
I leaned back my head that was beginning to feel dizzy, the effect of mostly crying .. And my eyes were already in a difficult condition to open due to swelling .. and I began to realize my condition and I looked at Max who was focused on the road in front of him, I felt ashamed .. I turned my face away and stared out the window but the street lights and vehicle lights made my eyes hurt, I decided to close my eyes and hope to get home soon
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“ Freya .. freya .. are you asleep ? “ Max's voice calls me softly
I opened my eyes with great effort . because the swelling had grown bigger .
“ I didn't sleep Max .. just rest my head and my eyes for a moment “ I told him
“ Eat this .. I know this will make you a little better “
Max thrust a cup of ice cream at me. I looked around and realized Max accidentally bought it from a fast food restaurant . He knew it was impossible to offer me dinner. I was completely unappetised in this condition
I took an ice cream cup and it felt cold in my hand .. I grabbed him .. He really ordered him the size of a Jumbo. I don't want to disappoint him by refusing his gift ..
I ate it slowly .. The cold, vanilla-flavored ice flavor melted in my mouth .. somehow it made my mood turn upside down . I came back to shed tears .. and ate the ice cream greedily .. somehow I did it . I remembered a lot of things I've been through with
all the bad luck in my life . I regret it all and make my tears even more so
“ enough Freya , stop doing that .. Your stomach can hurt “
Max looked at me in annoyance and then fell silent . Half the ice cream I had eaten was spent right when we got home. Max parked his car at the main door and
help me get out of the car . Leaving the car without even closing the door first led me to my room with a heart as if I were just coming out of the hospital. He made sure of me until I was under my comfortable blanket in the room . then Max moved away but, I grabbed onto the end of Jas's arm quickly.
“ don't leave me, Max .. “ said I looked at his face
“ I'll call aunt Jo to get you a warm drink so you can feel better “
I shook quickly .
“ Can you be here with me , Max? .. I'm afraid .. “
Max looked at me. silent .. I gripped the end of his suit tightly forcing him to stay . My room door was still open . Max glanced for a moment at the door before deciding to sit on the edge of my bed. I shifted .. gave him space. Then Max opened the exterior of his suit
loosened his tie and buttoned the top of his light ash denim shirt and sat leaning on my bed. Raised his legs without taking off his shoes on the blanket I was wearing .
“ thanks Max .. don't go .. will you promise ? “
Max nodded ..crossed his hands on his chest and rested his head on the edge of the bed and closed his eyes .so did I .. I trust him .he's a man who keeps his manners ..he's not someone who's gonna do something terrible to me .. I know because all this time he did everything in order to take care of me. And certainly as a nobleman number one from a small he was taught how to apply gentleman to a woman. besides, the door to my room was open, which meant we weren't going to do anything strange here.I closed my eyes emptying my mind and tried to rest ..