
MAX DIANDRA TJANDRAWIJAYA
I came out of Mom's room after a nurse came in and told me it was time for Mom to take her medicine , mother's condition is very weak even just to release emotions all must be limited, I think after his meeting with me , Mother , must have been very exhausted
I was standing outside, leaning against the wall next to the entrance of Mother's room, my heart was as messed up as a five-year-old who didn't get the toy she wanted ,,, I put one of my hands in the pocket of the black denim pants I was wearing, to suppress my feelings .. to suppress my emotions from overflowing out , one of my hands again ,, I covered my nose and mouth with my palms in a bowed head position, only this time I let out my emotions, for so long I always acted , behave coldly so that everyone does not know how I really feel, I do not want to look weak by anyone, , all this time I always walk with the integrity that I have , I don't care about the response of many people that I'm a cruel person, I'm a heartless person, but tonight it's all broken , all the emotions I've been suppressing all this time , it's broken because of Mom, but I don't regret it this is my true feeling
I remembered Freya .. where she was .. I looked around , deserted , I randomized my hair out of worry , what happened to her ..? , I pulled out my phone , calling him but my call was missed .. I ran out to the quiet parking lot .. looked around but in vain .. tried to call him again , but the phone was no signal , I tracked down his number and saw him moving quickly into the mountain , he was heading for grandpa's house . I quickly drove my car , on that mountain ,,, a lot of terrible things happened . on that mountain, old man Freya died, my heart beat fast, spurred all my adrenaline ,, in my brain it's just the thoughtless word . I don't know who he went with who what if something bad happened to him .
I was silent for a moment . looking straight ahead , the lamp that was highlighting the ash-colored road barrier . I hit the steering wheel hard and leaned for a moment my head over his steering ,, then my consciousness came back when I heard a flashing sound from a cell phone that duplicated Freya's GPS . I looked at the red dot that was getting further away from where I was now, I drove slowly and again drove my car with a fast , until it was seen in front of me the black sedan
I cut off his path, the sound of a tire squeaking suddenly stopped in my ears, I don't care, I want to see Freya, but how shocked I am , I saw the driver who used to be in Mother's villa, I felt a little relieved, I wanted to see Freya .. opened the back door of her car that had been unlocked to see Freya crouching between the seats .. my heart was like sagging down .. I hugged her .. she thrashed in fear, I called her gently to help her back sitting in the car seat . I hugged her warmly , gone were all the chaotic feelings I had just felt