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For a long time they kept quiet with their own feelings. Various hearts raged, alternating with thoughts to control themselves and their feelings. Recky slowly raised his face, but his chin was still on the table with his hands and looked at Aaric who was looking at him. Aaric could not bear to see his sister sad, making him very sad.
Aaric tried to think well to cope and finish what was going on. They cannot simply remain silent in sorrow without resolution. "Why are you looking at me like that? It's not about the company, but about the feelings. Don't ask me to budge on this." Said Aaric strengthening his heart while looking at Recky who was still laying his chin on the table with his hands in silence.
"If I ask for it, I don't know my brother." Recky said slowly. She remembers how her sister left the house, unwilling to give in to her mother to leave Naina.
"I'm looking at what's going on between us. The soul mate of a God-given person, the way is very unique and not hidden with my shallow intellect." Recky said quietly, still in the same position.
"What do you mean?" Aaric asked, not understanding what Recky said and seeing the way Recky conveyed it with a sad face while pondering.
"I tried many times to come here to meet Carren, to be able to express my love for him, but could not meet him. While the older brother, who was not trying, suddenly met Carren easily. It was as if brother had been lifted up and placed there, in front of him." Recky said still pondering.
Aaric looked at Recky as if he could not believe what his sister was thinking and saying. "Have you not expressed your feelings to her yet? Have you guys not dated yet?" Aaric asked in surprise.
"Yet. We chatted and called a lot, but I didn't tell him anything. I wanted to say it in person, in order to see his face while accepting or rejecting me. But every time I got here, he wasn't in a place or there was work out of town."
"Last time, I was from Germany and stopped by here to meet him before I went to the Aussie. But I saw him with Parry having dinner at Goropaku Restaurant. Looking at Parry's gaze on her, I thought they had been dating. So very angry and drunk with Sofyan. Finally it happened that the affair with the demonic woman set me up and continued brother already knew." Recky said quietly, while recalling the events that broke his heart.
"While big brother, with the ease of suddenly meeting him, could propose, could even get engaged to him." Recky said everything, still in the same position with a sad face and continued to ponder.
Aaric remembered what his father had said about Recky. 'Your sister is trying to get the girl she loves, but was cut off by your Mama.' Aaric said in his heart. 'So they haven't dated yet.'
"Who's Parry, who can make you think like that? Do you know him so easily angered by just a quick glance?" Ask Aaric, because Carren never said anything about a man named Parry.
"I think they've been dating, because other than seeing them that night, I've seen them together when Kak Naina died. Carren is sitting next to Parry along with the Hutama family. At the time I thought they were dating."
"But I was trying to get close to him to be sure at the funeral and ask for his phone number. We finally got in touch well. She wasn't mad at me for bothering her at school. I didn't bother him like those demons. I just came suddenly standing nearby, because I liked to see his face and eyes when I was surprised to see me."
"Even if I get upset later, because Parry pulled her away from me, I never stop doing it. I was thinking, it was just a prank to divert my sense of being left behind by my sister. But after being in the Aussie and connecting with some women, I realized Carren was my first love. I can't forget it when I'm not busy."
"When she asked me for help, I knew she wasn't dating Parry. Because if she's dating Parry, she's gonna ask him for help. It made me fight to get it. Not every busy, I always call him."
Aaric had many questions in his head to ask Recky, but he held him back. She thought her sister was stretching her chest and feelings by spilling everything she had been holding onto all this time.
"When I dream about him, I want to come back here to meet him because that dream bothers me so much. I could not sleep after I woke up. But I can't come back here, because I want the final exam. Then I didn't test, I went to Canberra to work. Brother see the barrier?" Recky asked as she looked at her brother with stagnant eyes.
"I don't think the dream was for Carren. But the dream was for me, because I'm the one who got married leaving Carren. But now I know, that dream was about Carren. Right, he's the one who walked away from me like that dream." Recky recounted all his feelings of sadness, as only his older brother could downing and understanding him.
Aaric who just silently heard and saw Recky. He knew his sister was spilling all the flavors in his heart, but he was curious about Recky's dream. As Recky once told him about his dream when he saw him almost enter the abyss, and he pulled him from the edge of the abyss. At the time, he was unconscious in the apartment. So did dreams about their Papa. "What dream made you like that?" Aaric asked, seeing Recky so shaken told him his dream.
"I saw Carren move away from me, walking towards the flower garden. As he turned around, there were like tiny wings on his back. I called her right away, worried that something might happen to her. He said it was just a sleeping flower, no need to think about it. But I know he thought about it, because although he was joking, he asked back."
"I know, actually Carren knows, I love him. Even though I didn't tell her how I felt, sometimes I used to say unheard of words to make friends. As I told her about the dream, I said: 'If you stay away from me, I will break your wings.' He said, 'how can you break my wings, if I've flown.' I'm just saying, 'I saw your wings were small, so I could break them before you flew.' We laughed then with each other's words." Recky remembers their joke that night, about his dream.
"But now what's going on, brother? The dream came true, Carren was right to stay away from me. Then can I break his wings in front of my own brother? And I know, brother is his happiness?" Recky asked with tears streaming down her cheeks. Aaric took a deep breath repeatedly.
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