
the next day I was unusually busy with all the extraordinary activities that Max had scheduled . I really couldn't meet him. He was like a stranger to me. not as warm as when we were together at grandfather's house . my stuff has come . I didn't unpack all the suitcases piled up in my room opening up what I wanted to wear . I feel comfortable wearing my own clothes .
the designer really came. Short-bodied fat middle-aged woman . repeatedly said firmly because I did not want to follow his instructions to stand upright so as to measure the length of my body with the fit . I followed him lazily . feel like a doll . not only did I get there after an activity with my old mother that took me hours of hours just to make me a dress that made me very curious about the results later .
then I was presented with a variety of jewelry that I rejected firmly everything . I just chose a dark colored pendant . I like the shape because it is very simple . stunned to see such a good item, allowed to borrow it .
I chose a shiny silver hairpin.Simple hairpin but I like it because it seems expensive.Some maid girls came to bring me some pairs of shoes , outside who was already in the glass cabinet . I chose one of them.I'm really tired
it's lunch hour . I'm downstairs, today the waiters are twice as busy as they normally are gathered in the living room sliding things over. They distract me . I feel hungry .nothing has changed on the dining table .there are still a variety of appetizing dishes . but the sight of my eyes still being diverted by the maids walking back and forth disturbed my sight . then I saw aunt Jo, I called her and said
" what is this all aunts? "
" this is to prepare for the engagement of the lady and the master . the day after tomorrow is the event . because very suddenly, I hired some additional servants . sorry for the inconvenience of the lady " said aunt jo softly . I nodded my head nodding at what aunt Jo said .then she passed from before me .
I ate quietly as Max approached the dinner table and greeted me while patting my back slowly .it felt warm I looked up . Max was neatly dressed with his suit and trousers . his hair was neatly combed back . his brown eyes met mine. I watched him closely . his face which can be said to be quite decent , and his beard began to grow, making my heart beat irregularly . but I convinced myself that my heart belonged to Nathan . I kept convincing myself that there was still a chance for me as long as they were unmarried .as long as I wasn't married to Max. Because I hated Max. That's why my heart wouldn't compromise me , maybe because I hate him so much . I said convince myself to keep mumbling . until Max rebuked me .
" are you bothered by all this Freya? "
I've been looking for a long time the last time anyone called my name
" well . prepare yourself for the day after tomorrow" said Max began to eat meat sandwich in front of him, breakfast that is not too heavy but filling
I was stunned by Max's words . I knew I couldn't hope for him more because I wouldn't be able to melt his frozen heart to warm me up a bit
" Max I have a real request since I first came to this house "I said slowly and bowed down not daring to raise my face
" what do you want Freya, I will definitely grant it" Max said looking at me
" i .. I .. I just want nursing school .can? " i said trying to look him in the eye . Max looked at me for a moment
" why do you even want to go to school?, you can be friends with anyone, shopping like many girls do, busying yourself with beautifying yourself or whatever it is Freya .. you don't have to spend your time on something useless" he said as he placed the knife and folded his right hand under the chin with a fork in his right hand .
" for the man who is going to be my future wife, you don't have to work hard" he said again turning his gaze and taking the knife he had put down and finishing his breakfast
" i .. just bored . I'm bored and don't want to be imprisoned like in grandfather's house." I said again in a soft voice and did not dare to look into his eyes . I just looked at the bread that I just cut into irregular pieces .
" okay, I'll agree to it" Max said as he stood up and then buttoned his suit "I had a meeting this morning, I went" he said patting my head softly and passing , my eyes followed him until he was lost behind the wall, seeing the back of Max's body.The smell of his molange still smelled for a while.