
the new house returned to normal a week later, but for a week I never saw Max. I wanted to ignore this feeling but I also did not want to be ignored .
I was pensive for a few days . I wanted to start another activity so that I would not remember anything. Stop watching television, avoid seeing the news that appeared on television about me, about Max .. Her father or her ex-fiance .. I don't want to hear anything.Even that phone, I keep it tight in the drawer next to my bed, in the book about nursing , busy myself to experiment in the kitchen and do other things .. beberes , trying to be a few more precisely my whole life I tried to do it .
until one day I took the time to open the laptop (it's my own personal although not the latest output, I like to write my diary into here and other things ) . I brossing about the registration of new prospective learners, which turns out tonight is the last day of registration . I hurriedly prepare documents - documents mine , I didn't know how long I was sitting in front of my laptop until I heard footsteps
it must have been Max.His room was still the same as in my grandfather's house . was opposite my room, I reflexively ran, opened my room door .. I glimpsed Max's back into his room and his pale blue door closed slowly.
I closed the door slowly so as not to be heard from the other room . long ago I leaned against the back of the door behind me, I sagged down, sat down and held my chest . there is a pain that I cannot explain .. I look at the clock on the wall at 3 am . Is it every day at this hour that he just came home? what does he do every day until he is so busy? I was really worried about her . but I also had nowhere to comfort her given the words I said the other day, I felt sorry .
I got up from where I was now finishing my paperwork and was only able to break down an hour later . I felt very tired and sleepy, hugging a gentle dog doll, thinking of Max .. I feel so sorry for him but I think I hate him too , I am confused by this feeling ...
The next morning I woke up very early .. The sun had risen, Sani's voice woke me up
" Miss .. Ms. Freya wake up Miss ', the sun is already shining very high "
" hush up Sani I'm still sleepy "
" there is a guest for the lady outside .. does the lady want to see her? '
I tried to open my eyes , blink because it felt spicy . "guest .. who? " ask me with a loud voice
" families, waiting under "
I opened my eyes wide ..
" prepare a snack, Sani .. told aunt Jo. I'll get ready "I said in a panic.
before long I rushed down , down the stairs quickly . seeing my whole family coming I jumped into Arthur's arms.Welcome Aunt Yeni , there's aunt Ann and aunt Mary too they apologized to me because at the party yesterday they came home quickly because there was a problem on the estate . It looks like Joseph did another act that caused grandfather to get sick .
" you stay here . I'll ask Max for permission "
" max called us to come . he said you were dreaming a lot later this , maybe there's a feeling of wanting to go home "
said Arthur
" Max .. call brother?? "
" don't you know that, Freya?"
I shook my head weakly . asked . how could Max who had never met me do that .
" i envy you freya .. Look at Max's attention .. " said Alleya," your love looks smoldering "
smoldering from hongkong I said in my heart, he even always avoids me . I was lazy to chim in said Alleya .. just smiled wryly
" today we'll party in your room .. We're a pajama party" said barbara
" what party?? " question me confused "you are free to choose any room in this house from do not my room "
" uuuu.. what happened to you and Max, Freya .. I suspect what you guys .. "luci didn't continue the word he said , greeted by another giggling sound I turned my eyeballs into the sky
" all right .. we're staying in my room "
" yeyyyy .. "they laughed in satisfaction. I buried my face in both of my hands, "die me ." I said in my heart