
I was still standing there. . looked at her and noticed Freya who was eating her flesh voraciously .. looked hungry, I smiled looking at her .. but , how shocked I was when Freya
take a beer can and spend it quickly . It is not a regular beer .. with an alcohol content of 26%. . it can make a person drunk if drinking it in large quantities
“ Hey , you can get drunk if you do that “ I said trying to snatch a beer can from his hand .“ you never had much to drink, Freya “
Freya ignored him and quickly finished the second can
“ I'm done with my meat .. your make is the most delicious “ katany quickly while giving her thumbs up before me
“ you've started getting drunk Frey .. “ I said worry about it
“ Let me this time , Max .. let me .. I want to get drunk and forget everything .. Come accompany me “
I looked at him .. trying to digest every word he said . I let her vertical a beer can . Maybe she does need it
Freya opened a new can and thrust it at me and I received it, I also obeyed her telling me to sit next to her with her hand gesture
“ What do you want to forget? “ Ask him while sipping the beer can he gave me
“ Bad thing .. I want to forget everything .. “ I listen to it and pay attention when Freya spends it quickly “ Ahhh … it was bitter on my tongue .. Max .. like all these nightmares .. Please open me again “
“ Enough Freya .. let's go back to your room “ I tried to persuade her
“ I'm fed up with my room , Max .. “ he said with a pouting face “ where we are .. you haven't explained me “ and a second later he snatched the beer can in my hand . spent it quickly and dumped it irritably into the can drum with a burning fire
“ This is my house .. vyakan .. “ I said flat
“ Are we still in that village ? “
“ Yes .. but a little further “
" Have you told everyone ? how did they panic and look for me ? “
“ The one who is panicking here is me Frey .. how do I look for you .. how about when I find you in a state like yesterday? “ I said a little emotional .we had a little argument afterwards . and even when she asked even though I didn't like it
even if I can't refuse it ..
I stood up and decided to hold Freya to take her back to her room.she was no longer able to stand properly .. she sang when I was carrying .. was ecstatic and unlucky .. when I entered the main house .the lights were on and the bullies came .. I ignored the phone
they were from earlier this afternoon . but I read a short message they sent me, they invited me to celebrate Jessica's pregnancy and I wasn't interested , I haven't had time to tell Freya and they found me here . I'm sure Julius tracked me down from my email account that I forgot to turn on
I took down Freya, although still holding her up with one hand .. watched as Arthur crossed the room quickly and wanted to beat me up . I was caught red-handed and there was no point in evading ..
“ you accidentally got him drunk and you will do a bad thing to him right .. say .. “ said Athur yelling
“ woa .. woa stop Arthur .. we can talk about this good good “
Nathan held Arthur's arm trying to force him to take his hand off my sweater
.. I put on a flat face, I don't like Nathan's arrival has been a long time since our relationship is not good and continues to heat up . I kept my cool by putting my hand in the pocket of the denim pants I was wearing with one hand still holding Freya's shoulder and trying to hold the weight
body . But everyone was shocked when Freya suddenly shouted at Arthur .
“ Freya .. Freya sister comes on time right ? “ Athur released his grip quickly and approached Freya next to me “ Kakakkk stupid .. I hate brother .. Max .. take me to my room .. move Nathan “
Freya broke away and grabbed my arm and dragged me with her staggering body .. I let go of her hand and hugged her .. propped her back up with my hand and guided her to the second floor towards her room . I tried to wake him up from his drunkenness .. because .. Freya has a bad habit if she is drunk .she never gets drunk and is not strong enough to drink
alcohol .he can get drunk easily even if he just sips a small glass of wine . And I bought that beer because I needed it to warm my body in this very cold air
And just as I thought and feared .. she asked me to kiss her .. I did it .same as I used to. Maybe Freya forgot about it but not me
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It was October drizzle .we, the five who walked in the darkness of the night .. came home from the grave of Arthur's parents .. it was the anniversary of the death of her parents . the teenager, Freya was only a dozen years old with hair that was in two. crying along the way . . I couldn't stand it and wanted to lend me my shoulder to him but he chose Nathan and leaned himself there .. In the car that took us, I could only look at him in annoyance .. Grandfather had long forbidden any event to commemorate their death.Grandfather was indeed cruel and heartless.but, when I grew up I was able to understand it .. grandfather felt hurt and any event to commemorate them would only open the wound besides, Aunt Yeni was too hysterical and difficult to control when remembering two people
We returned and entered the garden house .. in a wet state of rain .. at home and after changing clothes we decided to melt the atmosphere by gathering in the living room to play cards .. we took out alcoholic beverages to warm our bodies .. There were only three of us .. Arthur, Nathan and myself .. Freya did not appear again maybe she felt tired and decided to rest in her room .. ‘
We played until night .. until tired and one by one back to his room .. I was the last one there , looking at the burning fireplace .. considering how sad Freya was .even when she didn't remember their deaths because of the doctor who removed the bad memories in her head .. I'm busy
comparing myself who didn't even cry when my mother finally died . I never even missed my father .. Am I a terrible monster? I gulped down the drink in front of me, half a bottle left when Freya suddenly appeared
“ Where are the others Max? “
“ They've slept in each room “
Freya sat in front of me with a frown .
I ignored it and continued my daydream while staring at the fireplace in front of me
“ What is this drink ?? Bittere .. “
“ Hey , this is an alcoholic drink .. teenagers like you can't drink this “
“ Already already, I thought this juice because the color is red only somewhat smell “
“ Jeez Freya .. Let's go back to your room “
“ You think you're an adult Max? drinking this bitter drink alone? “
I looked at Freya whose face turned red
“ Max .. I'm dizzy but I feel ticklish .. I want to laugh . ha ha ha “
“ Shut up Freya .. if Arthur finds out this .. I can be killed by him in one slash “
“ like this? Hahaha you're funny Max .. try saying again “
I panicked and told her to be quiet .. lifted her body and delivered her back to her room .. At the same time I started to feel dizzy .. I've had too much to drink even when I'm playing with these two guys . but I'm trying to keep my mind focused and deliver the freya that hangs in my arms
my body with a merrily singing, I looked at her for a moment and took her with great difficulty to her room . Take her back to bed and I can breathe a sigh of relief
“ sleep Frey .. don't leave your room until tomorrow morning .I'll ask aunt Ann to prepare breakfast to your room tomorrow “
“ Do not go , I go down because I had a nightmare .. dream that I will be left alone “
I turned around but stood there looking at him doubtfully but could not bear to leave him pouting and asking me to stay
“ I have to go Freya , uncomfortable to be in a girl's room like this . I will ask aunt Ann to accompany you “
“ Do you hate me .. “
“ I don't hate you .. “
Freya stood up and shook her arms
“ why don't you look at me and keep ignoring me “
I don't understand what he's saying .. Freya was so drunk .she drank a full glass of top quality wine
“ I didn't ignore you Freya .. “
“ really?”
“ yes .. “ I said and freya smiled happily holding the end of the sweater I was wearing
“ I like you Nathan .. long ago .. “ Freya yells happily and kisses me.. I felt angry .. she thought I was Nathan pissing me off .. I lost my mind and kissed him back . then left him slumped to the floor . in disbelief because in his shadow , Nathan whom he likes to love back . I told Aunt Ann to accompany Freya briefly explaining what happened and I returned to my room.
Not once did Freya kiss me while drunk .. at Alleya's birthday party she did the same thing . I worry about her .. what if she does the same to others when she gets drunk . I think about that possibility with annoyance while making my mood go bad quickly