Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

Episode 128's

           I avoided Max all day by walking around this area of the house .. The house is not too big but its existence feels awkward , in the middle of the trees but very beautiful and fun . I waded through the paved streets and turned onto the walkways with neatly arranged block paving .. right left of the path was a neatly trimmed and periodic Japanese grass with classic black street lights and some park benches .. at the end of the road there is

a sizable fish pond and a pavilion that stands with a thick Chinese accent .. I sat a bench in the pavilion below which was fused into the fish pond in the middle of the area.A tiny bridge was even beautifully built on top of it . Seeing a scene like this made my heart calm and without me realizing I was smiling all the way . I opened the latest novel I brought and just read half of it .. Just a moment ago I remembered Jaden and the citizens who must have questioned my departure . I need to get back there and finish some work before the time I'm asking Max to spend ..

              I don't want to stay in my mind for too long about things .. I diverted it by sitting in one of the cozy places in the pavilion and began to continue my reading ..

              I forgot about the time that kept going .I don't know how long I've been there until the angina blows and it starts to feel cold . I don't wear a watch and don't bring my useless phone, the sky is dark .. either it's cloudy or it's late in the afternoon ..

I don't want to run down rain that will make me lose stamina and that means I'll be stuck in this place ..

             I closed my novel and left when I saw someone running towards me. . standing before me with a gasp.

            “ I'm looking for you .. Everyone is looking for you Freya .. “

            “ I'm not a kid anymore , Nath  .. I can take care of myself “

            " hey, just a while ago I helped you who fainted at the waterfall, you're heavy Freya, I don't want to repeat it again .. let's go home .. it will soon rain “

             I looked at Nathan with my annoyed look and walked ahead of him

            “ I'm kidding Frey , “ Nathan caught up with me and blocked my path

            “ I don't mind if we even spend time together here , it's raining soon and I'm sure it's time for taka da to deliberately look for us and we can spend a lot of time with “ Nathan smiling with his trademark charming smile .. he is handsome and his smile is

it breaks the hearts of many women

            “ I will choose to hurry home Nath “

           “ Don't you want to spend a lot of time with me, Frey ? “

           “Let's go home .. “ I said avoid it and leave it .. but when I stepped my foot, Nathan caught my hand and said

           “ why you keep avoiding me Frey .. “

           “ sorry Nath .. I don't want you to misunderstand me ,. But my feelings for you have long since been forgotten .. “

           “ Max .. are you really in love with her ? I know for sure what happened to your fake engagement .. I was there back then “

           “ yes , and I was there right then and there . . when you proposed to Alleya in front of my eyes .. Maybe I did get stuck with Max , but .. I don't regret it “ I said with burning eyes

          “ Let's start again .. back then I don't know how deep you felt about me .. “

          “ I told you to forget Nath .. the story I dreamed of .. The story .. I've long forgotten .. as many books I read .. first love will never make it “

           I left him and walked back into Max's villa .. I saw him standing at the main door .. she was still as handsome as I remembered her even with her worried face when I saw her. I wanted to run towards her and hug her. But I didn't even look her in the face , just go through it and go back into my room

          I turned on the television but my brain drifted where .. frustrating me ..

why must it be now .why has he come when I have decided where my heart lives .

Nathan came a few years ago, he's gonna make me waver and maybe really run into his arms .. I, do not regret rejecting it. However, first love is difficult to forget

          My stomach rang and I hated it . I looked out the window and it started raining .. I skipped my lunch and I had to go downstairs. I couldn't have Sani prepare my lunch that had been missed. How would I look for it if my phone was useless .. I went into the bathroom .. washed myself .. cleared my brain by soaking in the bathup

which contains hot water .. I bent my legs and hugged her, I miss Max. I feel stupid how can , I just saw her a few minutes ago ,. Every day but I still miss him . All the thoughts mixed in my brain make me sick

           I submerged myself into the water .. opened my eyes and saw bubbles of water bubbles coming out of my mouth .. I closed my eyes and opened them again counting the time until how long I could hold my breath .. as if I could concentrate on what I am doing right now I can forget for a moment about all this.