Sweet Dreams: Be a Cinderella Romance

episode 38's

I really don't take into account all the worst possibilities, I'm only 14 years old and my mind is very shallow with zero experience and I don't know what's with the outside world.. I was just planning to run away without careful planning.and things didn't go as I wanted .

malang , I took the wrong path .. I arrived at a slum . My clothes and luggage caught the attention of many people in that place who immediately surrounded me .. taking my belongings .. robbing me of everything I have . I was left behind and became a vagabond just like them . eating from scavenging dirty food with rude vagabonds and sleeping under the stars in a cold cardboard night sky. This is really what I don't want .a little longing for my warm bed and the warm food that Aunt Jane prepared .. I suffered so much .. doubted myself. hated Mom but missed her too .. save the last smile I can remember .. imagine the cooking she prepared.imagine hearing her voice wake me up to sleep to get ready for school immediately.cry with all the memories that actually have faded.

a week later .. Dad's man easily found me. I was dragged home by force .. tried to escape my way .. but what can a small child do against eight large and sturdy people with a very fierce look? I was caught easily after making a lot of noise .. during the return trip, I clenched my jaw tightly, thinking of all the consequences I would bear, I said, I sat in silence together with this fierce and heartless fellow.but, there was not the slightest fear in my heart ..

Dad waited for me at the door . dragged me after a few seconds to set my foot in front of the house, dragged and beat me with a bamboo stick . until it broke in two .in kick , beaten until satisfied. his firm and cruel voice felt to the bone .

... That night Dad dragged me again and again without feeling without asking and looking back at me who was tired and weak.. Dad took me to the back of the house , I made no sound at all even tears . I felt every inch of pain that burned my skin and body , Dad put me in and let me sleep with Jager .. , Dad's beloved hunting dog . in parentheses and treated like a dog . fed with the animals to his pity . that was the worst thing I could have imagined at the time

but God helped me, ' the next day Mr. Brawijaya came .. he released me, when he came to visit. Silently aunt Jane begged him to tell her about my situation . he remembered his favorite grandson who experienced the pain of losing his parents .. Grandpa Brawijaya released me from this place .. brought and gave me the opportunity to choose what I planned for my future.I chose a school in a boarding school .. I'm going on vacation at Arthur's house or Alosius Brawijaya's grandfather's house .. the house that gives me comfort even without affection . and I don't think I feel any feelings anymore, sad, sympathetic .. I didn't feel that for quite a long time . until I met the kind little girl, she's Freya ...