
I wore a long, thick brown nightgown and drank some painkillers to stand up straight and not make everyone at the bottom suspicious if I'm not doing well. Sani looked at me and accompanied me with a worried face , I forced him to accompany me and pretend nothing happened , I haven't eaten anything all day .. In part because I really feel tired and sleepy from lack of sleep ,, partly because my body really hurt like it was reacting
I stared at my brain, which also felt pain from being tired of speculating and not stopping thinking
I went down with the hearts of everyone gathered in the kitchen and looked cheerful even though it did not cover the awkwardness there . I didn't see Max, I saw Nathan lying in a recliner in the living room with a cell phone in his hand .. I felt a little dizzy but I wanted to drink a lot of alcohol to escape today's unpleasant events
“ Freya come .,. light the candle .. “ someone exclaims
Arthur approached me and pushed me with both hands to sit on the dining chair ,
in being in the middle of the people that are hooking me up . I look cheerful, forcing my smile as everyone sings 'birthday song ,. Turn off the lights and put down a beautiful birthday cake with lots of kiwi fruit and stoberi that I like plus lots of lit candles. The fire is whistling . I'm looking for
max but invisible .. I felt very disappointed . but I closed my eyes to pray and I blew the candle quickly and everyone laughed ,, the light flashed and I saw a shadow of Max standing on the edge of the pillar he left after being present for a while in that place .. after all he had said it to me earlier this morning . I held back my tears ,. Somehow I still feel disappointed.I just look at his back I want to trust him.
asking a lot of questions but not being able to
“ Hey , you want to hear me sing ? as your birthday present ? “ Nathan said right in front of my face .. My consciousness came back and I looked at him , Nathan asked me to stand up and he started singing with the sound of music he turned on from his cell phone .. everyone was pretending to be spectators and laughing . I grabbed a can of beer and finished it quickly . My head became twice as dizzy ,, in addition to the condition of my body that does not support .. My view became dark and I do not remember anything else after
I woke up and was on top of my comfortable bed, I was dreaming again .. about the dark room and the drops of blood rushing to the end of my shoes ,. I screamed for a boy who left me there, ' I saw the boy's back wearing a dark blue coat .. the rain started to fall and the smell of blood was getting more and more.
asking for help ,
I opened my eyes then .. saw Sani who kept wetting my face with a wet towel so that the heat of my body quickly dropped . I stared at my wrists that I raised with great difficulty, everything looks faint.
“ Sani .. “
“ Miss .. what do you feel ? “
“ Sani , don't leave me. I feel so scared .. “
“ I'm here miss .. relax “
I nodded ,. Melt tear moist pillow .. I feel my body is very hot and I feel weak “
“ Everyone is worried about you when you arrive2 you collapsed unconscious “
“ yes .. I shouldn't have snatched that damn beer . I was tempted but it turned out
my body cannot hold it. “ I said sighing
“ Mr. Brawijaya continues to grumble and look for tjandrawijaya master but stopped by
mrs brawijaya “
“ Ahh ,., those two people are the ones who make me more dizzy “
I shifted and turned my body .. gazed out the night window .. outside the rain came down with a rush
I turned my head and looked at Nathan who entered my room in a cute . with his distinctive style .
“ but .. “ says Sani
“ go Sani .. rest I will call you later , I want to talk to a guy
this playboy used to be “
“ well miss .. “ Sani go and the atmosphere of silence then . Nathan walked up to me after seeing Sani closing my door slowly
Nathan sat on the edge of my bed and looked out the window , looking clearly deep within the darkness of the raindrops falling down profusely from above
“ you look very bad .. and terrible “ said Nathan looked at me, then put the back of his hand on my forehead “ have you taken your medicine? “
“ What are you doing here Nathan ? “ my question weakly
“ just because Max can make your situation worse Freya . I , come here just want to offer you the best way out .. “
“ what do you mean Nathan “
“ you can run away and marry me then I will give happiness a hundred times more than Max can give “
I patted his arm in annoyance
“ Max turned his head .. shifted his seat and looked at me .. “
“ Is it true that there is no longer me in your heart Freya ? you hurt my heart if you reject me like this “
“ You're , I know you're not really interested in me Nathan .. I don't know what you're planning .. but you're not the kind of person who's going to go after my treasure .. That's not what you need? “
“ I will say when you really want to go with me. I will always be among you like or dislike , “
Nathan stood up and looked at me before stepping his foot towards the exit
“ Did you do this just for fun, ., didn't you tell everyone that Alleya is your true love ? “
Nathan was silent for a moment, then turned his head towards me and said with his distinctive smile
“ From now on my true love is you, Freya .. “
Nathan turned around just as the door opened and Max appeared there looking intently at Nathan and at me
“ relax Max I did nothing to my bride .. looks like you've hurt his heart get ready when he's about to turn to me “ Nathan said patting Max's shoulder and he passed ,. Max breathed a heavy sigh and walked towards me