
Max accompanied me on my long night .in an uncertain mood .he accompanied me on the balcony in front of my room, enveloped me with my warm pink blanket . I coiled in it sitting facing the expanse of the sky full of stars. . The old rain did not fall again , making some of the trees I passed to my grandfather's house and the one seen from my balcony was yellow with a distinctive orange tinge mixed with the green shoots of the newly grown trees
Max disappeared for a moment and shortly came with a glass of my favorite hot chocolate . I accepted it with a flat look..
" there's a lot of things I want to talk to you about, Max, but I always don't get the time . . "
Max took a sip of his coffee and didn't chim in on my words .
" how's mom doing? " i asked to look at her with my puffy eyes . It felt really uncomfortable because it made it hard to see her normally
" well . "he said briefly "there is nothing to worry about "
" i know you've returned from America a month ago . "
Max glanced at me briefly . whereas I .. my gaze was still in the same place .. looked up at the sky .. seeking a defense of my being
" i know I'm not a priority in your life, Max .. Thank you for giving everything for me. School, residence, social status . "I'm not continuing my words
" you're priority, Freya .. "
" but you didn't even see me. when you came back ... "
" i wanted to but I couldn't ." he said flatly and I raised my voice
" what makes you can't .. What's my fault, Max ? " i said I started crying again
" i'm sorry Freya. There are so many things I can't tell you "
" repeatedly you say that, Max . am I really nothing ? is it true what you said 5 years ago before you went to America? '' I was full of emotion
Max bowed . sat by folding his elbows and resting on his feet
" it's Freya's night .. Let me take you to rest inside. It's so cold outside it's not good for your health "
Max crouched down in front of me looking at my bent face sitting hugging my legs and I put my head on my knees.
" Freya .. hey ." she said in a slow voice "let's get up "
I turned my face away from her.I hid more and more in the warm blanket
" go away Max . I mean nothing to you . from the beginning I was just your prisoner. do what you like to hurt me. You won "I said without looking at him
Max breathed a heavy sigh .
" what do you want, Freya ? " tanyanya
" what do I mean to you ? "
" you're my everything" he said firmly
" i turned my face away and looked at him "
'' but why are you treating me like this ? "
" i can't say now . There comes a time when you'll find out, Freya .. "
Max clasped my hand pulling me up and driving me back to the room .
" rest .. take care of your health .. I've taken care of your school . stay here for a while . No one needs to worry "he said in front of my bedroom door .. rub my head gently before leaving
" Max ." I reflexively called him
Max stopped and looked
" i'm sorry Freya . let this go on like this . There will be a time when you can understand it someday, I would happily propose to you to be my wife "and Max just passed by without looking back
I peeked at the door of my old room. . My face heated up all over my body making me want to faint with the word he said that I just heard . I closed my door very slowly with a dumb expression and could not believe my own hearing