
I woke up from my daydream .. My heart felt a pain that I had long forgotten.I went from behind my desk to drive a car while smoking on the street .The sky was getting dark .. I'm heading over to Jessica's house.There's nowhere I can go to get all this weight out of my heart
I parked my car right in front of his house .his house is not as big as mine , although his father was a government official but he did not build a magnificent house on his property .. that's what keeps me here all the time ', can't forget the simple Jessica . can't forget her humble parents . I feel at home .. I felt like I was with Mom and Dad with them, and I felt the warmth of the embrace between the memories that almost faded
I took out the box from inside my pants pocket , twirled its twisting in doubt . watched it for a while .. I stuffed the box back into my pants pocket and walked towards the main house , knock on the door slowly .
Jessica came out , her innocent face smiling at me .. sweet . reminds me of my innocent and kind sister Freya ..
" James..What's up here? you didn't call first? I can prepare "
" i told you not to call me by my first name Jess .. "
" i'm just being polite . 'cause I know my position "
" don't talk about it. Can you talk Jess? "
" I'm sorry . I just feel inferior when I'm around you .. "
" hey .. You'll be in VIP class at that time . so don't ever feel inferior "
" want to talk in the park next door ?.. Mr. Brawijaya "said Jessica teased me
we headed to the park next door .there was a swing that became Jessica's favorite spot . Jessica's only child .. her parents were very pampering when she found out that I approached Jessica her parents were worried because of our social status . but I fought hard to get his attention and his parents with hard work and a short time
we sat on each of his swings
" what happened at the factory? " tanya while swinging her swing slowly
" well .. I've wanted to give up .. This is not my field .. you know .. "
" andrew .. "
" yes .. "
I was stunned by the words Jessica . Jessica always looked grown up . I took the box out again from the pants bag . opened the box .
" Jess . Want you to live forever with me . "I said as I thrust the black box at her. Not daring to look at Jessica .
" andrew .. "
" yes ." I glanced at her at a glance .and suddenly my throat felt dry from nervousness
" you are seriously asking me that .. "
" i'm serious Jess .. "
" look at my eyes if you're serious .. "
I looked up at her .. put my hand in her pants pocket .
" i'm sorry I couldn't treat you romantically . I .. just show you my true feelings Jess .. "
Jessica stood up quickly still carrying the black box in her hand
" i'm so fond of Arthur .. I want to .. I want to be your wife "Jessica jumped up and hugged me with arriving .. pushing me unprepared for still keeping my hand in my pants pocket . I hugged him back quickly . waited patiently for him until he let go of his embrace to me ..
" want me to wear it? " just ask her
the twinkle of happiness made me forget everything..forget all the pain.forget all the trouble .. I don't seem wrong to do this, I need Jessica to accompany me through all this