Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

episode 37's

Mom .. she's been a different person ever since , making me confused .. I want to run to her , read a fairy tale every time I sleep, wait for breakfast made with her warm hands .. smile of affection for me ..

but Mom she rejected me... Hundreds of times, even thousands of times . brushed me off so violently that I fell down .. continue to treat me harshly until I no longer dare

to see him, he no longer even remembers his face because every time he sees me he will cry hysterically and scream

" why do you have to live why don't you just die .. oh my dear michelle .. my beautiful michelle . go you .. go, damn child .. goiii "

throwing all the goods in front of him .. Even Mom lunged and tried to strangle me until the servants shrouded her and forcibly pulled Mom. and I with a sense of trauma and fear .. I could only cry . ask and keep asking what exactly was my fault . I would really apologize to mom . but I never knew it until now.

the words that my mom said always ring in my ears, the treatment that tried to kill me wanted me to forget, but instead continued to haunt me. It made me have nightmares every night.. instead of being protected, Dad would lock me up in a dark room so I wouldn't be a whiny, spoiled kid he said, making me even more frustrated ,

but, only Aunt Jane would come hugging my little body with sincere affection, removing me from the narrow and dark punishment room.. rubbing my hair, holding my hand until I fall back asleep. I feel really hurt . I who still need the affection of my parents at that time must accept the mockery and insult ..

can take away my trauma ..

the worst came, Mom died suddenly three years later, I asked Dad the cause of her death, said dad mom died of severe pain ,. when I was an adult I found out that mom died from overdosing on drugs .

I just lost one of the people I love the most .I want to feel like I depend on dad .but, everything is in vain. Everything changes no more love for me .. I felt alienated and useless in my own home .a warm house cools down and slowly dies along, baby stuff in the lock in the shed, she said, mom's photo was banned from home by dad . and I avoided it as much as possible

Dad became very emotional .the slightest thing could make him angry and rampage uncontrollably, not least I . I felt like escaping from this hell, but I had no power even a chance . every day, I was picked up and escorted by my father's personal driver.Dad's temperamental attitude made most servants stop working.Even Dad did not hesitate to torture his staff if there was a mistake . Dad became a very cruel man. immersed in his work ..busy all the time that made him successful and his business sped up quickly .in a short time his wealth was abundant. Dad manages all of Mom's estate which is a very famous first-rate noble single daughter .the effect of her success makes Dad more reluctant and known to many people .

But .. tragedy began when I was 13 years old, I who began to grow up had a little courage to do many things.think to rebel from the pressure of Dad . I would have shown him .. back then that I could have lived alone without his help .. I had all prepared well .. that day , Dad has not come home for 1 week . said pak Doni, the father's personal driver who was in charge of taking me to school, the official father out of town to take care of his new business .. opening a branch in another city .. I plan to run away .. bring some of my clothes and a little savings I have .. sneak out of my magnificent home but it feels like hell .

It was a very cold night outside my house, I walked down a narrow alley, not knowing where to go and where to find the nearest inn, I'm gonna stay at the hotel and I'm gonna go on my way looking for a grandma .grandmother I've never met, ever, which when I grow up I know a lot of things that make me impossible to meet him forever .