
“ You okay ? “ said sitting on the edge of the bed right
next to me, Max put a bouquet of flowers on the table next to my bed ..
light yellow light reflects and makes a different color above the color of the flower
colorful, I glanced at him at a glance and looked at the tip of my foot ,
avoiding Max's gaze
Max touched my forehead and sighed again “ You have a fever .. “
“ I'm fine .. “
“ you don't look okay “
I fell silent and turned around .. turned to Max
“ You're mad at me , you don't trust me ? “
“ You better leave me alone Max , I sleepy “ I said indifferently
“ Well I go , I won't force you to believe in what happened , but .. give me time until I can explain myself to you .. I ask very much until that time comes, keep believing in me. because .. I would never betray you for anyone else “
I felt Max leaving the bed . I turned around and looked at him with glassy eyes
“ how can I trust you if you don't explain what I am , Nathan even tried to offer me to run away with him “ I tried to get out of my bed and grab his wrist but because it wasn't there .. for a moment my hand was held in the air and I pulled it quickly when Max suddenly turned around.He crouched down before me and I looked at him sadly
“ I've held myself for the rest of my life and this is my chance to spend myself with you ,. In recent years I have even let you die and made you disappointed in me . I will not do any more stupidity that will make me lose you “
Max grabbed my body and hugged me tightly
“ forgive me who keeps hurting you, Freya “
“ I cried on his shoulders .. My heart melted with the warm words Max “
“ I trust you Max .. “
“ thanks Freya .. thanks “
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I've packed some of my stuff .Max is really a powerful medicine for me. This morning I was back in shape I even managed to convince Arthur who was very noisy because it forced me to return to the city today ,he really has to come back because of his work, it seems like he changed a lot and is getting used to being in the factory with aunt Yeni. He who now does not avoid his destiny anymore as the successor of the Brawijaya family, and soon he also becomes a father, he must start to learn to think things maturely and not carelessly.
And I have to get back to the clinic . There's a lot of things I have to do before I leave. Max's time is very little and I won't waste that opportunity .. still ringing words Max said to me while on the way down the hill before passing through the flower garden and make a beautiful bouquet for me..
“ if it is heavy ,. Release Freya .. “
“ what do you mean Max .. “
“ Clinic .. I know exactly what you came here for and what happened at that Clinic . I don't want to see you in a state like yesterday .. I don't want you to get hurt again “
I looked at him for a moment ,. Max didn't take a second to take his hand out of mine . We walked slowly down a different path from when we left earlier today I was then bowed
“ at least I want to try to finish what I started . Max “
“ You know Freya, , the more you try and fail the greater the guilt I feel for you .
“ I don't blame you Max. “ I said slowly
“ because of who did you become like this ? my regrets are growing. That's why all this time I just stood looking at you .. “
Max let go of his hand to me and he left me. Walking hastily .he's not the kind of person who easily expresses his feelings . I sighed heavily and calmed my heart for a moment .. acted happily before then catching up with her and grasping her arms. I struggled spoiled there .. showed off my smile hoping to melt her heart .
“ Max .. Ayohlah .. don't put on a horrible face .. isn't this my birthday?” I asked her to tease her by putting on my pouting face
“ Is not so I mean Freya .. “ said Max stopped and looked at my face .. stroking my hair with one other hand
“ I .. let me finish what I started, Max .. Everything that has happened let it happen, I don't want to look back at the past I want to keep focusing on the future hmm ?? “
Max breathed a heavy breath and said
“ I will not forbid you to do anything .. what do you want Freya .. but I cannot if I have to see you crying and suffering .. “
“ give me a chance to try again and again ., even if it fails .. even if I get hurt .. let me until I'll say enough and stop doing it “
“ I ... just don't want to see you so hurt more than this .. “
“ You promised me you'd give me time to go back to the clinic, right ? I plan to be back this afternoon “
“ Tomorrow morning , I'll take you there .. “
“ why not today Max ? “
“ Tomorrow and so on for one week I'll drop you off and pick you up at Dr Valencia Clinic “
“ max .. seriously .. are you now so unemployed that you have a lot of time to take care of me ? I'm not a little boy Max “
Max didn't answer and walked back slowly leaving me. I chased him .. needed an answer.
“ Max .. “ I said “ wait .. why the hell .. you're so weird .. “
“ I just spent my free time alone “ said Max cuek
“ are you really unemployed now ? You let go of your company like Julius said last night ? “
“ I .. I have said ..although I am so unemployed I will not starve to death for 7 derivatives “ he said with his arrogant face .. I put on a strange face denouncing her, sneering .. I chased after her to align my footsteps with her feet. “ I just watched the pale skin , I didn't like it when I first saw her “
“ Pale skin ? who is he “
“ your blue-eyed undead friend is “
“ Jaden ? what did he do that you hated him so much ? “
Max did not answer and continued to walk next to me down the hill .. helped me when the road was uneven and rocky
“ by the way .. long time we didn't meet Nathan and I think his skin is turning more and more paled Max“
“ Max stops and looks at me “
“ don't mention another man's name when with me “ Said Max looking at me sharply . “ Just look at me straight ahead and don't turn your head “ Max grabbed my hand and we walked together hand in hand , keeping me with his sturdy and strong fist . *