiled and took his car out of the restaurant parking lot.

"What do you mean, Parry? And why are you smiling like that?" Carren was astonished to see Parry's face and hear his words.

"Yaaa, I can be fierce to you if you don't. If you used to, even though you were upset you didn't want to be delivered, I'll just obey your wishes. Now, yes, it's just the beginning. Look at it later, if you don't want to recede." Parry said, as if threatening.

"So you want revenge?" Carren asked to hear Parry's words.

"That's not revenge, Carren. But that was once, a sense of helplessness. Now, yeah, you'll see." Parry said again.

"Ooh yeah, you'll get me down near the driveway, yeah. Don't go in front of the house. I want to walk for a while, before I get in the house." Carren said, pointing the way. He wanted to calm his heart before meeting his mother.

"Why should I drop you in front of the driveway? Are you afraid someone will see you and assume you already have a lover? It's just that if I get you down there, people will judge you coming home delivered by Om-Om."

"Like it." Said Carren, then leaned back on his waiting.

"Well, so much better." Parry smiled at what Carren was doing.

As she approached the house, Carren was surprised to see her mother standing up to chat with neighbors waiting for her to return home. Seeing that, Carren was already unable to retreat anymore. "Where's your house?" Parry asked, having never driven Carren. Usually only the driver takes them.

"That's where mothers stand talking." Said Carren, pointing with his face towards his Mama.

"Are you standing there too?" Parry asked, and was surprised to see Carren nod.

"Do I have to go down and open the door for you?" ask Parry, not knowing how to behave.

"Don't try. I'll get scolded by Mama." Carren reminded.

"All right, I'm in a rage now." Parry said, then parked his car slowly before approaching the front of Carren's house.

Miss Nancy saw Carren get out of the car with a wondering face. When Parry saw that, he felt bad if he didn't come down. He opened his car door and went down to walk behind Carren.

Parry approached Mama Carren and greeted him. "Good night Aunt, I'm Parry. This is taking Carren home. There was a birthday, so Carren." Parry said softly and politely.

Miss Nancy was very surprised and could not hide her surprise. "Oooh, jeez. Is this Na' Parry? Auntie's heard your name a lot, but just met you." Miss Nancy and the neighbors who were talking to her, amazed to see Parry's handsome face and also his luxury car.

"Come, you wanna come in first?" Miss Nancy offered as a courtesy and gratitude for dropping off her daughter.

"Thank you, Auntie. It's late, so I'll just go home." Parry said, politely.

"Thank you, too, for taking Carren home."

"Together, Aunt. I'm saying goodbye." Parry said, then looked at Carren and gave a signal, saying goodbye to him.

Carren walked back to accompany Parry to his car. "Be careful on the road. Until the house calls, yeah." Carren said, then Parry gestured with his finger, OK.

After Parry's car had gone unseen, Carren walked back to his house and told the neighbors and his mother to enter first. Seeing her unhappy daughter's face, Miss Nancy didn't come in. He continued to talk with his neighbors.

Miss Nancy realized, something was going on that gave Carren his own chance. Carren's face and body movements told him everything he was feeling.

Carren walked into the room, without undressing he sat on the edge of the bed. For some reason, he felt very sad, even though the conversation between himself and Parry had improved. His heart clung irregularly and his tears kept flowing. It made him not feel calm. 'Is Parry okay on the way home?' Carren.

But the sadness felt was not related to Parry. At the time, Parry was better. But the sadness he felt at this moment, more than when rejecting his love Parry. Her tears could not stop flowing. It made him look at his face to hold back his tears.

Holding his chest with both hands to endure the turmoil of his grief, he prayed inwardly. 'Yes, God. I don't know what makes my heart like this. You know everything. Please protect those who love me. Let them remain safe in Your protection.'

Then Carren laid down his body, in a curled up position to endure his grief.

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