Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

episode 21

grandpa came home the next day .my mood was very bad .my mind was raging how my next life was .between happy and sad . I feel happy because at the end of my age I will feel my freedom out of this house .the freedom I look forward to .but , what that freedom means that night, that night, Max went back to town before leaving he said to me ,

" Freya wait for me, I'll finish my business and I'll be right back to pick you up" she said, clasping my hand, I just looked at her blankly

I'm worried how I'm going to live in the city, can I act like royalty? I only know the outside world only from magazine brought from the city . imagine when I see an interesting picture . imagine I was in it . can I really leave this plantation? I put on a moody face

from yesterday I did not see Arthur, as if deliberately avoiding me. nor did I avoid aunty yeni . I do not hate him he has been recompensed for his sins with his current condition. and the accident was not entirely his fault .. but , I will leave it here, alone . there will be no more togetherness that has passed, no more strains of my bad piano. can no longer comfort him when his panic attack comes . when his depression relapses, sighing heavily, I give in to my ego .my love for aunt yeni defeats everything

I went out of my room, went to my aunt's room on the first floor, I saw her from the door of the room that was slightly open, she was facing the window . sitting in her wheelchair . I knocked on the door, gesturing that I was coming . aunty yeni seemed to wipe away her tears before turning to face me

" Freya .. "call Aunt Yeni with her happy gaze . I was devastated. All the pain I felt yesterday was gone. I came and hugged her

" aunty .. "

" sorry aunt, freya" she said in a panic

I knelt in front of his wheelchair, looking at the face of my dear aunt Yeni .

" i hope so, auntie "I hid to my crush that struck my heart . I tried to smile . I tightened the scarf that my aunt wore, stood up , but my eyes were fixed on something that was on his lap, a picture frame

" what is aunty . "my question

aunt tried to hide it before finally hesitantly handing it to me. it was a photo . photo mom and aunt yeni. I looked at it with mixed emotions . I was sad, dumbstruck, confused . I even forgot a photo of mom . a face I barely remember in my entire life

" sorry Freya sorry .. sorry aunt . earlier aunt just remembered the late brother scarlet . aunty know that it will never be able to erase the sins of aunt . sorryin for making you sad . auntie felles in hate "she said with a brick stammered .her breath became irregular .I saw her hand start to shake .her panic attack came.but she tried to hide it from me.

" it's not all aunty's fault "i said again . "from now on the aunt doesn't need to feel guilty to me or Arthur. That has happened let it happen . I've let it go " I said to him while holding a photo of mom .

not long after I returned to my room . somehow I felt lighter this time . as if the burden I bear a little I have let go . it turns out that mengikhlaskan something easier than holding a grudge . I fell on my soft bed still holding the photo of mom I took from my aunt's room.

" mom .. if mom were here "my mummy