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Chapter 125 - Making Peace with the Past

When something has to be paid for with some money, the price is very cheap. However, when something has to be paid for with life and mental health, the price is already too expensive.

That's the price Ethan has to pay, losing a fetus that is not even one month old and also the mentally shaken wife who is great to need some psychiatrists.

Louisa who used to be cheerful, did whatever she liked, as if losing her identity after the terrible incident. Not only her fetus is missing, but also her identity.

Lost lives cannot be restored, but damaged mental health can be improved. And right now, both Ethan and Louisa, as well as the people around them are working hard to fix that broken mentality.

"Still taking your medicine regularly?" ask Dr. Lawrence to check on Louisa's last checkup.

"Yes, but I don't think it's working well" Louisa concluded, playing her fingers, looking down, as if reluctant to meet face-to-face with the psychiatrist who has been dealing with her for the past three months.

During this one year, there were already three psychiatrists who tried to deal with Louisa before Doctor Lawrence, but she did not feel comfortable and safe.

Until finally Peter contacted his friend from Germany, a psychiatrist who is reliable and only now Louisa is able to consult comfortably.

"The dream is always coming, so terrible. I'm like I'm gonna die."

Ethan who was sitting at his side immediately looked at Louisa with a glare, feeling guilty because all this happened due to his negligence in guarding the wife.

"I just want to erase that memory" Louisa said in a slightly trembling voice.

"The dream is indeed part of the memory, but it is not always fixated on the memory" said Dr. Lawrence. "Even though we erase your memories, but what has been ingrained in your subconscious will always come and haunt."

Ethan pulls Louisa's hand, grasping her gently to calm her.

"The solution is not in your memory, Mrs Mayer, but in your heart."

Louisa looked up, staring at this middle-aged woman in front of her. "It's all in your heart, Lou, whether your heart is willing to make peace with the past or not."

Louisa was silent, she just stared at her husband with a glare.

Peace with the past?

Louisa was eager to do it, she was also trying to do it. However, the sense of regret for not being able to protect her content and the guilt for having killed as if eating away at her heart and soul.

In addition, he saw for himself how Ethan was wounded, injured, and finally killed Dexter in such a terrible way.

Not only Ethan, Louisa also killed Amber in a way that is not less sadistic. At first, Louisa only knew the needle was poisonous and deadly, but she did not know the extent of the poison's power.

A doctor performed an autopsy on Amber's dead body in a different way, and they found Amber's blood, which, unlike the common human blood, also became toxic, the meat is different too.

It was a secret autopsy to test the level of poison developed by The Eagle's own organization, and no one else should have known that result other than The Eagle's people.

However, one day Louisa unknowingly finds the autopsy file when it is sent to Ethan. And that's what made his trauma even more, he never thought himself to be such a cruel person.

"What happened can not be canceled or repeated, Lou, all have run on their respective destiny lines," concluded Doctor Lawrence.

"Don't drown in regret because maybe God had other plans so He took your fetus."

"Don't drown in guilt because we know, Ethan, your mother and everyone else knows, even yourself know that you're not a killer. What you do is a form of defending yourself and defending your loved ones."

"Every human being has an animal side that will never be expected, that side works like an animal, either to attack or to take refuge from danger. But that's not the real identity, so you don't have to regret this late, you know that yourself, right?"

"The past is a memory that must be remembered if it is beautiful, and must be buried if it is bad. We move forward, not backward. Nor can we remain silent in one place or circumstance, for the world goes on."

"You're young, your future is long. Mom, husband, friends, people who care about you, you have everything you need."

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"Are you able to run?"

Peter turned his head, looking at Simon who approached him with two cups of coffee.

"Not yet, but in a few months I will definitely be able to run again" Peter said with confidence.

After undergoing various treatments and therapies, from one Doctor to another, Peter finally can move. He can stand and walk, but certainly can not walk fast let alone run like before.

"I'm sure Louisa wouldn't like it if you could run the way you used to" Simon chuckled.

Currently the two of them were sitting casually in front of the house, while continuing to stare at the mansion fence as if waiting for someone.

"He never liked me" Peter said.

"You already know he doesn't like you, but you keep asking him to do this and that!" Simon grumbled, but Peter didn't care.

For the past two months, Peter has been training Louisa physically. Asking the woman to run a certain distance with the specified time every morning, even she was also taught karate with the reason to protect herself.

At first everyone forbids, fearing it gets worse for Louisa's circumstances. But it turns out Louisa herself is precisely the spirit of learning martial arts, she herself who wants to be stronger, hoping it can also strengthen her psychic, not just physical.

Not long after, a car came.

"They're coming" Simon said with a big smile.

Louisa and Ethan get out of the car, and Peter prepares to scold the woman for her annoying message. However ....

"I have a headache." Louisa whined while in front of Peter while holding his head. "I'm also limp, I haven't had time to rest because when we got to London we went straight to see the Doctor."

He put on his face, making Peter feel pity and undoing his intention to nag.

"Go get some rest, I'll have the waiter prepare some food for you!" peter exclaimed coldly, face flat and certainly without a smile as usual.

Of course Louisa cheered cheerfully, she immediately ran to her room. While Ethan only mengawum smile because Peter always managed to be played by Louisa.

"I think he's fine" Simon said.

"It was his plan to avoid Peter's anger" Ethan said, which made Peter gawk.

"really?" her screeches. "So she's not sick?"

Ethan shook his head before finally rushing quickly after Louisa to the room.

Now the rest of Simon who laughs at Peter, even he did not hesitate to sneer at his friend. "You're innocent what's stupid, Peter?"