Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

episode 86

I'm getting ready with the troupe today is the day that grandfather will be transferred to a more sophisticated hospital in the city . I from the morning continued to hold grandfather's wrist with both hands trying to give him strength through touch.My lips were locked tightly . Now that my childhood memories have returned .. the memory of the bad thing I had forgotten is now vividly remembered even as I closed my eyes. The memory haunts me .. my heart or even my little brain recording all that made my body tremble when I looked at the kitchen knife .. made me shiver when I saw the rope.I, trying to muffle it alone in silence .

ambulance arrives .sister, with Nathan, and Julius delivers and ensures that grandfather is safely carried in the ambulance . Arthur was in it .. Max standing next to me stuffed both his hands into the denim pants he was wearing .he was wearing a full outfit .. his suit was dark without a tie .his hair was neatly combed .. back and the smell of his molange smelled very good . all day even at breakfast I avoided looking at his face because I remembered the incident again. Oddly Max did not discuss anything . maybe along with everyone who's busy dropping off grandpa .

" let's Freya we'll get ready "

I nodded .. still avoiding looking at her face . I turned around and went inside my room . not much I carry with me is just personal gear .. I had a closet running in Max's house. I was heavy leaving this house .. when remember I had to go back to that house which was four or even five times bigger than grandfather's house .. it was cold .. not warm and stifling .. because I had to be a prisoner in that house again . I can't imagine what it was like especially after Max came back and my poor memory of him . . all this feels stifling .. why should come in tubi tubi problems and simultaneously .

Nathan left with Julius .. Julius who came with Max decided he did not want to be a mosquito repellent, Nathan who had offered his car for me to be pulled by him . I actually wanted to avoid Max . want to calm my heart and actually I just don't want to be found out that I've remembered everything . but, inevitably I have to have one car with Max again .. I was confused as to how I should behave . so all the way I just silently stared

Front road ambulance car with maximum speed . Arthur went with Jessica's sister in Arthur's black sedan, behind her Nathan and Julius' car ..

" tighten your seatbelt, Freya .. "

" are you okay? "

I looked at him for a moment .. looked at Max , looking at his face with a side view that made my heart beat fast . I lowered my face quickly .hiding my heated face .

" yes I'm fine ." I said stutter . What's wrong with me, am I still carried away by those bad memories until I see Max's face just make me like this . am I afraid that makes my heart like this . My head is spinning I can't think of anything else .

" but . I don't think you're really okay Freya . what happened . what you saw in that house .. is that what makes you look empty all day and like you're not healthy . do you sleep well? " tanyanya at length

" i'm uh fine "I said stuttering . I'm nervous how this is ..