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Elsewhere; the next day, Carren had not woken up even though it was already noon. Ichad who has come to pick up, met by Miss Nancy and spoke in a soft voice. Miss Nancy didn't want to wake Carren, knowing last night she was late.
"Ichad, Carren's still asleep so you're off first. Later if he wants to go to the office, let's ride the bulge or car online only." Miss Nancy spoke to Ichad, asking for his understanding.
"Yes, Aunt. No papa, I'm leaving. Maybe Carren cape', because last night we did a lot of work." Ichad agreed to Mama Carren's request, knowing what they were doing in the office last night.
After Ichad has been gone for a long time and Carren has not woken up, Miss Nancy walks into Carren's room and sees him still sleeping. From her face, Miss Nancy knew, Carren didn't sleep well. His face was not fresh and dirty. Miss Nancy patted Carren's arm to wake her up, as it was day. It will soon be past breakfast time.
"Arra, wake. It's noon already. Wake up and have breakfast. If you want to go back to sleep, go back to sleep." Miss Nancy woke him up. Carren opened his eyes and moved his body lazily. That surprised Miss Nancy. Carren's not usually like that.
Miss Nancy walked out of the room with a surprised face. He had just seen Carren wake up early with such a face and movement. "Ma, if Sister Ichad comes, please tell me I'm not in the office today, yes." Said Carren who was not yet aware of the time.
Miss Nancy did not leave the room, but walked back to Carren's bed and opened the window. It made Carren surprised to see the blinding sunlight entering his room.
"Ichad has come to pick him up from earlier and Mama has asked him to go to the office. Later if you want to go to work, let's use a bulge or car online." Nancy explained seriously. Carren instantly got up and sat on the edge of the bed.
"Now wake up breakfast, then take a fresh bath." Said Miss Nancy, then out of the room left Carren who was still sitting still. After being grateful, he got out of bed and walked with a sore body and not fresh because he could not sleep well. There was a blessing to his heart and mind, so he was restless and could not sleep. Almost dawn, I was able to fall asleep. It made his whole body unpleasant and felt sore.
He went into the bathroom to clean his face and brush his teeth, then went out to the kitchen for breakfast. "Ara doesn't shower?" Miss Nancy asked to see that Carren had come out of the bathroom.
"Gga take a shower, Ma. Just a little shit. Arra couldn't sleep well last night, it'd catch a cold." Carren explained, why not take a shower immediately but want breakfast first.
"good. Then breakfast first, this Mama has prepared. Mom's gonna cook soon, 'cause you're home." Said Ms. Nancy, while putting hot drinks on the dining table with a vegetable barn bought by her.
Seeing that Carren was not eager to do something, Miss Nancy did not prepare what she would cook. He returned and sat down to accompany Carren to breakfast. There are things to ask, when looking at Carren's changing attitude.
"Arra, what exactly is going on. All this time, even cape' more than this, you weren't like this. Something bothering you, not being able to sleep? Your breakfast is also very heavy for you to spend." Nancy asked after seeing Carren finished eating and drinking. Miss Nancy knew Carren was trying so hard to finish her breakfast. Something new has happened, because vegetable filler is his favorite.
"Did he like Arra too?" Ask Miss Nancy, because it's not a job issue that's bothering her daughter. It's a matter of the heart. If it is wrong to finish it will be more complicated and painful.
"Before, Arra liked someone and he liked Arra too. He has done a lot of good things for Arra's efforts. Now she's married to save Arra's efforts. It often makes Arra feel guilty and sad." Carren told me about what he was going through.
"Arra, Mama doesn't know how much you like her. But if you let her marry someone else for any reason, you don't love her. Love is different from compassion in that it once received kindness from someone." Miss Nancy spoke out loud, she thought Carren was talking about Parry.
"If you're still expecting him now, do you expect him to divorce his wife? My mom doesn't like that kind of thinking. If he's your match, it won't happen like this. There must be a way out before he gets married. Now you're praying enough for her happiness, without thinking much less expecting something that will hurt you." Miss Nancy said firmly, because she did not accept her daughter to disturb people's husbands.
"Has he been married a long time or just last night?" Miss Nancy asked, because Carren changed this morning, so she thought Parry was just getting married.
"It was a while ago, Ma." Carren replied quietly, but surprised Miss Nancy. Married a while ago, sad and confused now. It made Miss Nancy wonder and look at Carren who was looking down.
"Arra, look at Mama and answer Mama's questions honestly. Is it right now, Arra is liking someone? Not the married man." Suddenly Carren's eyes returned to tears. He simply nodded and Carren's nod told him everything that was going on.
He was in a mess and was sad this morning not because of a separation from a married person, but with someone else he had just met. Ms. Nancy was saddened to think her daughter was in love with someone and did not get the same reply or was feeling guilty towards a married person.
"Arra, Mama wishes you could think well and clearly. If you love someone you just met, fight. Don't be overwhelmed by what's happened before." Miss Nancy felt something stuck in Carren's heart to be free to love.
"This is your life, your heart and your love. You're the one who has to decide what's good for your future. If Arra's new guy likes you, likes you the same, loves you the same, don't be sad. Live with a big, grateful heart."
"If Arra likes her so much without knowing she likes you, don't be sad. But pray, Arra. Is not God the master of all hearts? He'll give you the love in his heart, so that that person will love you as you love him." Miss Nancy said with a very moved heart, because I have only seen her daughter like this.
"It all depends on Arra's heart for him. If you only like without loving, expect nothing from him. Don't put your heart's weight on something you can't confirm." Carren bowed sadly, hearing what his mother said. He was saddened, as he wanted to contact Aaric to find out how he was doing.
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