Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

Episode 95's

    we ate standard fried chicken with a snack of fries with crispy medium maturity. not many visitors came and we chose to sit outside because in the room with AC facilities that make me uncomfortable . in the hospital every day I had to be exposed to air conditioning with a typical drug smell making me nauseous.

    The night breeze was blowing quite hard outside .. dinner which was completely uncomfortable actually .. I started shaking in the cold with the thin Sweater I was wearing . Fortunately I ordered a warm coffee that had started to get cold . I finished my meal quickly ..

    " Are you really hungry? " Ask Max while looking at me with a worried look .

    I grinned the horse back at his question .. wiped the greasy end of my lips and shook my head quickly.I'm sorry Max I acted so without politeness. I imagine if there's my Ethics tutor here at Grandpa's .. I look greedy and inelegant .. somehow I am tired of all the falsehoods and ethics .. I would love to act like my college friend's friend , it was the behavior of commoners who had no manners . but at least a lot of things I wanted to try as well.

    " Seeing you like this worries me so much, Freya .. how do you eat every day? "

    " I'm good, Max. I sometimes eat in the cafeteria. sometimes order online .. I'm good " I said cuek while biting again the fried chicken in my hand and the fries in my left hand "may seem disgusting and disrespectful to you . but , I beg you .. like my other friends .. it feels good "

    Max exhales and sips his coffee .

    " do what makes you happy . I .. with all my flaws . I know that I cannot make you happy "

    I stopped chewing and put the piece of chicken in my hand , lowered my head . I sipped my drink . finished it and stood up

    " i'm done, I wash my hands first Max. wait .. "I said to him and passed . Max looked at me with his gaze . I know .. I don't use any more formal language on him and my different behavior makes him ask questions .. But by his very nature I understand, he won't ask me much

    I washed my hands in the sink there . quiet, I propped my hands up on the edge of the sink and leaned my body on the mirror there. stared at my messy face and my eyes .. thinking of the words Max recalled a glimpse of everything that had already happened . I. with all my recollections returned and about this misunderstanding of the heart, if Max feels he cannot please me . then, I . I looked back at my dull, exhausted face . styled my hair neatly and smiled at myself, then headed out to Max who was waiting there cheerfully .

    " Let's go back to Max's hospital ." I said cheerfully holding the end of his shirt's arm and pulling it gently

    Max stood up and I let go of my grip, we walked back to the hospital ..

    " How's mom doing ? can I go visit Max? "

    " Eh .he is good .. Take care of your grandfather . Concentrate on him .. Grandpa is one of the people who are valuable to me as well Frey .. I'm sorry I can't visit him often . "he said .. there's a heavy tone in every word he says . making my heart a little sad for it

    " I heard from Julius .. the office was busy towards the end of the year .. don't worry about grandfather .. he was fine, just yesterday "

    " I got a call from the chief doctor .he reported it to me, I was out of town at the time.You must be feeling very sad Freya was alone "

    " Arthur .. factory is in crisis .. I told her that I'm fine .. whereas .. I keep crying fearfully alone " I said with a trembling voice holding back the cry .

    Max stopped his steps I left him by walking quickly so that Max did not realize I was trying to wipe my tears, but my hand ..he pulled my hand quickly, all took place arrived , Max hugged me. It forced me to immerse my face in his arms .

    " Cry Frey . if it can make me better .. "

    I could no longer hold back my feelings. The resentment, alone, loneliness, worries all spilled into one. I cried in Max's arms that night .